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My Little Sweetheart
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Kabhi nahi toot'ta Wo rishta Jaha do log
matlab se nahi Balki dil se jude ho
Zoya pov:
I woke feeling a fluffy quilt around me. I slowly opened my eyes only to see an unknown surroundings surrounded by me. I rubbed my eyes by slowly sitting up on the bed only to see my sinfully handsome beast who was dressed up in jeans & a t-shirt sitting on the couch by sipping his coffee while speaking to someone yet his intense eyes are on me.
I was feeling nervous under his gaze. I was playing with my fingers while lowering my eyes with so much shy.
I can't even look into his eyes straightly as whenever I look at him all the last night incidents were flashing infront of me making me more shy..ð
I even uttered some stupid words from my itchy mouth last night while he was making love to me..not only that i even became so naughty last night.ð©
Added to my miseries i even yelled at him in the morning...balming him for tricking me...but the truth is he didn't trick me..I willingly gave myself to him when i saw love in his eyes for me then how can i balme him.
Wait love?
Hey baghwan..he even said that he loves me...but i aruged with him that he was lieing.
Oh my what have i done...ð
But wait..wait..love?
I had read somewhere that love has few main components. That means, when ever his beautiful chocolate brown eyes stare lovingly into my black boring eyes we both lost into eachother. It clearly indicates that he can read me that what is going on in my mind & heart with out I utter a single word. My Abhi fullfill's every wish of mine before i even tell him. He scolds me like a dominant caring man whenever i do any mistakes. My devil makes me realise my mistakes. He respects me like a true gentleman. My beast gives me freedom to fly like a bird to do what ever i want. He never cages me like a prision.
When ever i was scared he holds me in his arms tightly saying soothing words no one does for me except him from my childhood. When i was in any problem he protects me like a shield without causing me harm. He becomes my support when i fall. My devil helps me in acheving my goals. I feel immense heaven when My devil gives french kisses to me like a good romantic husband. My devil teases me like a lover. He understands me like a bestfriend like no one ever does. I feel safe when i was in his arms snuggling into him more & more like he is my cocoon.ð
Oh my...if this is called love then...he loves me from my childhood.ð
Hehe...ð
Hehe...he loves me..yayy...yayy..ðððððððððððððððð
Yayy..ðð
Suddenly, my eyes fell on my lap..then I realised i was not in my puddle stained frock instead i was in his shirt added to that i am no more dirty I mean there was no more puddle stain on my body..it's cleaned.
But how?
When did i cleaned myself..don't tell me i did it in my sleep..or did my Abhi did it..
Abhi: Done stressing your little brain.
I glanced at him...he was looking like an iceburg..
Abhi(bluntly): go & get fresh up..i ordered brunch for us..
I nodded my head with my beetroot face without loking at him nd quickly ran to washroom cursing my stupid husband.
My idiotic husband, atleast he could had wore me my inners under my shirt but noo..he..that jerk..even i wore a shirt also but i feel like i'm naked.ð¡
Mind(mocking): why to feel shy when he saw & touched your every ounce of your body last night every where nd you even enjoyed it now you are saying shy....where did that so called shy of your's went last night.
You donkey mind..just shut your stinky mouth..nd get lost.
Finally that foolish mind vanished..
I did my business nd stepped out consiously due to...argh...i can't even explain....I was pulling the hem of my shirt down to cover my thighs.
Abhi(painful): If you feel that uncomfortable in front of me then i will go out.
He said while getting up from the couch.I felt sad looking at his hurtful eyes. I quickly walked to him, held his wrist in my hand by shooking my head as no...
"A-Abhi..it's not like that" i said quickly.
He looked at me nd jerked his wrist from my hand angrily..He was mistaking me...
"I-I..."
Abhi(raging): what!!
I pressed my eyes tightly nd blurted out.
"vo...you didn't wear me inners after bathing me" i uttered.
