Chapter 46

"Doc gising na po si Senator."

I took my white coat and stethoscope before storming my way out from my office.

Bunch of soldiers are in the area , outside of Senator Razaga's room. I immediately checked him. So far so good. He's doing well.

"Maraming salamat talaga Doc."

I just gave him a lil smile. The operation was successful. There's no room for failures in this field. One wrong move and the person would be at risk , worst die.

"Just don't forget what i said Sir and here's Nurse Garcia if you want anything just ask her. I should get going excuse me."

I held the doorknob and was about to go out when someone pushed it through resulting to unbalanced motion on me. I closed my eyes ready to hit myself in the ground when i felt nothing aside from strong hands that embracing my waist.

My heart skipped a beat, this familiar scent and warmth. I immediately open my eyes meeting her orbs. I almost lost myself to my emotions.

"General! Buti naman at napadito kana!."

I composed myself when Senator speaked up. I straightend my back and was about to continue walking when Senator Razaga called me.

"Doc teka lang may pakilala ako sayo."

Goodness should i just freeze the time now? I don't wann be here, it's suffocating.

I slowly turned and avoided the pair of eyes that kept on checking me out. Geez this woman why is she even here??

"Doc ito nga pala si General Rajim Lopez kakauwi niya lang from Greece because of a mission kaya di mo makikita yan sa mga balita dahil kaka promote palang niya and yeah General si Doc Soline Ramirez , siya ang nagopera sakin."

I just slightly rolled my eyes. I don't even know why he need to say every detail of that bastard General. Promote my ass , the hell i care.

I just nodded and stormed out as fast as possible. She look matured and she become even taller the last time i nevermind. It's been 7 years already, too long.

I release the breath that i kept in Senator's room. Gosh how could my heart still react like that after all that happened 7 years ago?

"Hoy teh kailan kaba magaasawa? Lumagpas kana sa kalendaryo hoy 32 kana! Pero infairness sayo ha mukha ka paring nasa bente lang ,mana ka talaga sakin pareho tayong dyosa"

This man he never stop talking. It's not like the world would collapse when i don't get a partner in lifetime.

"You're talking too much Larry. Why don't you just save your time to Killian and get the fuck out of my office."

I heaved a sigh before getting my bag. I know she's still here. I need to get out of this place as soon as possible.

I'm holding my car keys in my index finger while walking my way to the parking lot.

"Soline teka lang!."

I immediately stopped from my track when i heard that voice. I clenched my fist and composed myself. I really hate this.

"Yes Miss Lopez?." i nonchalantly said.

Ngayon ko lang napansing naka army suit ito. She looks gorg-i mean she look just fine yeah fine.

"where are you going Doc? Uuwi na po kayo?."

How could she casually ask me na parang wala siyang ginawa 7 years ago. Why does she need to act like this? Why did she even show up in a first place?

"yeah."

I turned my back and was about to continue walking when she hold my wrist.

Her soft warm palms that sent shive-- fuck stop Soline.

"I-i ahm let me drive you home." she softly said while staring at my eyes. The moment her orbs met mine , it took me a lot of energy to avoid it. Nanghihina ako.

"I'm good." I get inside my mustang and drove it. My thoughts are piling up. I do miss her but no hell way i would admit it.

I parked my car to the sideway along the road. I hit the steering wheel with my palms because of too much frustration.

I was just sitting until i felt the droplets of tears in my hand. Just fucking great. Ang sakit parin.

Why are you doing this to me Rajim? Why do you need to shake my fucking world again. Why did you comeback now after 7 years? Fuck.

I was just looking to the necklace she gave me a few years ago. How cruel, you gave me an infinity necklace yet you left me.

I just find myself drinking in my fav bar. I was playing with the drink full of ice when i felt a presence beside me.

"Someone said to me that loving a person is a maze. It's hard to get out when you still have doubts with your capabilities."

I looked at him emotionless. He's similing widely ,really not suited. He look like a charcoal.

"Do you think i even care?" i firmly said to him but he just chuckled with my remarks. Is he an idiot or something?

"Sungit nito nagmagandang loob lang."

His voice iritates the hell out of me.

"Lieutenant Ysmael Santos is the name."

I shrugged my shoulder and just continue drinking. Not deserving my attention.

"Roses are red , saddy is blue when i say ang ganda mo bibigyan mo ba'ko ng piso?."

I caressed my head slightly because of this annoying guy.

"Here take this card and this ballpen."

He curiously raised his eyebrows while fixing his gaze to the card and a ballpen.

"Isulat mo jan kung kailan ako magkakaroon ng pake sayo."

I just left him with a smirk. He looks so shocked, fucking bastard.

I was 5km away from the bar's entrance when i felt a hand touched my shoulder. I almost startled because of this annoying jerk who's breathing real hard.

"Bilis mo namang maglakad miss sandali lang naman, look oh nanginginig na tuhod ko"

Fuck he's creeping me out. He looked like a piece of egg balls being boiled into 100 °C F.

"Why are you following me?"

"Dito rin kaya ako dadaan. Si gen- i mean si ako kasi trip ko dito." What the fuck is he saying?

"Look Mr. Whoever you are. I'm not interested with your shits so stop following me you mucky retard man."

I get inside my car and even saw that guy talking to someone while stomping his feet on the ground. Seriously?? Is he really a Lieutenant? He act like a brat kinder garten kid.

"Soline tumawag ba sayo si Seriel?"

I ignored his question. My relationship with Percival had been out of line eversince he tried to stopped me and ignored my question about Rajim. He kept on saying that he doesn't have a right to say anything. Fuck i have the right to know pero wala hindi niya parin ipinaliwanag sakin.

I'm still confused of everything that happened 7 years ago. I also tried to asked her friends when she left me but they just shut their mouth. I felt so lost that day, everything was too fast.

"Are you okay?"

I turned to my mom because of her voice. I'm in the veranda inside my room while staring to the moon.

"yeah."i said without glancing at her.

"Kailan ka magaasawa anak?."

I rolled my eyes because of what she said. Why do they keep on insisting me to get married? I still don't have plans.

"Mom we already talked about this. My answer is the same."

She walked closer to me and gave me her soft smile.

"Siya parin ba?."

I bit my lower lip and avoid her gaze. They knew about my relationship with Rajim. I thought they were angry but their reaction was the opposite. My mom witnessed how i strive my way just to get better after she left me. They supported and comforted me just to make me feel better. I was feeling so bad about myself before because i accused her , that she's responsible for Rajim's mother death.

I also tried to asked my parents but they don't know anything aside from the fact that they knew Rajim's parents because they used to be classmates wayback in college.

I heaved a sigh and gripped the glass i'm holding. All i need is your explanation and maybe just maybe....