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Anshika woke up at two am frustrated because of the headache and cliche that her brain was playing she stood up and took her luggage opening it she looked through her reports everything was normal then why couldn't she remembered she didn't forget something important she felt a piece missing as if some memories she didn't stopped as she stood up and wearing her clothes she went downstairs and gently knocked on shivank room shivank opened the room rubbing his eyes he got worried seeing her because anshika always come to her brother or parents when she was in problem, hugging her he let her come inside and sat her on the bed and sat "what happened is there something wrong??"

"You saw nightmare??" Shivank exclaimed worried concerned as he hugged her and said "shh.. didn't worry it was just a nightmare you are fine golu".

Anshika shook her head sniffing she didn't know when she became emotional as she explained "bhai i think i lost my memories something is missing i don't know this is my first time seeing a nightmare realistic it felt like i saw something but don't know what it was".

Shivank was shocked as he pulled back and cupped her face and said"what are you saying about lost memories and what dream you didn't forget us then??"

Anshika shook her head again and said"not you but someone or something i just don't know and my headache is killing me do something this headache i never had before even when i almost died at the accident but some things and everyone specially his talk is giving me headache i just don't know ".

Shivank got worried more and said "don't worry we'll go to the doctor first thing in the morning and discuss it with them don't worry you'll be fine now rest".

Anshika nodded and laid on bed shivank held her in his embrace and tried to make her sleep.

Morning came by anshika had an eye bag and she stood up quietly and went to her room after getting fresh she wore a simple pink kurti and white plazo taking her bag she went downstairs and without informing she went to the hospital along with her reports after texting shivank.

Getting into cab she went hospital early and the first thing she did was to talk to a neurosurgeon her colleagues they discussed and came to a point that some stressful memories had been lost from her brain the accident happened when she was at the lowest and he suggested to go for therapy she nodded and thanked doctor and went to Dr Kulkarni office.

Dr smiled with sympathy and said "hello Dr Sharma what happened today you look stressed is it because of yesterday??".

Anshika shook her head and sat on a chair and said "Dr i need your help i just talked to Dr Sharma the neurosurgeon he suggested i take therepy session actually from yesterday I got very severe headache it's like my head will blast this was my first time having this severe and I had nightmare yesterday it felt like reality but it was all blur as if it's just illusion".

Dr Kulkarni looked at her reports and showed her some changes and explain that the blood circulation is stopped for few seconds and the stress vein was logged and asked "do you remember any bad memories?? Like from past do you remember anything that made you sad or anything even related to school or friends??"

"I don't think I had any problem bhai was always protective so i don't think someone bullied me or anything he was always with me even in school i only stayed alone when i went to America for my higher studies and there I met some friends and i really don't think there was any problem related to being sad yeah normal things happened but not big things that'll make me dipressed or anything" anshika explained thinking hard.

Interlinking her fingers on desk Dr Kulkarni asked "don't you think it's suspicious that nothing happened to i mean it's a good thing in general but everyone faces a point does your family knows about this??".

Anshika shook her head and said "no only my brother when I had nightmare yesterday so I had to tell him I didn't tell him yet fully but I had some memories i saw ".

"Like what??" Dr Kulkarni asked.

Anshika was going to say but then her phone ting with the notification she opened it and saw it's a message from Aditya and few are from shivank sighing she typed shivank ' I'll manage here don't worry'

'sorry i forgot i don't think I can come I've some emergency at hospital'

'do psychologist also have emergency'

' yeah they also take therepy session because helping many patients give them stress too but yeah I'm at hospital I'm the patient so please sorry I can't make it today'

'where are you?'

' Dr Kulkarni office'

'ohh okay then take care bye😘'

Shaking her head she focused on Dr Kulkarni she was smiling and clearing her throat she said 'like someone was holding me close when I was crying and few are different i found myself at the rooftop of some building trying to suicide it's totally different from my life i really don't remember them".

Dr Kulkarni nodded and said "why don't we conduct a therapy I'll use the medication and help you retrieve your memories if you want to ofcourse because it might be not what you want after regaining them".

Anshika thought and scared she was she nodded and was going to say but the door burst open and there stood Aditya with a smirk and entering he sat beside her and Dr Kulkarni smiled at them .

Anshika looked at him and asked softly "why are you here??".

Aditya noticed her eyebags and concerned he cupped her face anshika felt her face heat and swat his hand away and said "don't you know you shouldn't touch people face?".

"Why are pale love are you feeling unwell you were not like this yesterday what happened?" Aditya asked worried.