Arghh...don't ask me how i blurted out about inners because after our marriage all he does was all naughty things to me at night while sleeping nd i like a craving girl for him i used to respond to him shamelessly..what can i say i love him & he loves me.
Abhi(glaring):don't lie..I know you never wear them while sleeping.
Hoyee...he is shameless nd making me one..
He said by turning his face away from me. This man...i will kill him one day.
He knows only half...idiotic devil......
I gritted my teeth in annoyance..
"you devil...i won't wear bra while sleeping but i wear panty daily even in sleeping...you don't know that " i yelled at him.
"i was feeling uncomfortable because of that" i added by pinching my lips angrily at him.
Abhi(sly smile): oh...ok sweetheart..for next time i will remember it.
Hoyee...this idiot..now he came into his teasing mode from his angry form.
I peered at him..he was looking at down their with a smirk playing on his lips.
My devil preverted husband..ð
"Eyes up...you beast" i gritted my teeth at him in rage.
Abhi(smirking): why...last night you didn't said any thing...while..
"stop right there" i said while interupting him in middle while blushing like a rose.
Arghh...this devil of mine will definitely make me cherry red.
Knock..
Knock..
By hearing the sound i quickly jumped on the bed by pulling the quilt over me. He gave a naughty smile nd walked to open the door.
One lady came in with tray..
Abhi(sternly): you can go now..
She nodded her head with fear nd left.
Poor lady...
Why can't he be nice for one time.
Huff...who we are talking about...if he does that then his whole image will be damage..
Abhi(sarcastically): should i put a tilak on your forehead & give arthi to you to call you to have your food.
"Moron.."i murmured.
I got up nd walked to him. He sat on the couch like a king while i served food in his plate & mine . He took his plate while i sat beside him.
I was eating by thinking where am I?
I mean last thing i remembered is I was cursing him in car nd slowly I drifted to sleep. when i woke up I was on bed..
"Abhi, where are we" I asked him.
He didn't respond to me...you arrogant jerk..ð¡
I was angry at him as well as shy at the same time.
What a rare combination i have..
After finshing our brunch..
Abhi:Â get ready at 5pm we are going out.
"i don't want to come" i said.
Abhi(glaring): i'm not asking you...
"yeah i know you are ordering me" i muttered under my breath.
Abhi: what did you said now...
"Nothing...I am asking to where" i tittered.
Abhi: To a business party...nd wear what ever you want which you feel comfortable even it's jeans also fine.
Huff..hey baghwan..what is this..after making love which couple will behave like us..
We are really a weird couple.ð¡
I glanced at the time...it's 3pm. I have so much time to get ready. Huff..i will take a nap as i am still tired of my ahem..ahem..ahem..ðð
So i will sleep..with that i again climbed the bed nd slept.ð´ð´ð´
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"sweetheart"
"sweetheart"
"umm abhi...five more minutes" i said while sleeping.
Abhi(sternly): sweetheart...are you going to wake up or i have to use my ways.
"no" i quickly got up.
Abhi: Good. It's already 4:30 go & get ready.
"I don't wanted to go to that boring party of your's...you go & enjoy..let me sleep"I said by pouting at him.
Abhi(arrogantly): First of all i didn't ask your stupid reasons and all. So, go & get ready i don't have all time for you.
"you are taking advantage of my innocence & love" i said glaring at him.
Abhi(serious): Enough zoya...why are you making me frustrate so much from the morning...haan.
I didn't said anything nd rushed to washroom, took a hot shower nd wore a dark pink color off shoulder top paired with blue jeans.
I dried my hair nd left it open. I did a tiny miny make up on my face nd glanced near partation of my hair...
I search for sindoor tin but didn't find it in the bag which he brought from home.
I was searching in all bags but didn't find. I was worried...you people may think that i have an old people thinking about these things when it comes to marriage. Yes, i believe these things because i don't wanted to take risk of my hubby..my Abhi in any way. Putting sindoor in partition is a symbol of my husband long life...nd I want my husband to live long.
