chapter 185

After that, Kiara fell into a deep slumber in Zane's arms. She also felt safe in his arms and for the first

time, her mind was settled before going to sleep.

By the time she woke up, it was the next morning, Zane was already awake and he was staring down

at her with a smile on his face.

“Good morning, my love" He murmured as he leaned down to place a kiss on her lips. She smiled

up at him.

"Good morning, it seems you slept well. Your face is brighter” She murmured as she caressed his

face and he nodded.

"Yes, Sleeping beside you or with you in my arms always makes me feel better" She sighed as she

raised her back up slightly then wrapped her arms around him,pulling him down closer to her.

“I love you and I don't deserve you. I wanted to tell you this last night but I was too tired" She

murmured and he chuckled.

“If anyone should feel too lucky to have the other, it should be me. I've always been blessed ever

since you walked into my life and even though I know I don't deserve you, I'd never give you up

because when it comes to you, I turn into a selfish bastard” She giggled.

“There's something that has always been bugging me though” He tilted his head at her.

"Oh? What is that?”

"Within those two years, why did you never come to see me or rather, didn't you even care if I was

doing well? For crying out loud, the pack was all I knew. How did you know I was surviving?" He

immediately frowned then let out a sigh before grabbing her hand

“I was mad at that time, I swore to myself that no matter what, I wasn't going to look for you. I left

the pack and trapped myself in my house for over a year and only went to the company to try and

get my mind off you but it never worked. I went looking for you though, I couldn't hold it anymore

so I wanted to see you. I found out that you still went to that ice cream parlor we used to sneak out

to when we were dating so one evening, I went there and when I saw you, I wanted nothing more

than to run up to you and kiss you but then,a man came up to your table and when he sat down

and you smiled, the anger surged inside me again and I cursed myself for even thinking about you

as I left" Kiara sighed.

“Zane, he was just a friend..."

“I know that now but at that time, I guess I really wanted to convince myself that you did in fact

cheat on me because I couldn't believe it but I was so caught up with the evidence that I... I didn't

even bother listening to you. I guess after that day, I just didn't look for you anymore not even

because of the fact that I saw you with another man but I was ashamed to face you. I guess at the

back of my mind, I knew you couldn't do something like that. This doesn't still justify my actions

Kiara and I feel like I haven't apologized enough. In fact, my apologies shouldn't even be enough

because in all this, you suffered the most and I'm sorry and that's why I want to do everything I can

for you and our babies" She smiled at him.

“I held a lot of hatred for you in my heart, Zane but in the back of my mind, despite everything, I

wished you would come find me. I wished you would get back to your senses and apologize and

realize that you were the one who was wrong. Do you know the worst part? Despite everything, I

was ready to take you back. I really tried to hate you and it pained me so much that I still loved you

and worried about how you were doing. I guess it was true and I did love you more than you loved

me" Zane sighed as his hold on her hand tightened.

“I was just an immature bastard Kiara but rest assured that I loved you more than anything in this

world and that has never changed” She smiled at him then placed a kiss on his lips before sighing.

“That doesn't matter now. What matters now is what happens as we go further. Do you trust me

now?" He nodded without hesitation.

“More than I trust myself, Kiara,” She smiled.

“That's all I had ever wanted to hear" She murmured then wrapped her arms around his shoulders.

Zane placed his hand on her stomach and gave it a little rub as he peppered her face with kisses.

"Where can I find Anastasia?" Levi suddenly barged into the hospital room with his eyes wide. His

cheeks turned pink as he noticed the intimate moment going on between Zane and Kiara.

“We should really start locking that damned door" Zane muttered as he slowly pulled away from

Kiara who was giggling.

"Why are you looking for Anastasia, Levi?" She questioned and he sighed before walking closer to

them.

“I'm going to go find her and bring her back here. I don't feel good knowing I'm just here doing

nothing for you so I'm going to go find her and bring her back here so she can help you quickly.

Your due date is not that far anymore and plus, aren't you worried about how she hasn't come back

yet?" Zane sighed.

He has been worried about Anastasia for a while now especially since he couldn't reach her but he

just couldn't leave Kiara's side.

"How about this? I'll ask Daniel to take you down to their coven then you'll speak to the Queen of

witches and ask her to track down Anastasia. That's the only way you can find her" Levi nodded and

was about to leave when Zane stopped him.

“Thank you, this means a lot to us. I still don't like you though” Levi grinned.

“The feeling is mutual...”

“Don't you dare say..."

“Cousin”...