"Nothing just some headache why don't you go outside we are having a discussion and you intrupted us it's serious Mr Aditya" anshika explained softly as she wanted to have this completed because of those things head was bursting from pain .

"I will stay with you" Aditya said softly worried.

Anshika eyes widen but composing herself she said "no you can't".

Aditya thought for something because he can't easily manipulate her this girl is changed but her ego is totally trash so smirking he said "you afraid you'll fall for me seeing me caring for you".

Anshika rolled her eyes and said "ofcourse not why would I" saying this she turned and saw Dr Kulkarni was hiding her smile and said "why are you laughing Dr Kulkarni?".

Stopped laughing she replied "I've been watching you from yesterday you two look like a married couple in teenage years seriously I wish you both a happy life ".

Anshika eyes widened and jaw drop and she quickly replied "you are wrong Dr it's nothing like that trust me".

Other side Aditya happily said "thank you Dr Kulkarni I'll inform the headquarters to raise your salary".

Anshika looked at him glaring but annoyed she turned and said "I'm ready you can test but do you think it will have problems with me in future you know I don't want to regret these things".

Dr Kulkarni sighed with sympathy and said "ofcourse not but you can decide if you really want to retrieve them because in some case the patient was not happy and in some cases they were happy because they met their family and also important things it totally depends on you".

Aditya looked at them and asked "what is happening what retrieving what happened to you?".

Anshika fiddle with her fingers and looked down Aditya looked at her then Dr as Dr Kulkarni started explaining and stopping in middle Aditya said "what do you mean you didn't got apart from shivank you did get and what nothing you had dipression in early age because of bulling and Dr why can't she remember anything??.

Aditya asked worried as doctor told him about the accident and Aditya got worried more and his anger for shivank grew more as he wiped her face with her palms stressfully taking a long breathe he said "that's why you don't remember anything and i thought you were kidding with me I was devastated when you didn't even called me after shivank sent you away but i guessed right he broke your phone you didn't had my phone number and if i clearly remember you don't remember phone numbers you don't even remember shivank phone number".

Anshika looked at him shocked as she said "how do you know i don't remember any number??".

"Because when you stayed at my home you wanted to call your phone but you didn't remember it and one more time when you wanted to call shivank you searched for you phone because in your phone there is only few phone number and that too they are saved with names" Aditya replied.

Dr Kulkarni looked at them and suggested "why don't you stay here Mr oberoi I'm conducting a medication on her to retrieve her memories it'll be helpful".

Aditya nodded and anshika thought for few seconds and said "okay then".

Saying this she sighed and lay on the rest chair Dr Kulkarni started filling the siringe anshika eyes widened seeing this Aditya went to her and held her hand nodding anshika held tighten on his thumb as she was injected with a small does of some medicine just to make her calm in any situation.

Dr Kulkarni sat on a chair as Aditya pulled his hand and sat beside her encouraging her and Dr said "count one to twenty and after that you'll be unconscious here and we'll try to retrieve your memories but just remember in any case be calm because you are safe now i and your husband is here you can start counting".

Anshika glared at the doctor Aditya just chuckle taking a breathe she started counting and on twenty five she was fell asleep deep Dr Kulkarni nodded at Aditya and he back nodded as she said "anshika you are fine you can hear us try to think how was your school life when you were only five".

Unconscious anshika smiled slowly and mutter "mom I'm with mom playing with her along with other Children's she gave me chocolate".

Aditya and Dr Kulkarni both smiled at her memories and then again Dr Kulkarni continued asking her from different age anshika mentioned her few happy memories telling them her favourite color was white and how she wore a dress with white colour on her birthday in school and everyone praised she even gave chocolates to small childrens.

Getting on another part she told them how she felt alone when she got apart from her only friend and another how she tried to be friends but they always ended up ghosting her and how in higher school she got bullied by her classmates some guys even tried to touch her inappropriately and always made fun of her and acted like she was dirty and always walked far away in fear of touching her and it ended up having her dipression and got treated but after that she made her walls high so no one hurt her and how she even tried to jump off the rooftop and how cutting her nerve after being rescued and pampered she didn't went school and had to change her school where she got the help from teachers and students.

Students there was nice they always supported her and told how one time everyone got beaten up one scale on their hands but when it came to her everyone stopped the teacher and how she had a crush and stayed away she was explaining this with tears on her eyes.

When she told Dr about her insomnia Dr asked "did you get help from anyone did you take medicine for sleeping??".

