Chapter 314
Alpha's Rejected Mate Returns as Queen
314 Donât Compromise
Selma Payneâs POV:
Sociologists often compared the differences in behavior between children and adults; they all believed that young people were always braver than older people.
In fact, this was not necessarily courage. The aggressiveness of young people might come from the fearlessness born from ignorance, and the cowardice of older people might be the caution condensed from experience. Being overly fearless made one stupid, and being overly cautious would make one appear timid.
I believed Iâd misunderstood Rhode. He was not running away. On the contrary, because of his experience as Beta, he was more careful about the impact of the election on all parties. A compromise was always the most impressive lesson in politics. It was hard to say whether his subconscious decision to quit was because unspoken rules bound him.
In response, my anger dissipated, leaving only deep helplessness and heartache.
Must time be so ruthless in taking away the last trace of a personâs youthful spirit? Rhode was still a young man. Was it really good for him to encourage him to fight for it?
I suddenly wasnât sure. Facing Rhodeâs dilemma, I suddenly realized I was no different from those who secretly pressured him. I only saw the good and bad of utility and ignored Rhodeâs wishes. I only saw him as a coward and didnât see how much he struggled and suffered.
At the end of the day, I hoped that Rhode could become an Alpha, not without selfish motives. I wanted the Shadow Pack to become my force, so I ordered Rhode around arrogantly.
âIâm sorry, Rhode.â I lowered my head guiltily and leaned on his shoulder like I did when I was young. âI took everything for granted. Itâs your freedom to run or not. I shouldnât have made such a conclusion. If you want to withdraw, weâll apply tomorrow morning, okay?â
âSelma...â
âI shouldnât have accused you like that. Iâm the one in the wrong. My identity as a Princess has made me too frivolous. Iâm delusional to think I can control everything, and Iâm trying to guess other peopleâs minds from a narrow perspective. I said you canât take responsibility, but Iâm the one who canât be a leader with my arrogance.â
âDonât say that. You wanted to cheer me up.â
âThatâs right. I wanted to cheer you up, but I forgot what you need. Donât worry, Rhode. I will support all your decisions. As you said, even if you canât become an Alpha, being a Beta can still help the pack shine. Weâre still young, and there are plenty of opportunities to make a name for ourselves.â
Rhode rubbed my hair like he did when I was a kid. He laughed and said, âI was the one who gave up initially. What has changed now? I donât intend to withdraw, Selma. Iâve decided to try to participate in the election.â
âBut werenât you?â
âYes, I have many concerns about you, me, and the pack. But just like you said, these are all responsibilities that I should bear. A person who only knows how to retreat canât even be a good assistant. As for those rumors, if you donât mind, why would I overstep my boundaries?
âIâve thought it through. Iâm not the only one by your side. You also have Sir Aldrich, your attendants, and that Miss Sorcery Apprentice. If you have to avoid suspicion with everyone close to you, youâll be too isolated and helpless in the political field. Since there will be voices of opposition no matter what you do, itâs better to do what you want to do and say what whoever wants to say!â
Rhodeâs change was so sudden that I couldnât react in time.
Looking at my stunned expression, Rhode suddenly ruffled my hair like he did when I was young. He smiled and said, âNo matter if youâre a little girl or a Princess, youâll always be my little sister. An older brother should protect his younger sister. How could a younger sister worry for her older brother? Donât worry, and do what you want to do, Selma. I canât be of much help, but I will always support you, just like how you always support me. â
After settling the election, I thought of Emma before I left. I asked Rhode, âI heard youâve been getting along well with my attendants these days. They are born into noble families and rarely see the outside world. It would be great if you could be their guide.â
Hearing me mention my attendants, Rhodeâs face turned slightly red. âItâs just a little help. Itâs nothing. Itâs my honor to show the young ladies around.â
Looking at his bashful expression, I roughly understood that Emmaâs love wasnât unrequited!
âAlright, I hope you two get along well. Good night, Rhode.â
Emma had already left when he returned to his room with light steps, leaving only Aldrich in the bedroom.
âWhat are you doing? Why are you so happy?â
I told him about my conversation with Rhode and asked him if he heard anything about Emma and him. Emma was my attendant, and I was Rhodeâs younger sister. It was not appropriate for Rhode to tell me about this. However, he had a good relationship with Aldrich, so he might reveal a thing or two.
It was a pity that Aldrich didnât know anything about this, but I was still very happy because this showed that Rhode truly respected Emma and didnât discuss a girl with just about anybody.