chapter 6.3

Peace you haven't been able to feel for a long time blankets you as you lie on your lover's chest, the two of you fresh out of breath. Such a revelation- him telling you he loved you was. And you want to savor the feeling forever.

It feels as if there was a thorn lodged in your heart, festering for months from your terrible, insecure thoughts and you've finally yanked it out. It feels like you can finally breathe.

Well, metaphorically. Physically, you may need a few minutes.

Mark's hair sticks up in every direction, frizzy from being half-dried and from your constant tugging. Nonetheless, he looks beautiful to you in the dim, lamp-lit room. His chest rises and falls in your embrace and your fingers work to delicately trace the toned muscles of his torso. Mimicking your movements, he grazes his thumbs over the blue-purple masterpiece he's painted across your neck and chest.

"Good?," he asks nonchalantly.

You let out a soft snort at the sudden question.

Men will always be men.

"Great," you admit. Heat creeps into your face as you recall the last hour or so.

You guess there's more benefits of hockey than just the uniform: the stamina and athleticism.

His inflated ego fills the room palpably as he shifts in the messy bed, tugging the covers more over your tangled bodies. Noises arise from the kitchen, probably from his other suitemates. Embarrassment fills you to the brim when you realize that everyone probably heard the two of you. You were far too busy caught up in your passionate feelings to consider this, and now it's come back to bite.

Huffing shyly, you hide your growing blush into the nape of your boyfriend's neck. Clanging of kitchenware resonates clearly through the room's thin walls. You can't help but distress over how clearly the others could hear you. And for such a long time too.

Oh my gosh. How will I ever face them?

Mark seems to sense your thoughts and lets out a light chuckle.

"Babe, we're fine. They all hookup all the time. And Yuna-,"

"I don't need to know, thank you," you interrupt sharply. Squeezing your eyes shut, you fight off the disturbing imagery.

Ten's voice drifts through the suite and the sound of the front door shutting rings through them with unnerving vigor. You jolt at the bang, stiffly turning your neck towards the locked bedroom door, as if it would reveal any answers. Mark looks at you, the confused expression on his face making it apparent that he doesn't know what is happening either. Slowly, he shifts up into a sitting position.

"You're fucking kidding me - it was that bitch?". The senior boy's voice cuts through the nighttime quiet abruptly. Struggling to stitch together the context of the overheard conversation, you force your sore body to sit up as well. From how it sounds, it seems like Ten is on a phone call.

You look at your boyfriend for confirmation. With a nod, the two of you mutually agree to silently withdraw from the comfort of the covers and get dressed.

"I don't - listen to me, do they know for sure?," Ten asks anxiously from the other side of the door.

With increasing concern, you hastily pick up your wet, discarded clothing. The cold, uncomfortable sensation makes you wince. Mark grabs your wrist, preventing you from putting on the still-soaked yoga pants. Shaking his head, he takes the garment and tosses it over his desk chair. From his dresser, he hands you a dry set of his own clothing.

The gesture makes you smile and you gratefully pull on the warm sweats and hoodie. They're obscenely large for your frame, but it's a sure upgrade from your sad, rain-ruined outfit. Mark ruffles your hair, cheeks like strawberries as he kneels down without a word to roll up your pants.

A small giggle escapes your lips. He's just seen you naked, but of course it's this that gets him blushing.

The happy expression is quickly wiped off your face as Ten continues abruptly, anger apparent in his voice.

"Fucking hell! Hillary Choi? The bitch even admitted to it?". The senior captain's voice is nothing less than a yell now. Mark's mouth hangs open in shock as he stares towards the door. The concern and shock shining in his eyes allude to how uncharacteristic his friend's behavior is.

"Hillary Choi...," you mutter under your breath, the name ever so familiar to your ears.

"Wait she's...," Mark turns his gaze to you carefully, silently confirming his correct assumption.

"She's the one who hates me...," you confirm bitterly with a nod.

Mark stands up, grabbing both your hands as you sit back on his bed. His expression is sad, perhaps also peppered with anger - something you've never seen in your boyfriend. Gently, he tugs you to your feet.

As you push the bedroom door open slightly, the common room comes into view. Ten's figure is hunched over the kitchen sink, listening intently to the person on the other side of the phone speak. His breathing is rushed - you've only ever seen him this mad the day Yuna entered the hospital.

Then it all makes sense.

Opening the door fully, you reveal Jeno and Haechan sitting on the common room couch. You make eye contact with them as you and Mark stand at the doorway, listening. Their expressions tell that they're equally as concerned as you.

Mark's hand in yours, you tiptoe your way to join the two friends on the sofa.

"The fucking psycho bitch," Ten spits. His hands run furiously through his raven hair as he begins pacing around. The senior sees all of you gathered together, but makes no move to acknowledge any of you other than a hard stare.

The tension is suffocating. Everyone wants to say something, but the waters seem too rough to test. Anxious glances are exchanged, but not a word leaves any of your mouths as Ten continues pacing around, the other speaker on the phone relaying more information. You conclude to wait until the call is over before you try to ask.

"Okay so she's at the police station right now? ".

Mark's hand squeezes yours in silent shock.

"Okay... fuck," Ten rubs tiredly at the bridge of his nose, "alright okay, thank you, officer. I- yeah I'm okay, thank you. Tell Yuna I'm on my way now".

A moment of silence suspends heavily over the air as he hangs up the call. The breath you didn't know you were holding escapes in relief as Haechan clears his throat awkwardly and takes one for the team.

"Uh...," the sophomore calculates for a bit, eyeing the enraged senior carefully, "Ten, what's going on?".

