Dirty Damage: Chapter 25
Dirty Damage (Pavlov Bratva Book 1)
Iâve never been particularly patient when it comes to women. They rarely dare to make me wait. I simply leave if they do.
Itâs thirty minutes past when we shouldâve left, and thereâs still no sign of Sutton. The door to her guest room is closed, and she doesnât seem to be in any hurry.
Probably because she knows I canât leave without her.
Showing up to my own engagement part without my fiancée isnât the tone I want to set for this marriage.
With the way my mother is blowing up my phone, it might be too late.
This over-the-top soirée is being held at her house on Jupiter Island, where most of Palm Beachâs elite are waiting for us. Making desperate social climbers cool their heels is one thing, but making my mother wait is courting disaster.
Itâs just not worth the hassle.
Sutton is about to learn that lesson the hard way.
âChrist,â I mutter, checking my Rolex again.
I pace outside her door like a caged beast, resisting the urge to break it down. I might have done that already if I wasnât worried about getting sidetracked and making us even later to our own party.
The memory of our last night together on my yacht haunts meâher curves drenched in moonlight, her breathy sighs carried away by the ocean breeze.
Five days of meetings in Russia havenât dimmed the want.
If anything, being apart has only sharpened it to a deadly edge. Itâs been five days of only the memory of her to keep me warm.
Then her door opens and all complaints die on my tongue.
Holy.
Fucking.
Hell.
The ivory halter dress I chose hugs every lush curve of her body. Strategic cutouts reveal teasing glimpses of side-boob that make my mouth water.
The woman at the boutique said this dress would be a good balance of âclassy yet sexy.â
But as I look her up and down, itâs sexy, sexy, sexy on repeat in my head.
Her natural beauty puts the surgeon-crafted features of the socialites Iâm familiar with to shame. She bites her bottom lip nervously, still playing innocent while her body is putting dangerous ideas in my head.
Itâs like kryptonite.
Iâm not supposed to actually want my contract bride. This is all for show.
But my jaw drops all on its own.
âWow.â
A blush paints her cheeks as she smooths nervous hands down the dress. âAre you sure it looks alright?â
âYou look perfect.â
In the dress, out of the dressâperfect either way.
âIs it too tight?â She tugs on the seam, straining the fabric across her chest in a way that makes me want to groan.
âItâs just tight enough.â
She looks down at herself with a sigh. âIt took forever to squeeze into. The topâ Well, Iâm falling out the sides a bit. Iâm not sure itâs supposed to fit likeâ ââ
âIt fits amazingly.â I donât bother hiding my appreciation, my gaze sweeping over her again. âYouâre going to kill them tonight, Sutton.â
She stands a bit taller, but the first step she takes in her strappy black stilettos has her stumbling into my chest.
âShit. These things are death traps.â
I catch her around the waist, my thumb brushing over warm, bare skin. âBut theyâre worth it.â
âSays the man who isnât going to face-plant in front of the elites.â
Smirking, I take her hand. âHold onto me; I wonât let you fall. Now, come on, weâre late.â
Her hand stays in mine all the way through the building and out the front doors, where she gasps at the stretch limo waiting along the curb.
âWeâre taking that?â
âI knew Iâd need a driver. I wonât be able to focus with you in that dress.â
Her blush spreads down her neck. âRight. But a limo? Itâs a bit⦠much.â
âAnd youâve just described my mother in four words.â I hold open the back door, ushering her into the backseat.
She slides into the limoâs plush interior, immediately fidgeting with the diamonds dripping from her wrist. The nervous gesture draws my attention to her handsâdelicate, with short, practical nails.
Not the garish, manicured talons Iâm used to seeing on the women in my world.
âWhatâs your mother really like? I need to know more about her.â
Suttonâs question is like a bucket of ice water on my thoughts. I drag my attention from where itâs focused on her dress riding up her thighs.
âThe technical term would be âball-buster.ââ
âOh, God.â
I wave her worry away. âIâll be right beside you the whole time. My motherâs intimidating, but she respects authenticity. Youâre nothing if not authentic.â
âSo donât try to suck up to her?â she guesses.
âFast learner.â
She dusts an imagined piece of lint from her dress. âWho else is going to be at this thing?â
âAbout a hundred of Palm Beachâs finest, hand-picked by my mother.â
She jolts forward like sheâs going to swallow her tongue. âIâm sorryâwhat? A hundred? Like⦠one hundred? Why didnât you warn me?â
âWhat good would it have done?â
As far as parties go, this one is smaller than most. If my future bride had been one my mother selected, it wouldâve been five hundred guests, at least.
As it is, she wants to keep things âintimate.â
âIt wouldâve given me time to prepare!â Her blue eyes flare with panic, her chest heaving against the delicate material of her dress in a way that is very distracting.
I pull my eyes up to her pale face. âThe less time you have to overthink these things, the better.â
She slumps against the leather seat. âNot helping.â
I press the button for the privacy partition, catching Uriâs curious glance in the rearview mirror before the black screen hides him from view.
