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Bas ik lamhe hai mein tum

Meri zindagi ban gayi

Abhi pov:

I felt like a robot leaving my heart... soul...everything with her and left to NY.

As soon as we landed on NY. I yelled at Rahul for sending those pics late to me which had the girl's face clearly...uff...I know she would be angry at me...I want to apologise to her...but I don't know how to do it because I never said sorry to anyone...anyway I dailed my mom's number and talked to my mom for some time and asked her to pass the phone to my sweetheart..

As I was talking to her and was trying very hard to say sorry but that stupid sorry didn't came out from my mouth how much I tried to say...arghh...so I ended the call..After that we joined in our college.

Veer & I planned to start a business but we don't have that much money with us and we don't want to ask anyone. So we two again started doing part time jobs and collected each and every dollar and in our graduation final year we started our business. We both worked hard day & night having sleep less nights..in the middle Rahul & jai joined in our company.. slowly our business began getting successful and extended our wings in other countries and reached to heights..After seven years...we entered into mafia...it was not our intention to enter in but circumstances made us to do it...we can't see cruel people hurting innocent one's so to save the innocent people we four together stopped the illegal activities and we became mafia don's... years passed...I was working like a robot to keep myself busy with things to do but every time I pause...I still think of her..

I got busy in my office work...but at the end of the every day...when I close my eyes her face used to flash infront of me but when I opened them and see nothing there... making me cry for her every night...I earned everything fame, wealth and all independently as I promised to my chotemaama and chotimaami except I missed my love... my zoya.

No one knows how I feel about her because everyone thinks that I was a cold hearted bastard but I am not... before she came into my life I was cold but not after she came in to my life like a ray of sunshine and changed me...I may be scold her for her mistakes and let out my anger at her that doesn't mean I don't love her...I did all those things with out of love on her.

In this ten years I realised how much I hurted her with my beastly behaviour so I decided to cure my anger issues... so that I won't hurt her again. I had consulted many doctors for it but all raised their hands up...but chotimaami words striked up in my mind that her daughter will cure my anger so I decided to ask my zoya to help me reduce it as soon as I will go to India.

All these years...I missed her so much more than the miles between us... everyday my heart used to ached for her...may be I am far away from her but my heart is with her. I miss her sweet voice...I miss her jasmine smell... I miss how she made me feel...I miss everything of her..I just wanna see her...hold her in my arms tightly.. and kiss her delicious lips senselessly.. but I have to wait for that moment...I was feeling jelaous of everybody who can see her but not me...may be she is too far my hands to hold her but too near to my heart...everyday at night when i look at the moon...it reminds me of her...same like the moon...she is so beautiful ...so bright...and so far away from me..

I was busy in thinking about her when i got a call from bademaama...

"hello..maama" i greeted.

"hello...Abhi..beta...how are you?" he asked me.

"i am fine...aap kaise hoon maama...Is everything fine at home?" i quiered.

"haan..beta sab tik hai...i just wanted to talk with you about zoya" he said.

"hmm..maama...what about her?Is she fine?" i asked him with concern for her.

"Abhi...relax...don't worry beta.... she is fine...i just wanted to talk about your marriage" he said making me at ease.

Wait marriage..?

"Maama...we are already married" I said.

"Haan...beta..but none is aware of that and I was asking you to marry her in our hindu tradition" he said.

"Maama...she is still completing her MBA and she too have dreams to achieve and I don't want to be an obstacle for her" I said.

"Abhi...you are not an obstacle to her and no one is going to stop her in fulfilling her dreams...she can achieve her goals after your marriage...we won't stop her and in next week her exams will be completed and will return to home on her last exam. So we all decided to do your and your sister marriage with my son & daughter" he said.

"But maama"

"No but's Abhi...you both are coming to India next week...and after you came to home... recruit her as your PA and train her so that she can handle the business of heaven empire along with Kunal. In the mean while we will fix your engagement and marriage dates...and you & my son are not going to Ny again. You both are going to stay with us and handle your work from india. That's final Abhi and I already talked to veer and he agreed to it" he stated.

I can't say no to him due to the respect which I have for him and I got stunned too...I mean zoya dream is to become an event manager not to join in frigate empire to handle business....I was about to speak to him but maama ended the call.

Now she thinks that it's my idea to make her as my PA...I mean she always says that I control her life..And I never did that...I never rubbed my decisions on her...I only asks her to not to talk to boys especially with Arjun...only for that reason she thinks that I like to control her life...come on I am just possessive about her that's it..and my dumbhead don't understand that and thinks that I was controlling her...

Huff... leave it...I will do something for her when I go home.. with that I left to office to complete all the work because I am going to home and I don't know when will I return to Ny again...even though we became adults we never disobey his decisions...the day came... veer & I completed all our work and handed the rest of the work to jai & Rahul and left to India.

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We are going to home in the car along with maama & dad from airport...the car stopped in the traffic...I was observing the surroundings when my eyes landed on an old couple...they look familiar...I saw them some where but where...I was thinking while pinching the bridge of my nose..and I suddenly remembered them..they are chotimaami's parents . Even though I never saw them directly but I saw them in maami's album...but I heard that they died in a flight crash few yrs ago then how did they were alive..I have to find out ..with that I sent a message to my informer to find out about it.

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I was sitting on the sofa waiting for my sister & her while checking mails..

After few minutes...

