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Chapter 50

50: Riley

Finding Myself

The moment that my lips touch Quinn's I immediately get goosebumps. The kiss hardly lasts a second before I lean back. I look up at Quinn who is staring at me in shock and a wait a few seconds for her response.

She still hasn't said a word and I'm starting to get very impatient. I finally roll my eyes and push her hands aside so that she isn't pinning them above my head. Then I grab her face to pull her closer to me so that I can kiss her. Quinn snaps out of it and starts to kiss me back passionately.

She moves from being on top of me to laying next to me so that she can wrap her arms around my waist. Quinn pulls me closer to her and move my hands to wrap around her neck.

When she's kissing me it feels like nothing else in this world matter more to me, she's everything. She makes me feel like the happiest person on earth. I love her so much, with all my heart.

Quinn and I pull away so that we can take a breath and we stare at each other. "I've been wanting to do that for such a long time," I blurt out.

Quinn lifts her hand so that she can gently caress my cheek. "Took you long enough," she teases before pulling me in for another kiss.

"Are you guys okay? I heard yelling!"interrupts my mom from downstairs.

Quinn and I pull away so that I can run to the door and yell back, "No, everything is okay. Don't worry. Good night!"

"Okay, night," my mom responds and I close the door behind me. I turn to face Quinn and she's trying hard not to laugh.

"What's so funny?" I ask walking towards the bed.

"You almost fell running towards the door," she replies.

I give her a sheepish smile and she rolls her eyes at me. Then she extends her hands for me to take. I intertwine our fingers and she pulls me to sit next to her.

"Are you okay with the fact that we kissed? I know you said you've been waiting to do it, but I just want to make sure you're okay. You have a tendency to freak out a lot," Quinn comments.

"I know that I'm scared quite often, but I've never been more sure of anything in my life. Kissing you just felt right."

Quinn's face softens and she starts to smile at me. She's so beautiful. She has this adorable twinkle in her green eyes and her dimple is showing and I just want to pull her closer to me and keep kissing her all night long. However, it's late and we have school tomorrow.

"Come on, let sleep. We've had quite enough of an eventful day today," she says, almost as if she read my thoughts.

"Alright. Let me just take a shower and change," I reply getting up to look for my clothes.

"Am I invited to the shower," Quinn adds which makes me turn to her in shock. I can feel my face heat up and I'm at a loss for words. Part of me wants her to come with me into the shower, but another part of me is saying I'm not ready.

Then Quinn starts laughing before saying, "I'm just teasing you, Riley. I already showered."

"Oh yeah, I knew that. It's why I was looking at you all weird," I respond, trying to make it seem like I wasn't half tempted to invite her to shower with me.

"Sure," she replies with a smirk. That damn smirk, it gets me everytime. I immediately start blushing and turn away to grab my stuff and head into the shower. I need to use cold water so that I can calm down from the though of seeing Quinn naked.

So much has happened today and I'm pretty sure sex is not the answer. Quinn has had a rough day, I want her to feel like she has someone who cares about her, not someone who just cares about sex. How do I even have sex with a girl? I barely knew the rules to have sex with a guy. Oh god, this is going to be a whole new issue for me.

I get undressed and start the shower, I head into the cold water and shiver. I do a quick rinse before adding shampoo into my hair and massaging my scalp. I quickly wash that out and add conditioner then move on to body wash. This where things start going downhill and where my hormones start increasing. As I scrub my body I start to remember what Quinn's hands around my waist feel like. The way she grabbed me and pulled me close. The way her lips felt against mine and the electric feeling that overwhelmed my body. I start to heat up from the mental images in my head and I picture Quinn in the shower with me, pushing me against the wall.

What the fuck am I thinking! I immediately walk into the cold water hoping it will calm my urge, but it doesn't. It just gives me goosebumps, similar to the ones Quinn gives me when she touches me. I wonder what it would feel like to have Quinn kiss me in other place besides my lips. That was a bad thought to have because now I start to feel the area between my legs pulsate with need and my nipples start to get hard. Fuck! What am I doing!

Think about something else! Anything else! Think about Wally! Perfect!

Tortoises have an exoskeleton and endoskeleton. Tortoises can't swim, but they can hold their breath for a long time. They can smell with their throats.

The more facts I think of the less horny I get thankfully. I easily finish the rest of my shower without a problem. I turn off the faucet and squeeze the water out of my hair before opening the shower curtain so that I can grab my towel. I glance around and I don't see any towel. Motherfucker! I forgot to get a towel!

What do I do now! I'm dripping water everywhere and if I try to put on my clothes now I'll get them soaked. Shit. The only thing I can do us ask Quinn for help.

"Quinn!" I yell out.

She comes barging in a second later and immediately asks if I'm okay. Since I didn't expect her to come running in I barely have time to cover my breasts and vagina with my hands. Quinn glances down and raises her eyebrows. She opens her mouth to speak, but nothing comes out and her cheeks start to get flushed.

"OMG, I need a towel," I yell.

Without another word she turns around and asks, "Where do you keep your towel?"

"It's on a hook that's attached the the closet door on your left," I respond. She grabs it and walks backwards so that she doesn't have to look at me. She extends her arm with the towel and I grab it so I can wrap it around myself.

"So much for trying not to have anymore towel problems. You know if I didn't know you better I would have guessed you did this on purpose," Quinn teases.

"Oh my god, get out," I playfully respond and Quinn starts chuckling.

"Hey, it's your fault for screaming name like that. I got scared and thought you slipped and hurt yourself," she adds.

"Yeah, you're right. Sorry, I was just panicking," I explain.

Quinn asks if I'm decent and I say yes. So, she turns around to walk closer to me which makes my cheeks get red and makes me think of my dirty shower thoughts.

"You don't need to panic around me. Don't be nervous. I'm still your friend above everything else, I'm always going to be here for you," she reassures. Her words make me smile and so does Quinn.

She quickly tucks a strand of wet hair behind my ear and I shyly look down. "I don't want to just be your friend, but I'm new to all this. I'm slow, I know, I'm sorry," I respond.

Quinn lifts my chin so that I look at her and she says, "It's okay. Take your time, I don't want to rush anything with you. You're worth waiting for."

I can't help but lean forward to give her a quick kiss before leaning back. Quinn looks like she wants to continue kissing, but I stop her by saying, "I think I should change now."

"Good idea, I wouldn't be able to resist grabbing that towel," she says while smirking at me. The act makes me feel a certain type of way that I do not want to acknowledge at the moment. So, I push her out the door as she chuckles, then I close it behind her.

I don't know how I'm going to resist jumping her bones every time we are alone. Ugh. How will I go to sleep next to such a beautiful girl.

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Author note: I hope you guys enjoyed this cute chapter. There will be more cuteness in the chapters to come so get ready.

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