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Sapno mein aaike jake oh ri goriya

Humri churai le neendiya

Abhi pov:

I got fresh up, went downstairs and caught a sight of her sitting on the couch lost in her own thoughts.

"Have you had your breakfast" I queried her breaking her train of thoughts. She shook her head gloomly at me..

"I was trying to feed her Abhi but she is not eating" aunty said.

"Leave her aunty... don't waste your time on her....when she feels like eating then she will have it"I said blankly nd glanced at her and she was gazing at me with a sad face...

"Oye...what are you looking at...come and serve me food...have you forgotten your work in this whole one month" I shouted at her making her jump in her place.

She came and served me breakfast and stood beside while staring at me blankly....I was wondering what she is thinking all the time in her thick brain.

"I had packed both of your lunch boxes" mom said coming from kitchen.

I had my breakfast and kept the lunch boxes in our bags. I took my bike keys from the near by table while I hung the college bag on my shoulder and hold her bag with other hand, walked out of the room while she followed me out silently.

"Stay here.....I will bring the bike from the parking lot" I said coldly and she nodded her head.

I headed to the parking lot and ignited the engine of the bike and stopped at the entrance where she was standing and asked her sit behind me..she hop on to the bike by taking the support of my shoulder and sat on my back. We started our drive in the mean while I saw her from the rare view mirror... she was hugging herself by crossing her arms while rubbing...

"Hold me tight sweetheart....so that you won't feel cold and you won't fall either" I said.

She quickly hug me tightly from behind and placed her head on my back...after few minutes....we reached the school and college...I mean both are in one place except we are in different blocks.. I parked the bike in the parking lot and took her to the class..

"Go inside your class zoya" I said and she shook her head and was trying to hold my hand....but I moved my hand away...she looked at me with teary-eyed and said...

"I-I don't want to go.... I-I want to stay with you..."she cried.

"What the hell zoya....just go inside your class or else..." I yelled at her at the entrance of the class making all heads turning towards us.

She gulped with fear and scuttered into her class and I went to my block...I settled in my place and got busy in listening to classes.

At lunch break...

Veer & I marched to her class to check on her. I stood infront of her class and glanced at her...by looking at her made my blood more infuriated... she was crying her eyes out while her friends and one boy were trying to stop her cry...she glanced at me nd as soon as she saw me....she came running to me and hugged me while mumbling something in my chest....my sister & her friends came to us except that boy who was busy in looking at her...I  glared at him..idiot...

"Vo...Abhi bhai & veer bhai...zoya was continuously crying while taking your name" dristi said to me.

"She is not even having her food and saying that"don't want anything except my Abhi" continuously" my sister added.

Arghh.... what's wrong with her... it's not like I am far from her...uff...she was frustrating me...and added to that my anger was swirling in me but I controlled.

"Choti...stop crying... it's school.. you should not hug him like that hear" veer was saying and was trying to part her away from me but no she was clutching me so tightly...

" Veer...you go back to our classs and hani...bring her bag to me" I said calmly while suppressing my beast inside me.

They nodded and veer left not before stroking his sister's hair fondly and hani gave me her bag and said..

"Bhai.. don't scold her.. please be soft" she said.

I walked away from there holding her by her waist and took her to the basket ball ground and made her sit on the wooden bench...I was getting really annoyed by her behaviour...and her crying sound was irritating me more..

Arghh..😠

"Stop crying zoya...and...I don't want to hear a small sound of your weeping" I said trying as gentle as possible by controlling my anger.

Few seconds later she stopped crying nd took water bottle from her bag and drank some water and washed her face too. I gave her my handkerchief. She took it and with that she wiped her face.

"Open your lunch box and have your food sweetheart" I said as soft as possible.

"I am not feeling hungry" she said meekly.

"Zoya... don't test my patience..just have your food" I said controlling my anger but her next words made me raged.

"Mujhe bhookh nahin lag rahee hai" she said and throwed the box and due to the hard hit on the rock, the box opened and food got spilled. And I lost my temper.

I grabbed her hand harshly and twisted it a little and barked at her.

"How dare you...how dare you to throw the food like that.. you know what zoya...there are so many people who were starving for food and begging on the streets only for this... and you fucking throwed it...you know how valuable it is" I yelled at her.

"I think I should teach you a lesson..so that you won't behave like a spoilt brat again" I enraged at her and took her home on my bike...and during the whole ride I was scolding her.