"Abhi..." i called him.
Abhi: haan..
"Didn't you put sindoor tin along with my accessories" i asked him fiercely.
Abhi(glaring): Aavaaj nicchee...
"where is my sindhoor box" i asked him again in the same tone..
Abhi(narrowing eyes): How many times i had to tell you to don't raise your voice infront of me I fucking don't like it...nd about sindoor I don't know about it.
I was silent nd didn't respond to him..
Abhi: Are you ready?
I nodded my head a little sadly not because of him but about the sindoor...but all my sadness flew away when I glanced at him. He too wore a dark pink t-shirt paired with blue jeans.
Hayee...twinningð..i smiled at him but he didn't.
Idiot..
Abhi(icily): The party has a rule that partners wife should be blind fold the moment they start from their home.
"what type of a party will put such condition like this" i murmered as if i ask him then he will definetly yell at me.
Abhi: so, now close your eyes.
I did as he said...he tied a cloth around my eyes...nd lifted me in his arms..
"Abhi what are you doing...let me down you idiot...i have my own legs i can walk myself" i shouted.
Abhi(dangerous tone): Don't you dare to open your mouth..
I flinched at his voice nd hid my face in his chest like a scared baby while he was walking.
After few seconds he put me on seat...
I think it's car i thought...he started driving...all the while i was asking him about the where abouts but he gave only monosylibic answers..
After sometime car came to a halt. He again took me in his arms.
After walking like ten minutes he placed me in a box...
Don't tell me he will parcle me to some place.ð¥
But why will he do that...he is my husband. More over he can't live with out his little sweetheart.
Arghh..First i don't know in which place I'm...
Second..I don't even know to which party my devil had brought me...
Hmph..ð¡
I was thinking...but suddenly i felt like I was floating in air...
I got afraid...ð¨
"A-Abhi" i wispered.
Abhi(gently): haa..sweetheart relax..i'm closer to you.
"sacchi...na you are not throwing me in air for punishing you for one month" i gulped.
He chuckled at me..oh my finally he smiled.ð
Abhi: no sweetheart...if i will throw you then at whom i will let my anger out.
"Abhi..." i angrily turned towards the direction where i heard his voice nd started hitting him on his chest..
Abhi(lovingly): stop it...wifey.
He said while holding my hands to stop...i stopped beating him. He then held my both shoulders gently with his hands by making me turn around nd said..
Abhi(softly): Relax...sweetheart...now i will open the blindfold..but don't open your eyes till i tell you..ok no cheating remember.
"umm..ok..but abhi..aise party bhi hotha hai kya..i mean i can't hear any voice..i can only feel you & the cold breeze" i said by feeling a different kind of emotion in me.
Abhi(chortle): hmm..don't start your bakbak now..nd listen to me.
"hmm"i hummed at him.
He opened the bilndfold nd my eyes are itching to see what type of stupid party it is..
But I remember what my abhi said so I didn't open my eyes. A few seconds later I felt my devil wrapping his arms around me from behind while placing his head on my shoulder which was causing tickles to me due to his beard on my senstive skin..
"Hehe.."
"Abhi..hehe..it's ticklish"i said gigling while trying to push his head away from my shoulders.
Abhi(sternly):sweetheart..don't push me nd stop giggling.
"ok" i replied giggling.
I felt like now we had stopped flying in air..
Abhi(softly): now slowly open your eyes..
"why if i open fastly then will my eyes will get some disease" i asked him cautiously.
Abhi: sweethearttttt...
"aah..ok..ok..i'm doing as you told" i said.
I started opening my eyes slowly..only to see an unbelievable scene infront of me....
The sky was ablaze with the fire of setting sun as the slanting sun rays of the setting sun gave a warm orange tinge to the sky nd slowly the orange hues are transmitting into blue to grey. A cool breeze flits across my face while my ears were listening to melodious sound of a wind. Amid of all this stood a Eiffel tower in all it's glory.
