1.6

~Continued from last chapter~

Harry looked intensely at Louis before opening his mouth to respond.

"I think I should stay," Harry said, looking deeply into Louis's blue eyes, not breaking contact.

"I think you should as well," Louis breathed, leaning down to connect their lips in a kiss, hot and needy.

"Are you gonna fuck me?" Louis asked, hands dancing over the hem of Harry's tee.

"A little too gay for me, mate," Harry breathed

"Oh, but giving me a blowjob won't be?"

"Who said anything about a blowjob?" Harry said with a smirk, pushing Louis off of him and Louis sat on his calves patiently. "I wanna do what I saw in that video... With your bum."

"You really want to?" Louis breathed.

"I only want this because I haven't gotten laid in months," Harry said as he pulled down Louis's sweats. As Harry tugged off his shirt, his Snapback flew off, but Louis was quick to retrieve the hat and placed it backwards on Harry's head.

"Believe it or not, that's a kink for me," Louis said, fingers twitching at the sight.

"I believe it," Harry assured the older lad as they finished undressing. Louis then got on his hands and knees, arms folded in case he needed extra support. "Do you think that this makes me... Gay?"

"I think it makes you a horny teenage lad," Louis assured him, looking back at Harry's face. "And there's nothing wrong with it. It's one time, Harry. You don't ever get laid, and I'm sure that's hard after being able to freely have sex for so long."

Harry nodded, peppering kisses down Louis's back and using his hands to grip the older's hips.

"You really are pretty, like a girl," Harry breathed, hot mouth brushing against Louis's bum as he spoke, making Louis shiver.

"Just imagine it like that, then, yeah? So it'll be easier."

Harry nodded, spreading Louis's cheeks with his hand, nervously biting his lip.

You're not gay, just incredibly horny.

With that thought, Harry cautiously moved his face in and nuzzled his nose right above Louis's hole.

Harry ignored how fucking odd this was he was undeniably hard right now. He cautiously licked over Louis fluttering hole, crinkling his nose but immediately straightening his back at the little gasp Louis let escape his lips.

Harry smirked a little, licking over the area again an Louis was clutching the sheets as Harry did as he knew to do thanks to that bloody video, tongue delving into Louis's hole and properly eating him out, enjoying the helpless noises escaping Louis's lips.

"Gunna come," Louis moaned.

"Without me touching your dick?" Harry asked in surprise. "Is that possible?"

"I've never done anything sexual with another person- I'm sure it's possible," Louis moaned. "Keep going."

Harry rolled his eyes, continuing to tongue-fuck the small lad, hands running loosely over his pretty body.  Louis came with a gasp, panting hard after three splashes of cum littered his sheets.

"Can you please get rid of this?" Harry asked, finally able to put the attention on his own erection. Louis was up in seconds, pretty lips around Harry's dick and Harry couldn't help but groan at how eager Louis was.

Fuck, Harry thought as Louis's mouth took him in. Harry wouldn't last long either because he was already close just by listening to Louis's noises of pleasure.

"'Bout to come," Harry warned. Louis popped off, opening his mouth a little as Louis's hand continued to work his shaft.

Harry came hard, clutching Louis's feathery hair as he did, watching the cum on Louis's face, groaning when Louis licked it off, even scooping it up with his fingers.

"Damn it, Lou, don't do that," Harry moaned, leaning in to press their lips together again, reveling in the fact that his cum was in Louis's mouth.

"Need a shower," Louis mumbled. "Wanna take one together before my family gets back?"

Harry shrugged, following Louis to the washroom. After a shower, the two climbed into bed and fell asleep to the sound of The Killers as Harry played their album on his iPod, a foot of space between them, but their fingers linked together.

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It wasn't awkward. Harry and Louis didn't talk about what happened and even for the next week, they kept quiet about the event. Harry could now freely get off to the thought of Louis coated in cum, but he certainly didn't think about how gay it was.

There's nothing wrong with being gay, in Harry's opinion, but, considering what Gemma went through, Harry was a bit afraid of what could happen.

Harry had himself convinced he was only faking being gay, so the mean words didn't hurt, but if Harry was actually gay, it could be different.

Harry wanted to talk to Louis about it, but Louis had been care-free this week. It was a good week for Louis.