I heard her voice and raised my head

And there she is...her back is faced to me nd trying to take off her heels but can't...so she jerked her heels with force due to the sudden jerk one heel flew to one direction and the other to the another side while yelling something and turned around and i forgot to breath....she is looking dead drop gorgeous in her white crop top matched with a denim bule jeans & jacket...my eyes lingered on her face which had shock expression due that the lollipop which she was licking was fell down from her mouth...nd was busy in ogling at me. I wanted to laugh at her experssion but composed myself. She came out of her shock by hearing uncle's voice and got embrassed and started looking down shyly while fidgeting with her fingers nervously.

She was the same zoya....she didn't even change a little bit...i can't take my eyes off from her....the way she looks at me...the way she speaks....the way she smiles...huff...she will be the death of me..😍

The next day i took her as my PA to office along with me...i told her to sit on the couch but she didn't and stood their. I started doing my work ...All this while i was thinking what to do with her....i mean she doesn't deserve this stupid role...because she was so talented...and i don't want to destroy her dream by making her my PA...i will talk to maama till then i will give her some files to check...i slightly raised my head and glanced at her...she was busy in staring at me...she looked lovely while gazing me. Anyway i gave her files...and i really wanted to laugh at her.i mean was she really that stupid...she could have asked me to extend time to study those files but no she didn't.

Kya karoo mein is ladki ka, my sweetheart was dumb since childhood..

Two days later...as usual we reached the office but I got a call from jai..so I stayed in the car and gestured her to go inside...as soon as I ended the call I got out of the car and throwed the keys to valet and gestured my bodygaurds to leave but they didn't instead they came to me....

"Sir one of the zoya mam's bodygaurd gave us to handed to you" they said and I looked at it..it looks like a small packet...

"Have you guys checked it.." I queried them.

"Sir...we examined it...it says some photocopies" they said & I took it from them and left.

I went to my cabin and placed that cover on the table. I started doing my work...after sometime I glanced at it again nd decided to open it. As soon as I opened...I got furious at what I saw...it's photocopies of Arjun & zoya together ...I tired to calm my anger but no...I took her to home and asked her about it nd scolded her...left from there...I started playing basketball to let my anger out...but all my replaced with guilt when my sister told me everything what happened that day and showed the pics...and the pics are different when compared to the photocopies which I saw...nd they were edited...I went out from there with guilt and saw a punching bag hanging to a tree...I started punching the bag.

"Why did i again hurted her...why did I didn't trust her again...why..why..god.. why you gave me that much anger which I doesn't have control on it and because of that I was hurting her so much...why didn't you made me like a normal person...why didn't I make sure whether they are real photos or not... why...it's all happened because of that asshole..I immediately my gaurds to catch that bastard and tie him in our den till I reach there.

As soon as I went there I barked at that jerk loudly while punching him..I questioned him why he did it...but I got stunned when I heard his answer .....he said that he did for fun...he replied nd started laughing like a mad person... god he was a phsyco...why did I even appointed him as her bodygaurd..

Huff...I beat that mother fucker to the pulp. I did till I got tired and told my gaurds to call mental asylum to take this asshole...I left from there but I don't want to go home...and show my moron face to her...but I have to go or else mom will be worried...I walked to home nd straight away went to my room..tied a bandage around my knuckles with out cleaning it and went down. I noticed that she didn't came for dinner...I took a plate...served food for her nd headed to her room...she was looking pale with her tear stained face... why did i make her cry when I can't even see her crying face...uff...

I woke her up. She woke up and saw me...nd backed away from me and it hurts...but I masked it and told her to have her food...but she was angry at me nd didn't ate...I bend my body to go near but, she hissed in pain...I quickly glanced at her leg it was oozing with blood.

God...when did she got injured her leg. I quickly did first aid to her leg and fed food to her...nd gave her painkiller tablet and left her room with an aching heart..I was scolding myself for hurting her.. I heard the door opening sound but I didn't care and busy in shouting at myself inwardly...till I felt some one touch me...and slightly open my eyes and saw the person... it's her...she held my hand and started scolding me for not properly bandaging my wound..i smiled at her care and anger for me.

And that day...I promised myself I won't hurt her again intentionally..

I will treasure her till my last breath and will start a new life with her by not being a cold hearted arrogant beast but will try to be a chocolate boy for her..only for her..

Flashback ends

I came out of my thoughts, gazed at her innocent face and kissed her cheek...

There was not a single moment in any day that I do not find myself missing her...I have completely fallen for my sweetheart..the day I met her changed my life...the way she make me feel is too hard to explain...she make me smile in a special way...when I am with her, I act differently in a good way...she make me smile and laugh more...with her beside me, I can drop my fake small smile and put on a real one.

I don't feel hurt & alone when I am with her instead she make me feel loved...and I scold her because I care for her..she do all stupid things and make me angry but I controlled my beast side always but lost my temper only two or three times and I was feeling guilt for that...she is so special to me..she is the only one who I wouldn't mind loosing my sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of teasing her & talking to...I like teasing her because I like to see her cute frown and anger when she got pissed off...and I like when she yell at me... it's like a vixen yelling at a lion.. haha😍..I love my little wifey... she is the one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day...she is the one who makes me smile without trying, bringing down my mood without the intention to end affect my emotions with every action of her's. She is making me fall deeper in love with her every day....she is the one I am afraid of loosing and the one I want to keep her in my life...and slowly I slept in her arms...

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