Yes, i can't believe that i'm in paris. My lips curved into a beautiful smile. Slowly few hot air ballons are going up. My eyes wander around from where those hot air balloons are popping out , with a smile adorn my lips with happiness...only to see my self in air where i can't reach earth. Then where i get a support to stand nd glanced at my self only to see me in a hot air baloon which is decorated with flowers.
Hayee...
I'm neither on earth nor on sky. I'm in air flying like a bird.
"Wow" i exclaimed in joy.
Slowly my gaze landed on the evening cast long shadow of an Eiffel tower on the ground.
Hayeee....Is this real?
Hehe..ð
"Abhi,all this is true na" i asked him with excitement while a wide grin plasterd on my face.
Abhi(smiling): hmm we are in paris sweetheart..your dream honeymoon destination.
He said while nuzzing his head into my head..i felt tingles as soon as he did..
Abhi: Turn around zoya..
He said while pulling his head away from my shoulder by removing his arms around my waist.I nodded my head with a pounding heart while controlling the havoc in me which he was igniting in me just now..i slowly whirl around only to see him looking at me dotingly.
Abhi(hurtful): you said that i don't love you right..
"No..." i was saying but stopped when i saw what he was doing...I glanced at him with tears in my eyes.
He kneel down on one knee nd gave a bunch of tulips..
Oh..my...he was going to propose með
"sweetheart...these are for you." he said by holding a bunch of red cherry tulips in his hand while forwarding his hand towards me.
(just assume that abhi is on one knee hoding those flowers)
Red cherry tulips are my favourite flowers...which i always wished he would give me from my childhood. Buy now he fullfilled my wish. I smiled at him with tears flowing from my eyes while cupping my mouth with happiness.
"sweetheart...I wanted to give you these flowers a long back but i didn't get time for it..I am giving you these to you just to let you know that you are as precious to me as flowers are to bees. You know, how i feel about you when you are around me? I feel like i'm a tulip not because of the beauty but because i am able to bloom & grow with you. Just like these tulip flowers, you brighten my life nd brought joy in me. Love is like a flower, it looks beautiful on outside but there is always a pain hidden somewhere similar to our relationship. My love is like a tulip which is divided into two, the leaves I give to my family but the tulip is you wifey. The color of this flowers remind me the way you blush for me. Do you know your favourite red cherry tulip flowers delivers a messags of deepest love because something that is unspoken should not remin unheard. I'm giving you these flowers deep from my heart to you. Can you imagine a world without tulips? It won't be same because an important part of it's beauty will be lacking. That is what my life would be without you"
I can't believe that my abhi was on his knees for me..my eyes were welling up with full of happy tears...my heart was fluttering at his words..I took the flowers from him while he gave his charming smile to me
He continued..
"I know what your little brain is thinking that why i'm confessing now when i didn't replied to your confession...but i had my reasons zoya...before you ask me those reasons let me express my feelings first"
I nodded my head with tears....
"zoya, you know what...before i met you I never know what it was like to be look at someone nd smile for no reason nd that someone is you. "
"I have completely fallen for you the very first moment my eyes laid on you who were looking at me with your cute little badam eyes. Those eyes which held everything my soul thrists for. Your gorgeous jet black eyes had magic in them even the stars are envied by those captivating orbs which had stole my heart.Your dazzling smile gave me a life. Your presence made me high on the first day when i saw you in the crib. When ever i touch you you left me breathless..sweetheart."
He stopped and said "look at there". He said pointing towards somewhere.
I glanced in that direction only to see a heartwhelming scene infront of my eyes. The sky was now dark but the city was dazzling with city lights far away from us. Amid of those lights there is a visualization of projecting of our childhood pic..playing on the outer walls of the tall buliding towers.
It's when i was like 6 months old nd a 7yr old boy was looking at me with mesmerising eyes at me...nd the boy is non other than my abhi..
I can't describe how happy i was...Our pics were playing on the towers while the whole paris people are looking at us in aww.