We reached our home and grabbed her hand brutally and took her to the store room while taking her...paan saw us and a gasp escaped from her mouth and said..

"Bhai.. leave her hand...you are hurting her" she said while coming forward but with my one glare she shut her mouth.

"A-Abhi...you devil....leave my hand it's paining" she cried.

I took her to the room and slightly

Pushed her making sure she won't get hurt and she fell on the floor...

"Stay here till you realise the valuable of hunger & food"I fumed.

I walked back to the door by scolding her...

"Abhi... please don't leave me here"

"I am afraid of darkness...Abhi"

I shut the door and locked it...she was begging me to open the door but I didn't care about her pleads and left from there arrogantly.

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I was letting out my anger by playing basketball when I heard..

Maami: Abhi..

Mom: Abhi beta..

Dad: you jerk...why did you lock my princess in the store room...

Uncle: Abhi... beta...she is n..

I cut them in the middle by throwing a ball at a near by glass table... by hearing it every one shut there mouth..

"Because of you all pampering she became like a spoilt brat...she did a mistake and she should realise it...

Till she realise it don't open the door...and dare you people give her food"I thundered at them and left without listening to them.

At night...

"Abhi beta...I know that my daughter did wrong by throwing it..that doesn't mean we should lock her like that...we should explain to her... that's what was right and wrong...and she is small Abhi...you should not let out your anger at her in that way... it's not right.."Maami said.

"Haan beta...she was also in pain..

You shouldn't hurt her like that Abhi...all this while we were thinking that you cared for her but we are wrong" mom said.

They think like that about me...but only my heart knows how much I love her and how much pain I felt after locking her in that room..I just want her to realise her mistake that's it...

"Abhi... it's already nine at night... please open the lock...beta...if she didn't realise we will make her know it" Maami said.

"I won't spare her if she repeats the same mistake again" I said and left to the store room and opened the lock..I pushed the door and she raised her head from her knees and as soon as she saw Maami...she ran to her.

"Look sweetheart"I said & she glanced at me.

"Don't bring the beast out from me.. it's not good for you and don't repeat the mistake again" I said and left.

After sometime she came down stairs along with mom & Maami and they fed food to her after that Maami took her upstairs to sleep..After sometime... while I was going to my room I heard...

"Choti...I know about you very well...so tell me why did you throw the lunch box... because I know.. you never do such type of things" Maami asked her.

"Vo...maa...I am already missing mumma & dad and at the same time I was feeling scared for Abhi that anything bad might will happen to him due to the dreams which I was dreaming daily...at the same moment he was nagging me to have food...so I got angry and took what ever came to my hand and throwed it" she said and I looked perplexed at what she said..

"Choti...why are you scared for him beta" Maami queried her....she looked hesitant a little bit whether to say or not..

"Vo...maa..on the day after dad & mumma's death I was getting bad dreams about Abhi.. daily" she said while again tears brimmed in her eyes.

"Kaise dreams beta" Maami asked her while caressing her back.

"Vo...v-o..mu..mu.." she was again started sobbing...I think she never get tried of crying.

"Don't cry...choti...tell me" Maami wiped her tears while encouraging to tell her.

"Vo...A-Abhi.." she said.

"Haan..Abhi.." Maami asked.

"A-Abhi m-met with a-an ac-acc-accident like mumma & dad" she blurted out while wailing and I frozed in my place.

"I-I do-don't want h-him to l-leave me like m-my p-parents did" she said and I stared at her....all this while I was thinking that she was sad only because of chotemaama & chotemaami but she was also sad because of me too..

"Choti...I am sorry beta...that I am not there with you when you are scared and needed me the most.." Maami said while hugging her saying soothing words..

"No..maa...y-you don't need to say s-sorry to me because I didn't told you about it and was hiding the pain in my heart" she said while returning back the hug.

"Choti...dreams will never come true and will remain as dreams only beta they won't happen in real life ....you don't need to afraid of that" Maami assured her.

"Sacchi.." she asked Maami with a glint in her eyes.

"Haan choti...bad dreams come when you feel powerless or out of control, or when you are scared of loosing something which you don't want it to happen...and you are afraid of loosing him who is so dear to your heart like your parents" Maami said.

She nodded her head and I looked at her face due to crying her face was so pale...

Arghh ...

Why did I lashed out at her like that instead of treating her gently..