Anshika lightly shook her head and said "no i tried but not getting help i give up and started reading books in mean time but when i went to my brother bestfriend office I fell asleep without difficulty and slept for to long i talked with bhai but he didn't know even when I was at Adi home i slept well and I was content it made me happy and relax it was soothing"

"When I was at his home first day i cried in the guest room but he hugged me and i didn't knew when I fell asleep".

"I was hurt when he started ignoring me and it made me had panic attack as those voices started screaming those words again ended up calling Bhai the marriage everyone broke my trust I had dreams regarding my wedding Tiara flower gown castle princ charming dark theme but everything shattered as the reality slapped me"

"I had always ignored him because i couldn't control myself in his presence as if he had more power on me protected myself but ended up being is accidental wife... I always had separation anxiety so i stayed away from him as bhai told me but ended up falling for him hearing his confession... I felt jealous when i saw her hugging my man he was mine he told me and being angry i said something wrong just like previous day he had dragged me to his home and bite me i angry and scared slapped him i was scared i never try to be rude but i was "

"Bhai was so angry he dragged me back home packing my stuff when i declined he threw the phone shattering it i was scared bhai never showed me his anger but one time and I was scared to see it again so i agreed when i went to America i tried to remember it but couldn't so i dropped it i cried every night for god knows why but it hurt somewhere then i met my friends they helped me and i started getting fine but the pain was still there after completing my bachelor's degree i got internship in Thailand and we went to their i started my internship with my master's and in weekends i went to Asher we spent time alone and he healed me more i was happy with him he also teached me about some science chemical formula everything was happy.

then one day again i had nightmare bhai anger as he dragged me away from Aditya parting us and after that I couldn't sleep and got late for hospital and got in accident after accident i stayed happily with my friends and because of my some colleagues i started talking back and became aggressive when i couldn't handle the stress but it was nice because i was able to say my words and didn't had to do extra work which my higher up gave me Sophie was happy to see the change and encourage me to say my thoughts more if not I'll be crushed so I did and i happily welcome the changed i become extrovert because of my extrovert friends and came her after completing my master's".

Aditya was listening everything along with Dr Kulkarni as she recovered everything and anshika was sobbing even in her unconscious state in some parts when after one two hours the session completed Dr Kulkarni stepped aside Aditya sat beside her holding her till she wake up .

Anshika woke up after half an hour later and looked around her and saw Aditya raising her eyebrows as he shook his head and caressed her cheeks and asked "how are you feeling love??".

Anshika sat up and said "fine where is doctor?? And how was the session??".

Aditya held her and pulled her lifting her anshika gasped as he made her sit on his lap and replied "everything is fine she just went to get the coffee for you she knew you'll wake up with a light headache and a little dizzy Ness".

Anshika nodded and stood up but Aditya pulled her sighing she looked at him and asked "what did i said I didn't said anything embarrassing or did i??".

Aditya chuckle at her nervousness wanting to tease her he smirk but quickly hide and said "you said you were jealous and you kissed me soo hard that i ended up on my knees and you even pulled me and gave a invitation to have a feast on your sweet pussy ohh i still remember it tasted heaven".

Anshika face flushed from embarrassment she quickly said "don't lie I'm not like that".

Anshika was saying everything and was trying to be confident but there was some fear what if he said true what did the doctor thought of what I said ohh god no how am I going to take this..

Her thoughts came to an halt and Dr came inside giving her coffee and said "all good I've recovered everything in tape but be careful don't listen everything at a time i must say it would've been better to not retrieve but it's your choice maybe it'll help you somewhere to get to know yourself better and i must say your love for your husband i really hope you get back together i know there must be some protective ness in your brother nature but somewhere he was wrong he shouldn't have did that it effected both of you and Mr Aditya!"

Dr said to anshika and called Aditya Aditya gave her attention as anshika was in thoughts and thought love?? I loved him but no one told me about this it was just simple that Aditya tried to force the marriage on me and bhai protected me by sending me away god why it's soo confusing whatever it was i don't know but I'll listen and think what to do and maybe i should keep my distance from Asher too she thought.

The doctor looked at him and said "you should take care of her and yourself i saw your report yesterday normally it was not my call but after the scene i think you both should spend time with each other and get to know eachother from start if I can guess your personality is changed from what I can see after I heard anshika words you don't look intimating but a nice guy so I hope you give your relationship a chance".

