Chapter 50

With that, I slowly started to head over to Nathans place, which was an all too familiar route of walking down the street. Jordan was walking next to me, also shoeless, encouraging me to keep going. We arrived at his door way too fast for my liking, even though I was trying to walk really slow. I turned back to Jordan who waited at the driveway, giving me huge smile and a thumbs up.

One last deep breath, my heart almost breaking my rib cage with it's heavy pounding, but I rang the doorbell and I kinda regretted it afterward. A few seconds later, the door opened and his mother stood there, smiling at me with this knowing look on her face. "Uhm hey Liza. Is Nathan home?", I asked, trying not to sound too nervous, but my trembling hands were a dead give away in this situation. "Sky, it's good to see you. No,he's not. He did say he's going out for coffee, so I thought he was with you to be honest, because his car is still here.",disappointment washed over my features and also my heart.

Deep down, I wanted to tell him about it, about the things Jordan helped me to discover. "Oh, well thank you anyway. Have a nice day.", I forced myself to smile before turning around and walking back to Jordan. Tears were on the verge of overflowing as I stood before him. "Hey, it's okay. Let's just wait.", he wrapped his arms around me, petting my head. Normally he wouldn't do that, he knew about my hate of touching, but in this moment I didn't even mind. I cried into his chest.

Suddenly, I had a thought flash before me, I pushed Jordan off of me and looked him in the eyes,excitement rushing through my body. "I know where he is.",without saying anything else, I take off. Ignoring the fact that I'm not wearing any shoes. Of course, there is only one place he would be at, since he's still fairly new to this place. I didn't even check if Jordan was following me or not, I didn't care. As I reached downtown , I was already pretty beat, but stopping was not an option at this moment. I wanted him back and I wanted him to know why.

There it is, the letters of the little café we went on our first date. I stop in front of the door,trying to catch my breath, seeing a curios Jordan arrive behind me."You sure he's in there?", he asked also slightly out of breath. I just nod, before opening the door and entering the air conditioned room . My first glance went to the back of the small shop meeting with surprised green eyes. He was the only one in here, plus the two waitresses , the same ones that worked when we came here the first time.

I charged over to him, silent tears running down my face. "I'm so so sorry for what I said! It was the most stupid thing I've ever said in my life! I don't ever want to leave you because... because...", I turn to look at Jordan, who nodded. Nathan got up from his chair, waiting with a calm expression. My heart was pounding painfully fast, but the words wouldn't leave my mouth. He smiled, raising his right hand, slowly extending his pinky and index finger and thumb.

More tears escape my eyes as I cover my mouth, trying to control the sobs. "I love you.", he added, but that gesture said it all. I couldn't help but laugh, so did he. I did the same gesture, before throwing my arms around him. His hand rubbed my back, trying to get me to calm down a little. Well, at least they were happy tears. We let go of each other, looking deep into one another's eyes, slowly leaning closer for a kiss .

I didn't care about anyone seeing or judging us, I wanted everyone to know that he was mine. And mine alone. His lips felt even better than yesterday as he smiled into the kiss. We parted after a few more seconds, grinning at each other. "So, will you be my boyfriend?", did he even have to ask?I placed my lips back on his, answering his question with that. "I'll take that as a yes.", he smiled. "It is.", my hands were on his hips, steadying myself. "I didn't mean to be rude, but who's that guy that has been staring at us for the last few minutes?", I turn around to see Jordan, still standing there with a huge smile on his face.

He came closer, as soon as he noticed us talking about him. "That's Jordan, my tutor. He practically dragged me out of bed.", I grin up at him, way too happy to be mad at him about that harsh method of getting me to confess . "No, I literally dragged him out of bed.", he laughed, adjusting his glasses. "Well, I'm Nathan, his boyfriend.", he put an arm around me, smirking at the look on my face. Somehow, I like the ring to that.

Boyfriend... My boyfriend...

"Congratulations. I'm glad I got you out of the house.", Jordan seemed thrilled about us getting together , no idea why. I mean, he doesn't really know both of us that well, but he still seems happy for us. We decided to sit down for a quick coffee, chatting a little. I couldn't help but smile at Nathan every once in a while, grateful for how things turned out to be.

After another half an hour, we decided to leave and believe it or not, but I got a piggy back ride home , since Nathan wasn't all too thrilled about me being shoeless. At first I thought it was embarrassing, but soon, I enjoyed my ride on Nathan's back. The two guys kept on talking, while I leaned my head against his back, feeling his heart beat and breathing  in his familiar scent. He was mine now. I still couldn't believe it.