And throughout this whole month she was hiding it from me without sharing with me...if she would say to me I would do something..😡

Huff...

I left to my room and sat on the bean bag while taking a book from the near by study table and flipping the pages with upset..

I should had control my beast but I didn't and behaved with her like a cruel man...arghh...I hate myself for hurting her and placed the book back on the table and laid on my bed to sleep..

It's been one hour and I am trying to sleep but sleep was not consuming me. I was tossing & turning around...I think I should go and bring her to my room so that I can sleep when she cuddle with me...I was about to go up when I heard the creaking sound of my door and slowly peeked through my eyelashes and saw her..thankgod I didn't switch off the bed light or else she would be scared...

She walked to the other side of the bed and got on it and came close to me I quickly closed my eyes pretending that I was slept...she caressed my face with her soft tender fingers and kissed my forehead...huff...she fucking kissed me..I must celebrate this day...haha...😇she took off the blanket till my upper body and touched my t-shirt and murmured..

"Why did he wore a t-shirt instead of shirt...now how will I sleep on his warm chest" she murmured and I was smiling evily inwardly and waiting to know that...what will she do now...

Actually I thought to wear a shirt but I dropped the idea because, due to my beastly behaviour towards her I thought she won't come to me but I was wrong...looks like she was obsessed with me..

She lifted my shirt high and dug her head inside my t-shirt and slowly started moving her body up till her head came out off my shirt while her upper body remained inside.... because of her petite body and due to my muscular body, she easily got fitted inside the t-shirt. She settled there comfortably on my chest hugging me tightly...even though I scold her, yell at her but she never said a word to me...uff...After making sure that she is asleep I slowly sat on my bed and by holding her carefully with one hand while I removed my t-shirt carefully... so that she won't feel suffocated...and we both slept in each other arms peacefully...

I woke up feeling something was moving beside me and realised that it was my sweetheart. I was about to open my eyes but closed quickly when I heard my mom voice...

"Choti...you are here...I was searching for you" mom said.

"Ohoo...even though he treated you that badly also you still came to him and slept beside him...are you not angry on him" mom added further.

"No.... phuphi...why would I be angry on him...I did wrong by throwing food and for that he punished me that's it" she said simply and I was amazed by her.

"Choti...he locked you in the store room" mom said.

"So what phuphi... yesterday I was drowning in my sadness & fear for him.And you know what I didn't heard any of his scoldings and I am habituated to it phuphi...and you know...my Abhi is not that cruel phuphi like you people are thinking... before locking me in the room he opened the window to make sure that the room get enough light so that I won't get scared of dark...and I was not feeling sleepy beside maa so I came here and slept beside him...Waise he is my Abhi...my beast" she said and I smiled at her observing skills.

"Accha...tik hai...only you are the person who supports him...ok leave it...you said that you were having bad dreams about my son...last night did you dreamt any bad dream about him again" mom asked her...I was waiting to know that..

"No" she said and I got relieved.

"Choti...I think you should remove all the fears in you"mom said.

"Hmm...do you want to go to school today.." mom added.

"No phuphi...I want to go to temple...will you take me to the temple" she asked my mom cutely.

"Ok" mom agreed.

"And... phuphi...save me from his wrath too...if he got to know that I was not going to school then he may scold me and I don't want to here his morning lecture" she said.

Oh..she feels like my scoldings as a lecture...

"Oho..then when you are scared of him that much...all this while why are you sleeping beside him" mom raised a question..

"Vo...mein..vi..I am only afraid of him a little bit" she said..

"Ok..ok...you should not sleep with him choti" mom stated.

"Why... phuphi....he too said like that but why shouldn't I sleep with him..."she asked my mom innocently.

"Because you both are not married.."mom said...making me smile inwardly.

None knows about my marriage except maama, dad, uncle & veer..

" Ok..then quickly marry me to him so thay no one can object me to sleep with him.." she said in her sweet voice.

"Zoya beta...for that you are too small and you have to wait for it..and from today you are not going to sleep with him till you get married to him..." My mom warned her.

"But...phup.." she was saying..but my mom interrupted...

"No but's..." Mom said and she kept mum...

My mom bhi na...she won't let us sleep peacefully.. what's her problem if she sleeps with me.. it's not like I am going to make her pregnant or harm her...