Aditya nodded understanding and anshika took a sip of hot coffee still spacing out but shriek in pain as she burnt her tongue from coffee and the coffee splashed on her kurti anshika stood up Aditya quickly cupped her face and kissed her molding his tongue with her the warmth feeling soothed her burnt anshika eyes widen at the sudden gestured and then suddenly she shut her eyes tightly and a kiss flashed on the back of her memories 'aditya kissing her the photo fell on floor' the Dr looked at them smiling but then cleared her throat gaining their attention and gesture to herself saying "I'm still here Mr Aditya"

And snap her eyes open and she pushed him away a little and said "sorry Dr sorry"

Aditya gave no attention and looked at her worried and asked "is your tongue okay love i told you many times be careful but you never listen to me if you keep this up I'm not gonna let you touch anything and I'll feed you".

Anshika and Dr was in shock at the man words anshika was looking at him dumbfounded as doctor laughed and said "Mr Aditya if you don't mind i think you both should rest today I've patient lining up I hope you understand and yeah sorry to interrupt your cute moment".

Anshika pushed him again and embarrassed bashful she took the recording and said thankyou and left there dragging Aditya outside.

Aditya grin like a child as he thought uff this 5.4 girl is gonna be my death

Getting outside she left his hand and started to book cab but Aditya held her hand and said "our date why don't we go when you are already outside".

Anshika bit her inside cheek and thought not sure and asked "I'm not ready my kurti is also ruined"

Aditya smirked and said "so you want to get ready and look beautiful for me??"

Anshika blink her eyes then her eyes widen and she choked and said "i didn't said that i just meant what would people say?"

"That she is Mrs anshika oberoi wife of Aditya oberoi" Aditya replied proudly grinning showing her dimple and there she melted and sighing she nodded.

Aditya placed her in passenger seat and got in driver seat and said "i didn't let anyone sit in this car in this particular seat I was waiting for you".

Anshika looked at him and asked confused "why is there my name on it??"

Aditya chuckle and replied "no it's not here but here" he said gesturing to her throat.

And again anshika felt confused and Aditya smiled and said "on my breath I again started breathing after seeing you yesterday".

Anshika laughed and said "then I've also have written your name".

Aditya excited asked "where tell me tell me".

Anshika gulped seeing his cute child like behaviour and shook away the sassy dirty comment and said "i was kidding".

Aditya pouted and said "can't you tell me I've written your name on my heart along with my breath" saying this he started opening his shirt button anshika looked at him uncomfortable she said "what are you doing look I'm very good girl I was just kidding i didn't even saw a real thing i just read them i swear".

Saying this she quickly put her hands on her face but peeked from the gaps Aditya looked at her jaw dropping and said "what are you thinking idiot i was showing this" then he pushed the shirt aside and showed the name on his chest on heart space.

Anshika hand dropped and went to his chest and tracing the words she said"it hurted like a bitch I'm sure".

Aditya raised his eyebrows and said "it didn't against the pain of you leaving and how are you sure??"

Anshika pulled her hand back and said "can't tell it's a secret".

Aditya pulled her in his embrace and said "you got a tattoo??".

Anshika eyes widened as she looked at him and said "ofcourse not why do you think I'll get a tattoo".

Aditya smirked and thought he did hit the nerve and said "you know what rain sugar it's written on your face you got a tattoo and what's the point of hiding it when I'll see sooner or later".

Pulling back she Said "are we going or not?".

Aditya buttoned his shirt and started driving anshika was quiet for some time then said "I was afraid of bhai finding it out i didn't had the courage to tell anyone that i got a tattoo on my neck crook it's a beast i always liked beauty and the beast so i tattoo a beast words with sunflower it's really beautiful but still don't know why I got that my friend and I got them on same day Sophie had many she got her boyfriend name on her ring finger it's really beautiful don't tell anyone please".

Anshika didn't look at him and was smiling remembering the tattoo and Aditya was also smiling as he remembered one time when he saw his name in her phone it was the same thing and thought how it would be if I tell her she imprinted me on her neck at my special part of her body.

Her this action came as she let him own her and this thought made his heart swell with proud.

The drive came to hault and they got outside anshika looked around and saw a bookstore and she raised her eyebrows at him he just shrugged and said "let's go I've something to show you".

Saying this he dragged her inside anshika looked at the books suddenly she felt a embrace and got tensed but calmed and smiled at the book as she Heard him "do you remember our first date when I took you here you looked at the books excited and I felt jealous thinking how unlucky I'm and how lucky the books are because they get to be touched by you for hours our before first and after first both date starts from here".

Anshika thought how can this man love me this much is this even possible? He still remember the first date even when i didn't remember him.

The thought made her guilty towards him as she felt her pain smiling she nodded and turned and said "good news for you i don't read anymore".