"That's when i fell for you sweetheart"
I turned around when i heard his words and glanced at him with a grin while happy tears are welling up in my eyes..
"Slowly you drew memories in my mind i could never erase. You painted colors in my heart I could never replace."
"I know i'm not perfect. I made mistakes. I had hurted you a lot before leaving india with my beastly behaviour. I wanted to apoligize for disappinting you for not trusting you...for that i'm really sorry sweetheart. I didn't intend to behave like that with you but at that time i got afraid of losing you my sweet sunshine nd slowly jealousy took over me which lead my beast to come out of from me...the next day i called you to say sorry but couldn't as it didn't came out of my mouth...i had tried so many times to utter a sorry but it didn't happened.... "
My heart was swelling up with happiness when i was hearing his confession..
"You don't know how much i missed you when i was staying in NY. You may think that your devil is an iceberg but i'm not zoya. I'm a normal human being i too have emotions but i just put on that facecade to the world but not for you my baby. "
He was looking at me with so much love in his which i felt like my love for him is so small infront his love for me.
"Staying away from you is like a hell to me. Missing you everyday makes my heart so heavy. I hate those days where i had felt every single mile between you & me is so far. My eyes used to crave to see you, my hands wants to hold you but for that i used to wait for the day when i will return to my home that is you sweetheart. Whenever i used to miss you badly, i used to stare at your picture and smile like a mad man."
"You know when maama asked me to return to india...my heart filled with joy at that moment...thinking that i can see you nd hold you finally in my arms...but when i came home you were no where to be seen. I felt dispointed nd waited for you at the hall just to see the love in your eyes for me the same way you used to see me before nd I saw it when you entered in. "
I chuckled at him with tears..
"At that moment i just had an urge to pull you closer by grabing your ass nd kiss you till eterinity. But i controlled as in one week you will be going be mine in all ways."
Aww...you could had done that..i would never object you my devil..ð
"But again i had dissapointed you due to the photocopies..it's not like i don't trust you sweetheart...it's just that i easily get jealous due to that i became possesive about you. Nd i'm sorry about that."
Aww...he said sorry by holding his ears like i do...ð
"You said that i hide things from you. Yes, I did it for your sake zoya. I know you had a right to know about the registration marriage which had done few years back due to the request of your parents. But i didn't told you because i don't want to make you sad by telling you that we both got married on the day of your parents death day. That's the reason why i didn't told you sweetheart. And no one knows about it except your parents, maama, dad & veer. I took promise from them for not to tell you about this as if you will know about it you will be sad. That's why i hid it from you zoya."
Aww..ð
"And at the park when you were questioning me, i was about to tell you why i hid it from you but you didn't give me a chance to explain to you nd added to that, when you said about the divorce word i got so angry which made me slap you. Again i'm sorry"
Hoyee..He again said sorry to me by holding his ears by looking at me with hopeful eyes for my forgiveness. I already forgave you abhi...
I didn't said anything just looked at him with admiration.He continued..
"I know I could had controlled it but i can't as it happend in rage...nd about whenever you had asked me to say those three beautiful words to you trust me i wanted to confess to you whenever you asked me but i controlled it because i wanted to give you a grand proposal."
Hoyee...he wanted to give me a romatic proposal...nd i'm a fool to think that he doesn't love me.
" I had planned it after our marriage when we planned to to go to honeymoon but due to your brother veer it got cancelled. Aftet their return i again planned it nd was about to tell you that we are going to honeymoon but on that day you got to know that about our registration marriage. So, i again cancelled it."
Hoyee...i spoiled it..
"After moving out to our sweet home i again planned it but you spoiled it by assuming things on your own. I agreed to your all terms so that you will return to me but no you had other plans to torture me"
I smiled sheepishly at him through my tears..
"So, I couldn't bear this anymore so with determination i planned everything for our honeymoon from last one week with a determined mind that by hook or crook i will take you to your honeymoon destination . And for the first time in my life i lied to you by telling you that we are going to a business trip but instead we are going to our honeymoon. I thought to propose you nd tell you everything but suitations are not in our control nd it leads to last night incident."