Arghh...at first I too taught it was wrong but as I realised that she is my wife now legally so I can hold her in my arms and can sleep that's the reason why I slept beside her the whole month and added to that I slept peacefully but now my mom wants to spoil my peace...

"Zoya...are you coming or not" mom demanded.

"Hmm" she nodded her head and left.

At breakfast table...

She was serving the food to me in her pyjamas...

"Why didn't you get ready to school" I asked her pretending.

"Vo... A-Abhi...mein...vo" she was trying to say but words are not coming from her mouth.

When I was around her....she won't speak much but when I was not there she will become a chatterbox.

"She wants to go to the temple beta" mom answered on behalf of her .

"Then what about school...she already took one month leave and missed her classes too" I said blankly.

"Vo...Abhi...i.will go to school from tomorrow and will study hard like before...I promise" she said quickly by crossing her fingers.

"Promise...huh?.." I questioned her raising my eyebrows.

"Haa... Pinky promise" she said while forwarding her little finger...but I ignored it and said..

"That...I will see" I said with a serious look & left.

Veer & I came back home and went to my room. I took a shower and stepped out of the washroom and saw my mom & she waiting for me.

As soon as she saw me.... she gave her gorgeous smile to me..after a long time I again saw her smile...that smile which was serene to my heart.

"Abhi beta...extend your hand towards me....I want to tie this thread on your wrist" mom said.

"I don't want you to tie that thing on my wrist" I said coldly. As soon as I said their both face's dropped..

"Tik..h..." Mom was about to say but she pinched on my mom's hand..and in reverse mom frowned at her....oh... it's my sweetheart plan...why does she wants me to tie this thread in the first place and what's this thread..I was thinking when I heard her melodious voice..

"Vo... A-Abhi...if you tie this spritual thread around your wrist na then it will get rid of the evil & mishaps which had on you" she explained making me look at her moving cherry lips..which were calling me to kiss them..Huff..I have to these nasty thoughts..

I glanced at them...they both were looking at me with hopeful eyes... and I don't believe in these shit but for her peace I will...nd extended my hand and mom tied it while grinning and they both left not before saying" don't ever remove it"...I nodded.

At night...I went to maama & Maami to have a chat with them about the responsibilities which I take. I told them that I will take care of her whole responsibilities but they are recultant about it...but at last they agreed.

Days passed..

Slowly she got recovered and mean while I got busy in my studies & work. I mean I started working as an employee in my father's company as a part time while completing my studies and never got a chance to be with het but used to kiss her playfully whenever she comes to me for some reason.

In the mean time she got close to Arjun..that boy whom I saw on that day by comforting her...when ever I heard about his name from her mouth I used to get angry due to jealous of him.

I warned her to stay away from that bastard and also I beat that jerk to the pulp but he never stopped talking to het and also she always says that "he is like a brother to me Abhi" so I make her tie raki to him...

One fine day....maama called me and told me that she was not getting pass marks in biology..so he told me to teach her...after her parents death I got busy in my studies and in earning money for het that I didn't focus on her studies...

Daily I used to teach her for 1 he r and in that 1hr she used to ogle at me... Huff...I was wasting my precious time on her and she was not focusing in it which made me yelled at her. After I scolded her, she used to concentrate on the subject without raising her head and never looked at me.

One yr passed...

Like usual I was teaching her but in the middle some one called her and she left and didn't came back. On that night after completion of my studies I switched off the light and was going to sleep when I heard creaking sound of my door..And looked at my front...

There she is... holding a torch light in her hand while tip-toeing and searching for something in my room and saw beside my bed. She came to my bed side stand and placed the torch on the table while taking the book in her hands..

"Huff...hey baghwan...I finally found my book...wait..what if he saw it... hoyee" she mumbled and was going but I hold her hand nd pulled her onto me and turned around placing her under me by trapping her in my hold without he having a chance to let her out.. and smirked at her... it's been so long that I played with her.. haha..

Now I can't miss the chance to tease her...after that night because of my mom's warning by she never came to me to sleep beside me and used to sleep holding the teddy which I gave her and added to that I was also busy in my studies & work so I never had a peaceful sleep but when ever I feel like to sleep I used to go to her room and pick her in my arms to my room with out waking her up and cuddle with her but when she woke up in the morning she thinks that she sleep walk herself to my room.

Haha...😝I came out of my thoughts and gazed at her..

"A-Abhi.." she mumbled while her face was turned into pinkish.