Jordan decided to head home, since neither one of us wanted to study. I thanked him again for building up my courage to confess, receiving a kind smile from the green haired boy. He really was something else. He could totally be Mikas brother or whatever other relative. After Jordan had left, Nathan carried me inside his house, not bothering to let me go until we got to his room. Liza just smiled at us, as we passed her.

As I finally had solid ground under my feet, I looked at my boyfriend, grinning widely. He closed the space between us, our bodies grind against each other, as his lips found their way to mine, gentle at first but getting more demanding by the second. He gently pushed me towards his bed, making sure I don't trip over the carpet without letting our kiss be broken. He laid me down on his bed, crawling on top of me and occupying my lips again. His lips.

My arms sneak up behind his back, one on his hips the other at his neck. We broke the kiss to get some air into our system smiling at each other. I longed for his lips to touch mine again, too good was the sensation that ran through my body , whenever they did. My wish was granted as he leaned back down,one of his hands slipping under my shirt and running over the side of body. Goosebumps formed where his fingers touched my skin, making me tremble slightly.

His lips left mine once more,only to kiss down from my chin over my jawline to my neck where he gently bit down. I couldn't help but moan as he started to suck on one spot. Leaning my head back, I clenched his hair, whimpering underneath him. After another few moments that were rather painful he released the sore skin from his lips, looking at his masterpiece.

"Now, everyone will know that you're mine.", his finger brushed over the sensitive spot, before kissing me again. I think I don't even want to know how it looked,considering the fact that we're going to the pool tomorrow. Our tongues fought for dominance, at least I tried to, but obviously he won and left me panting once more. Nathan sat down on my stomach like he did yesterday, grinning down at me with satisfaction in his eyes, next to burning excitement.

"Let me see what you did to my poor neck.", I laughed, gently slipping out from underneath him to head over to the bathroom. As soon as I looked at myself in the mirror , the purple spot literally jumped right in my face. How dare he choose such an effective position! It was visible not only from the side, but also from the front. There is no way, I could ever explain this, should anyone ask.

Sighing, I head back to Nathan,who was sitting on his bed with a huge smirk on his face. "Are you kidding me?", I tried to be serious, but cracked a smile as soon as I saw his expression. "It suits you.", he got up from where he was sitting, walking over to me. "I know but still.", I joked, crossing my arms in front of my chest. "Oh, don't be mad, I can choose a not so visible place if you want to.", his hands tug on my shirt , which, of course, wouldn't lift because of my arms.

"No no. Bad Nathan. We still need to talk. No kissing until I got things sorted out with Claire.",he started to pout, but stopped trying to lift my shirt. "Fine, is there anything I can do to help you with her?", his expression turned more serious, as we sat down to discuss about it. "I don't know , what do you think I should do?", I kept touching the aching hickey he left on my neck. "Maybe try to talk to her, I mean, what could possibly go wrong?", he shrugged, pushing a hand through his hair, that was still kinda messy from me pulling at it.

"Uhm, she could beat me up for example. I think she could even beat you up.", I knew she probably wouldn't go that far, but who knows. I scratched the back of my head, trying to get my head free from all the thoughts that are trying to find a solution. Nathan's warm hand lifted my chin, since I was looking at the floor, locking eyes with me. "Don't Beat yourself up about it. You did nothing wrong so just wait for things to happen. Let's just relax a little.", he gave me a sympathetic smile , his head slightly tilted.

He's right, I shouldn't jump to any conclusions, nor should I break my brain, not literally. The corners of my lips curled up a hunch as I nodded in agreement. "Also, let's reschedule the whole pool thing, since Claire and Dillon probably won't be coming.", Nathan's fingers traced over my neck, circling around the sore hickey. My body reacted to his touch, by forming goosebumps and sending shivers through my limbs. How can one simple touch affect someone that much?

"Let's forget about that for the time being.", he didn't even wait for my answer, before placing his lips over mine. I know I did say no kissing, but how can I resist to that? I could feel him smirking into the kiss, as soon as he noticed me returning it. Luckily, I slowly started to get the hang of it, or at least I thought I did. Nathan pulled back, the green in his eyes seeming to glow in the dim light of his room, the excitement in them clearly visible. "Sky, I want to touch you.", his gazed dropped down to my chest then back at my face. I bit my lip, knowing that he won't do anything bad, but the fear conquering the curiosity.

"Let's wait for that a little,okay?", saying that made me feel even more awful than before. I've never let anyone really touch me since that incident with those guys a few years ago. "I'm sorry, I don't want to rush you into things.", he smiled, cupping my face and placing a moist kiss on my forehead. He was sorry, because I'm afraid? He really is more than I deserve.