I won't regret it abhi...
"But sweetheart...trust me I don't regret making love to you last night because i love every ounce of you with my whole heart & soul."
I gave a knowing smile to with happy tears.
"And haan...I may have jealousy issues & anger issues. But that's what i'm zoya..i have tried my best to cure my anger issues but it didn't work. Atlast I realised that you are the medicine for it. You became like a drug to me. Without you i can't survive in this world zoya"
I was crying with happiness..
He said while getting up from his knees nd made me turn around by holding my sholders nd pointed towards the sky..The fire works started to blow nd slowly formed a beautiful three words which i was craving for years to hear from him
I LOVE YOU ZOYA....
It was sparkling with glitters due to fireworks. And beside that remaining gloden fireworks formed a two names Abhimanyu & zoya. Around both names formed a heart symbol adorned the two beautiful names
(Assume that the names are in this heart )
As soon as i read it...i was overwhelmed by it...
"zoya"
I turned around again nd saw him on his one knee again for me holding sindoor in his hand.
Sindoor...
"I love you zoya"
My breath stopped..tears brimmed in my eyes...i never thought that he would express his feelings today itself to me that too in this breathtaking away...
"I promise you that if i said I LOVE YOU i mean it sweetheart. I was, I'm & I will be faithful, loyal to you nd i will do everything to keep you with me zoya."
"Don't confuse my caring as a controlling sweetheart. Don't consider my scoldings as i don't like you.. because you don't know how much i love you from the bottom of my heart. I scold you, yell at you nd can let out my anger at you because i can only do that on my loved one's that is you my adorable wifey. Don't make me put in all the effort. Don't ignore me like you did in the last month nd please i beg you...i beg you to sleep with me daily because i can't bear the torture anymore zoya...i can't endure it anymore....Be the lively girl again.. Together we are strong enough to overcome the worst of the worst."
"I may not tell you everyday that you mean the world to me but you are. The day you stepped into my life you change my life so beautiful & meaningful. I know that i'm the first man you love in your life yet i also wanted to be the last man you ever loved. I know i'm the first man who make you feel loved yet i wanted to be the only one to make you feel loved to the core."
"You are my dream which came true by becoming my world. you are the joy in my heart, laughter in my voice nd the smile on my face. Our eyes are enough to compliment each other beautifully nd together we can face anything. We can be comforted in knowing that we will never have to face any obstacles alone"
Oh...my..i can't hold my happiness anymore..i wanted to hug him tightly..
"The first time i kissed you in that rain i know that we shared something special. On that day I realized that you are the oxygen to me...without you i can't breath for a second zoya. On that day i saw the love & adoration for me in your eyes sweetheart. I could still feel it in my heart."
Aww..Abhi..i'm in love with you from our childhood.
"you are the most incredible woman i have ever known. You make me feel amazing every single day. I am so excited & elated to be standing here with you today. You are the love of my life, my soulmate nd my everything"
"And i promise you that i will love you as always I did from our childhood with my whole heart"
I can't described how blissed I'm...
He....my devil...my abhi had literally proposing me infront of the whole world..
"Thankyou for being a rainbow in my life sweetheart. Now i just want that rainbow in my life till eternity...will you?"
My voice stuck in my throat..words are not forming due to immense happiness.
Not able to answer I just nodded my head chuckling at his comparasion me as a rainbow in his lifeð . He smiled at me and said..
"will you be the mother of my cute little munchkins? Will you grow older with me till our death? Will you be my little sweetheart for the next 6 births of mine?" he asked me with so much passion, love & admiration in his eyes.
I just stared at my devil with so much adoration & love who was pouring his entire feelings infront of me.
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Hey lovelies...
I'm not a pro in expressing & writing these kind of feelings nd all as i had written for the first time but i tried my best.ð
Hope you people like the chapterð