"What are you doing in my room at this middle of night that too in a hot blooded teenager room" I asked her.

"Vo... A-Abhi...mein...vo" she was stammering and I leaned forward to her.

"Why your heart is racing like a horse and why are you feeling so hott... sweetheart" I said with a wicked smile...

"Hmm..hmmm...tell...me... sweetheart" I said huskily in her ear while moving towards close to her face but stopped in the middle by hearing her words...

"Vo... A-Abhi...we should start with a hygienic dating" she blurted out and I smiled at her innocence and got up from her and switched on the light. I placed my hands on my hips and looked her smirking. She too got up and looking down shyly while pinching her lips.

"Sweetheart....waise what's there in that book that made you come to my room in this mid night..hmm" I said playfully while cocking my eyebrows at her.

"Vo... A-Abhi...book..mein.." she was saying while quickly trying to hid the book behind her but I took it from her.

"Abhi...there is nothing in it" she said while trying to take the book from me but with my one glare at her she stopped nd I opened it while turning pages and I found a color paper...

"Oh... it looks like a love letter and that too for me"I said with amused expression.

" Oh..Abhi.. don't read it" she wispered modestly.

"You written for me and now you are telling me to not to read it....hmm.."I said while looking at it and read the letter out... 😜

My dear future husband,

(Aka my sweet Abhi😍)

Hehe... it's so funny that we are not strangers. May be we are not in the same room but I am happy that we both are in the same house. It's so funny that I always think that how did I fell in love with a cold hearted arrogant beast...hehe😄...but I like your every sides and mostly I like your beast inside you ..you look so hot when you behave like a beast with me...and you know what when you are so hot, you denature my all proteins in my body.

I looked at her she was all blushing and shy while looking here and there but not at me...

Hoyee...😍I love you my beast 😘

"So...you..love the beast inside me but not me...hmm..." I smirked at her and she was scratching her head nervously while tittering..

"Vo...Abhi...mein..vo..love" she tired to say but didn't find words and ran from my room. I smiled at her shyness and I continued to read further.

Oh...my beast...my love...why... oh..why...you always give me a sudden protracted cardiac arrhythmia every time I see your cute brown eyes...

Hey...brown eyed boy...why... oh..why... every time I see you, my cardio vascular system gets all worked up..why..my devil...why..you always make my eyes glue to you like histones on DNA...

I think all my biology teachings had worked on her..

Hoyee...I love you my devil..you

Know what Abhi...my life have a new flavour every day after your entry in my life ....A richness I couldn't have anticipated. What an adventure my life has become after you came into my life... that's because of you my beast.. 😙😍😘

You my sexy beast ...after that kiss we shared in the rain....my lips were craving for your lips. The idea you may kiss them again is stuck in my brain which hasn't stopped thinking about you kissing me again..

I love you my beast...I love your kisses which you playfully give me frequently...even though if you scold me, yell at me, slap me or punish me...I won't stop loving you and my love for you never reduce because of those because I loved not only you but your flaws too my Abhi..

With lots of love 😗

Your future wifey 💋

(Aka your sweetheart@zoya)

I smiled genuinely by seeing the letter and kept in my locker safely.

I laid on my bed and smiled sadly..

I was going to leave india in two weeks. I don't know how she will be when she will know about me going to new york. With that I got asleep..

Two weeks passed..

The day before I was leaving india..Rahul sent me some photos. It was Arjun kissing some girl on their picnic. I zoomed it to get a clear picture of the girl because the girl face is not visible but when I saw the hair clip of her and she is none other than my sweetheart..My heart crushed into pieces and anger boiled in me..as soon as I saw her without thinking twice I again behaved like a beast and hurted her...she told me that girl was some approva and not her...With that she left my room crying..as soon as she left that stupid sent the more photos and saw the clear picture of that girl which had the girl face clearly and my sweetheart is saying truth...she is not her...why didn't I trust her when I know that she loves me more than herself... with guilt I went to her room and kissed her where I hurted her and hugged her in my arms tightly...and it's the last time I don't know when will I come again with sadness I dozed off..

The next day I kissed her and left her room and got fresh up. We got ready and was biding bye to my family. I looked at her window and there she is looking at me sadly...as soon as she saw me looking at her...she ducked her head down...I smiled at her antics and hop in to the car and left to the airport.

I left like a robot to NY leaving my heart...soul... everything with her..

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