Despite having his first sexual experience with a potentially straight man, it was an experience, and Louis gained some confidence. He talked to Ashton more and more every day and it was nice, but Louis could feel his crush withering away, so he made a bold move and asked Ashton to hang out.

The thing was, Ashton said yes, and invited Louis and Harry to come hang out with Ashton and his bandmates on Friday night.

Louis agreed anyways and so Harry and Louis found themselves in Ashton's living room on Friday night even though they had a fuck ton of homework to do.

Luke was in the recliner, long legs stretched out, Zayn and Ashton were on the big couch, and Louis and Harry were sitting together on the love seat.

The couple had only been there an hour and they were oddly comfortable. Ashton and his friends were kind and didn't mind how naturally close Harry as Louis were with their interlocked hands and occasional glances.

To Harry and Louis, however, it was all staged, because Ashton was popular and if he thought the two made a cute couple, so would a lot of other people.

Currently, Luke, Harry, and Ashton were playing a round of COD together while Zayn and Louis just watched, neither very into video games.

"I never thought I'd see you so happy again."

Louis jumped, turning towards the quiet voice of Zayn Malik, crinkling his eyebrows together. "What do you mean?"

"After you started high school... You weren't ever happy anymore. I noticed it all. But you came out an now you're happy," Zayn said so quietly that Louis had to lean in to hear him.

"Well, yeah, I'm glad to be myself," Louis replied, watching Harry in awe as the lad concentrated on his game.

"You're in love with him, aren't you?"

Louis coughed, eyes back on Zayn, laughing softly. "No, no! I mean... Not yet, of course. It's so soon."

Zayn shrugged, completely shutting up as Luke threw the remote down, flicking Harry off as Ashton cackled and Harry smirked in victory.

"Fuck you guys," Luke said, standing up and grabbing a pack of cigarettes.

"Go outside if you're gonna smoke," Ashton ordered.

Harry and Zayn wet up now, Harry pecking Louis's lips quickly before heading outside for a smoke.

Louis could feel Ashton's eyes on him, so he shifted uncomfortably, looking over at the lad.

"Zayn was talking to you," Ashton said and Louis just nodded. "What did he say?"

"He was talking about how I'm happier," Louis said curly, wanting to shrink into a ball with how much attention Ashton was giving him.

"Zayn's gay," Ashton said quickly, surprising Louis.

"What?"

"Yeah... He's gay and he's scared to come out... But he sees how happy you are... Maybe you can help him out... That would be so cool of you to do, Lou, just talk to him and make him see how much coming out makes you feel like yourself."

Louis stared at Ashton before breathing out a sigh. "I think I can do that."

~~~

The following week was their thanksgiving real so Louis woke up on Sunday, content with the fact that he could go out tonight without a curfew or just stay up late without having to get up early.

Louis decided to call him mother.

"Hello," Jay, the name Louis's mom goes by, answered.

"Hey, Mum."

"Louis! Sorry, I didn't check who was calling. Doris is going through a phase where she just cries all day."

"It's alright... I miss you, Mummy," Louis whispered, clutching his cell phone.

"Oh... Louis.. I- Lottie, can you keep an eye on Doris so that I can talk to Louis?... Thanks, hun..." There was a shuffle as the sound of a closing door before Jay spoke again. "I miss you, Louis. I'm glad you called because I have a surprise for you."

"What is it?"

"You and Aunt Delilah are coming to visit during the break!"

Louis widened his eyes, fumbling for his glasses. He pushed then on his nose and  crawled out of bed, stumbling towards his closet.

"No!"

"You are! Just you and her, so I want you to get packed up. I was gonna wait to call you later, but I guess it's okay that you know now. We also have big news when you get here."

Louis nodded, even if his mom couldn't see, and he was crying and packed and talking to his mother, excited to see her.

~~~

That chapter was shitty I'm sorry! Even my smut is bad. I don't normally have an excuse but this time I was really tired. I have insomnia so I rarely sleep because I can't mix the sleeping pills with my other medicine and the other medicine is more important blah blah you don't wanna hear about my personal problems.

Anywhore on to the questions

QOTC: did Harry and Louis risk their friendship by sound something sexual?

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What do you think Jay's 'big news' is?

PQOTC: have you heard She's Kinda Hot???

MA: YES SHES KINDA HOT IS KINDA PERFECT I TWEETED THAT SHIT UGH

I can't wait for the next chapter omg big news is coming

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