For the first time ever, it seems, the mischievous boy's voice rid itself of its usual snide tone, replaced by refreshing sincerity.

Ten sets down his hand, revealing tears building up in his previously covered eyes. Jeno doesn't waste a second, getting off the couch without a word and wrapping his arms around his crying friend.

You hesitate before asking, "It's Yuna's case?". Keeping your voice as steady as possible, you hope you've succeeded in masking your growing fear.

Ten sniffs, patting Jeno's back, prompting the younger to let go. Wiping away the stray tears, he nods. Everyone waits patiently as the distraught senior calms himself down with deep breaths.

"They caught the person who tried to kill her- or is it people? I don't even know. And yes - they tried to kill her," Ten rubs a stressed finger between his brow, "It was Hillary Choi, some junior girl who's obsessed with Mark - she's in our fanclub or whatever. They said she confessed it was all part of a plan? I don't- I don't know," his voice breaks off as he tugs at his hair before heading over to grab his keys.

"Wait, I don't understand. If she's obsessed with me why would she go try to hurt Yuna?," Mark's voice rings with alarm. A sinking feeling of dread sits in your stomach like a block of cement.

"It's-," Ten huffs into his hands, "let's go to the station first and the bitch can tell you herself, she's there apparently. Yuna is too. I don't want to keep Yuna waiting there alone any longer so let's go".

The drive is silent, save the rumbling of the pavement below the car's tires. Mark's hand grips yours like a vice, but you don't say anything. In fact, it keeps you grounded as your anxiety goes through the roof. You're no Sherlock, but hearing news that a girl who's obsessed with your boyfriend (and has been sending you hate messages for months, no less) tried to kill your best friend, almost succeeding, bodes terribly for you.

It had stopped raining a while ago and the five of you hurry your way through the fresh puddles dotting the police station lot.

"Yuna?," Ten calls out as the glass doors slide open.

"Here," a weak reply voices from behind a partition.

Rushing over, you see that Yuna's usual perfect composition is instead worn-down: her platinum blonde hair falls limply down her shoulders and her face is gaunt with distress.

You had just seen her a few hours ago and she was even the one comforting you then. But now it's your turn as you carefully kneel down beside her chair and pull her instinctively into a hug.

"Officer, can you please tell us what's going on?," Mark stops a nearby woman in uniform.

"You're all friends of Ms. Kim?," she inquires, continuing as a chorus of confirmations fills the room, "Okay, just a second".

The woman appears visibly tired, probably pulled out of bed at an ungodly hour to cover this shift. Taking a long sip of her coffee, the white curls of steam prance around the air as you itch for answers. Setting the hot beverage down on the desk beside her, she straightens her badge. 'Detective Jeong', it reads.

"We have a confession," Jeong relays finally, "earlier today- or yesterday, I should say- we received a call from our traffic security team detailing that they spotted the same model of car as the one thought to be involved with the accident on September 15th the uh-," she stops to check her clipboard, "black 2018 Audi A4. We issued a warrant to interrogate the driver as quickly as possible, although not much was needed since the perpetrator, Miss Hillary Choi, confessed to the hit and run almost immediately".

You hug Yuna tighter, Ten embracing from her other side.

"You have the confession, did she say why?," Jeno asks sternly.

"This is where it gets slightly more complicated and I want to ask, is a Miss y/n here?".

The mention of your name makes you perk up, surprised.

"That's me," you stand up slowly, "why?".

Mark places a hand at the small of your back in concern.

"y/n...," Yuna sobs softly, gripping your arm. A thousand thoughts run through your head as your struggle to understand what is happening.

"Yes?," you brush the fallen strands of hair behind her ear.

"I want her to say it," Yuna directs, speaking to the detective now.

"Now we do have Miss Choi in our custody right now, but you'll have to move back into the interrogation room if you wish to speak with her, for safety reasons".

You nod, helping Yuna onto her crutches as everyone moves towards the back of the station. It feels as if you're dreaming, that reality has separated itself into a different plane than the one you're in and your existence has become but a construct. Your legs move on autopilot while your eyes are fixed ahead, but not really looking at anything in particular.

The room you enter is dark and stuffy. Even with Haechan and Jeno opting to wait outside, it is far too crowded for the four of you. The room is divided into two; the other side is fully visible but unreachable due to a large plexiglass window in between. It's eerily isolating. Yuna is ushered onto the only fold-up chair on your side of the room.

As the late-night officers go to bring Hillary in, the apprehension in the air is thick enough to be spread on your breakfast toast. The only comfort that comes to you is Mark's arms wrapped around your waist. It's the only thing that you can make sense of right now.

The door on the opposite side slams open suddenly, drawing a sharp gasp from you. Mark's fingers curl protectively into your hoodie as Hillary enters.

It's surreal. This woman - handcuffs and all - carries a plain, calm expression as she sits down casually in her own fold-up chair. You hadn't seen her in a while, but her beady-eyed gaze is as intense as ever. The red streaks in her hair are outgrown, falling awkwardly around the bright orange of her jumpsuit.

"What's up?," Hillary asks, tone cool as if she were not being held for attempted murder at the moment. Her dark eyes settle on you, the arms around your waist, then back to you. Hillary's stoic face is unreadable, yet it sends chills down your spine like a thousand spiders.

"What's up? You absolute psycho bitch-," Ten rails, banging on the glass barrier with a clenched fist. He pulls back as the officer gives him a warning. Yuna pulls him back to calm him down.

Your eyes don't leave hers. They're a dark brown, almost black, and you find yourself sinking into them - pulled into them like they're black holes of concentrated hatred.

Closing your eyes, you pull your mind back to yourself.