Aditya looked at her and felt his heart beating furiously and thought does she mean she is going to hold him and with that he kissed her furiously but softly anshika first was shocked but closing her eyes she repeated his actions and Aditya smiled.

Coming back to her senses she pulls away awkwardly and said "i think we should go".

Aditya rubbed his neck and nodded as he said "let's go there is another thing I've prepared for you i hope you love it".

Anshika nodded and went out Aditya followed her blushing and went on the third floor of mall and Aditya lead her to the bakery shop , anshika got excited as she remembered something and leading her inside he made her wear apron and cap and said "let's make something".

Anshika laughed and said "you forgot i can't cook and baking do you think it comes near me I will blast this cafe and why there is no people in this mall usually there is people i just see some people along with workers".

Aditya shrugged and said "i bought it i wanted no one to disturb us and about cooking I'm here we'll make it together just like they do in your k-dramas".

Saying this he started wearing apron and cap meanwhile anshika was looking at him with jaw drop to floor and pinch her flesh and scream in pain Aditya held her hand and glared at her and said "why do you act like an idiot see you hurt yourself what were you trying to convey?".

Anshika gave him tight lip smile and said "all your fault who dropped the bomb of buying this mall just not to be disturbed by someone do you really hate people talking to you??".

Aditya smirked and said "only when you are closed i hate getting disturbed like what I'm yours and my time is also yours so why they bother us".

Anshika smirked and said dramatically "yeah baby ~ I'm yours and you're mine let's cook no not cook let's blast this cafe kitchen " saying this she started laughing and Aditya joined her too and wrapped his arms around her waist and anshika gasped then Aditya Said "I like this version of you more my pure innocent angel with sassy ,cute and naughty remarks and uff this playful personality you're gonna be my death ".

Anshika blushed and said "don't worry I know you won't leave me even if you die after your death your ghost is gonna scold me for small things".

She said showing her hand which had a little redness because of the pinch making him remember he just scolded her and he burst out laughing.

After that they started making dough and even played with flour as they had flour on their hair and face even on their clothes Aditya was hugging her from behind and was helping her making dough and then they made balls for cookie and anshika turned pouting and said "yours are big".

Aditya face went red hearing her and cleared his throat focusing on the cookies uncomfortable and turning anshika looked at them and said "no one will like your biggie but I'll eat them don't worry because i hate taking two or three at same time I mean it's tiring having to eat one and then second and then third and mostly you see my hands are small I can't carry even carry two it's better I take one and slowly eat it" anshika said drooling over them .

Aditya laughed awkwardly at her talk and didn't said anything as they were putting chocolate chips on them anshika squeal and took chocolate chips in hand and also in her mouth and turned and put it into his mouth Aditya smiled at her childlike behaviour and continue covering the cookies with chocolate chips when they done Aditya held the tray and put it in oven so they can bake till then he made anshika sat on kitchen counter aside from the mess while she ate chocolate and stood between her legs strands behind her ear and asked "do you like it here??".

Anshika nodded and said "ofcourse I loved it thanks for bringing me here although I made a mess it was worth it"

Aditya smiled with contentment and said "now my prize?".

Anshika looked at him and raising her eyebrows she said "what do you want??".

Aditya smiled and said "show me your tattoo".

Anshika blushed and said "why what are you going to do tell on someone??".

Aditya shrugged and replied "looking at you I feel hungry you are eating chocolate i also want to eat your tattoo".

Anshika laughed and said "you can't eat tattoo dumbo".

Aditya leaned and started kissing her neck slowly slowly and leaving her flesh wet from his tongue and lips and anshika moaned as her eyes closed and unknowingly she melted into his touch and he smirked as he pulled back her kurti lightly from her neck to her arm and he finally found the tattoo with on her crook away from everyone eyes and he felt satisfied knowing even when she didn't remember him she was his and pushed his teeth deeper and anshika shiver at the pain and the he sucked her tattoo making it colour on her bright pale golden skin and kissed it and pulled back putting the kurti on its space and smiled at her saying "you belong to me even when you are not".

Anshika looked at him confused but then their attention went to the cookies that are baked as she stood up jumping down and went to open the oven but Aditya stopped her and said "choti bachi ho kya you should use gloves or you'll burn your fingers".

Anshika grin and shrugged and said "do you want to adopt but unfortunately they are not gonna give me to you better think new option".

Aditya laughed and said "what about as a wife??".

Unknown to anshika she was falling for him again.

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I mean i was having a headache and couldn't sleep all night so I thought of writing it🫶🏻

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