âUsually, Iâd be worried youâre about to murder me, but I actually think youâd be doing me a favor now.â She gives a shaky laugh.
âIt wonât be that bad.â My eyes drift to the tempting curve of exposed skin. âThe champagne alone is worth it.â
âIâd rather be in sweats hiding under my covers.â
The image of her in bed proves too much for my already-strained control. I slide closer, wrapping an arm around her waist.
Her sharp intake of breath is music to my ears.
âIt would be a shame to waste this dress.â My voice drops to a growl. âAnd this body.â
âPeople have seen more than enough of my body as it is.â
âNo such thing for me.â I nip at her soft skin. âAnd the whole point of this party is for people to notice you. They wonât have a choice while youâre wearing this.â
My fingers pass along the inside of her thigh. Her legs part like she canât help herself, opening for me.
âI donât want to be noticed, Oleg. I need to beâ ââ
I stroke along the lace front of her panties, and we both freeze.
âWhat you needââ I circle the pad of my thumb against her center. ââis to relax. I know how to help with that.â
My lips find her neck as I slip my thumb beneath the fabric, stroking her velvety softness. She rolls against my thumb, breathless. âThe dress⦠My hairâ¦â
âDonât worry, princess. I wonât completely ruin you.â
No matter how badly I want to.
Five days of celibacy has me wound tight. Having her this close, packaged like sin incarnateâitâs more than I can stand.
Not without a small taste, at least.
Sheâs wet for me. Drenched. I spread her arousal with my thumb while she writhes.
âBut⦠Uriâ¦â
I grit my teeth at the sound of any other manâs name on her lips. Maybe I should ruin her just a little. Enough that anyone who sees her will know what she was doing before the party and who she was doing it with.
Mine.
I rotate my hand and slide my middle finger into her. She moans into my kiss as she stretches around me.
I stroke out of her and push in with two fingers.
âOlegâ!â she gasps.
Thatâs more like it.
She may be nervous about the party, but that hasnât stopped her from soaking through her panties for me.
I rain kisses down her neck as I work her with my fingers, feeling her surrender with every slide of our skin together. Iâm unknotting her worries from the inside out.
She curls her fingers into my hair and drags my mouth back to hers. Our tongues clash together as she rides my hand, rolling herself deeper onto my fingers.
I reach out with my free hand until I find the volume knob, cranking the music to drown out the desperate noises pouring out of her.
Iâm supposed to be getting her pregnant. Weâre here to make an heir and play at marriageâneither of which involve fingering her in the back of a limo.
But I donât care.
I feel the first flutters of her climax around my fingers and nothing else matters.
I grip her jaw, my hand splayed across her pretty throat from ear to ear. âCome for me, Sutton.â
Her pupils are wide, dark pools when she looks up at meâ¦
⦠and falls to pieces on my hand.
When she comes, I have to grit my teeth to maintain control. Iâm on the edge of release just from watching her, and no woman has ever had this effect on me.
I slide out of her and sit tall, trying to steady my breathing while she is sprawled across the seat, hair fanned around her head like a halo.
âThere. Now, youâre relaxed.â
She laughs, pressing a hand to her chest. âIf anything, Iâm more nervous. Look at me.â
I am looking at herâthatâs the problem. I want to do a hell of a lot more than look at her.
âI donât see any issue.â
âI look like I just got ravaged in a limo.â
âI didnât hear any complaints while you were riding my fingers.â
My hand is sticky from her, and I grudgingly grab a tissue from the backseat to clean myself up. I want to use my mouthâsee if she tastes as good as she smells.
Not now. Later.
She scrambles to a sitting position, snapping her legs closed and combing fingers through her tangled hair. âIâm just lucky I brought some spare lipstick.â
By the time we make it to the party, Sutton has managed to make herself halfway decent again, though I preferred her tousled hair and smudged lipstick.
âWeâre here,â I announce as Uri opens her door.
Sheâs so focused on adjusting her dress that itâs not until sheâs standing on the circle drive that she looks up and freezes.
âOh my God. Thatâs where your mother lives?â
The mansion looms before us, framed by towering Corinthian columns. A marble walkway lined with meticulously sculpted topiaries leads to looming bronze doors. Through the windows, crystal chandeliers cast warm light across the gathering inside.
âThis is insane,â she whispers, edging closer to me.
Just like I told her to do back at the penthouse, Sutton grabs my hand. Her fingers lace through mine and squeeze.
Like she trusts me to keep her safe.
To protect her.
Itâs been a long time since anyone has expected anything like that from me. Almost twenty years, to be exact.
I blink away the ghosts of my past and focus on the monsters in the present. About how best to protect my fiancée from what awaits her inside.
I squeeze back, steadying her against my side. âDonât worry. Youâve got this, Sutton. And Iâve got you.â