Chapter 108

Three: Joselin Joselin's P.O.V.

It was the closest I could get us, and that made my stomach tighten.

Only a few weeks ago, Lycans, wolves, and humans faced off against a collection of witches andvampires for the right to the crown. We came out victorious because of the strength of our Queen'smagic. All of the vampires had been burned to ashes, and the witches who had taken part in thetreasonous attack had been executed for their crimes.

Yet, their spell was still in place, telling me that at least one witch involved in the casting remained.More than likely, they were still hiding here, in the mountains.

He wanted to know why I brought us here, and the answer couldn't have been more disturbing tome.

"Because I couldn't get us closer,” I whispered as I lifted my hand and ran it over the thick wall ofmagic. It was strong. Whoever cast this was not to be taken lightly. “Someone survived, and I have abad feeling about it.”

I walked forward through the thick, water-like air filled with magic until I reached the other side. Itwas the same barrier I had felt the night before the attack.

The sounds of bones cracking and popping filled the area as Tobias shifted into his Lycan, preparedto fight. His hulking figure towered over me as he stood just behind my shoulder. I took a deepbreath to collect myself, trying not to be distracted by his close proximity.

A cold breeze blew through the trees, making the oak leaves and the pine needles rustle loudly. Thetiny hairs on my neck lifted, and I glanced around the forest. Each step forward had my angerincreasing.

It didn't feel like we were alone, but they had masked themselves well. Tobias seemed to have thesame realization as I heard him inhale deeply before letting a low growl out.

I almost wanted them to step out so I could fight them and finally release some of this frustrationon someone, but the forest was empty. There were no animals of any kind, and the further up wehiked, the drier and more diseased the plants and ground became. They hadn't been like thisbefore, and I had to pause and confirm we were going in the right direction before we couldcontinue.

I was so focused on our surroundings that I jumped when Tobias placed his large claw on my hip.The need to pull away and eliminate him as a distraction vanished when I tilted my head back andsaw his muzzle over my head as he stared out into the trees. It felt so natural to have his hand there,and I was sure he didn't even realize he was doing it. His chest brushed against my back as heslowly turned his head from side to side, scanning our surroundings, but I couldn't take my eyesaway from him.

He knew what he was doing. This was his job as one of the private bodyguards to the Queen. A flareof jealousy rushed through me as I imagined him doing this with Natalie, even though I knew henever would. I had never seen him touch her. He adored the Queen, as did the rest of her people,but it wasn't infatuation. He respected her and the king.

Still, I knew he wasn't infatuated with me either, and yet, here we were.

The back of my head brushed against his chest, and he looked down at me, suddenly realizing theposition he had placed us in, and took a step back with his top lip pulled up in a silent snarl. Theloss of his body heat made me shiver, and I pressed my lips together to stop myself from turningaround and giving him a piece of my mind.

He saw us as friends. I was the little girl he saved all those years ago. Then one day, he cut me out ofhis life and didn't talk to me again for years. He didn’t speak to anyone again for years. It took along time to get him to let me back in, and even then, it was never the same.

Now as adults, we maintained this acquaintanceship where some days I was his friend, and somedays I was nothing more than a colleague. But I only wanted to grab and kiss him until he finallysaw me as something more.

"It's this way." I ground out, feeling my eyes begin to water. Once again, he pulled away from melike I was some disease-ridden animal when he was the one who had reached out for me this time."Josie," Tobias growled, but I shook my head and kept walking. I didn't want his excuses. I alsodidn't want to hear him tell me how or why he wasn't interested. It would be too painful.

"It's close. We need to keep moving if we want to get home before nightfall. * I stepped over a fallentree, noticing the small black lines that had run up the trunk. They pulsed faintly, and as I let myfingertips graze over them, I could feel the dark magic poisoning the plant.

I saw the stone before anything else when I looked up. The large flat slab had been lifted atopanother to be raised, and I swallowed hard as I pushed my childhood memories to the back of mymind When I had stumbled across this during our attack, it had been covered in fresh blood. Chains hadbeen secured to the surrounding trees and sat in the dirt as they waited for their next victim.

But they weren't here now.

Everything had been cleaned. Even the dirt had been cleared of any footprints.

I approached the stone slab, letting my shaking hands gently brush over the discolored rock. I spentseveral minutes inspecting the rust-red-stained stone. Every line and crack in the stone had beencleaned. There wasn't a spec of dried blood, and I smacked my palm down loudly in frustration."It's all gone. Someone came back here to clean up their mess and hide any evidence.” I turned,walking around one of the trees that I knew had chains tied to it. Chunks of bark lay scattered onthe ground, having fallen from the friction of the metal rubbing against it.

I closed my eyes, trying to fight the memory of me pulling and yanking against the chains, trying toget free..to get away from the evil witches slicing into my skin. The horror of knowing it could havebeen a child on that rock, getting their magic sucked out of their soul, made me grab my knees asmy mouth began to water and my stomach rolled. 1 Tobias approached me slowly, his claws gently scraping my skin as he pulled my hair back to keep itout of the way. The tender touch and thoughtful gesture made my chest hurt. I took a few deep,calming breaths as my stomach settled before standing upright, thankful I hadn't been sick in frontof him.

"There is nothing here. This was a waste of time." I felt bitter and angry. All this confirmed was thatat least one witch was still alive, practicing dark magic and growing stronger. I had seen the bloodand chains. I had felt the evil air surrounding this area when I had snuck into this forest to do mypart for the pack during the war. But now I knew they had survived.

I spent the whole day on this stupid trek to find answers and had nothing substantial to show for it.I was left with no more information on the potential threat to our people and even more hurt andconfusion from Tobias.

Before he could say anything, I grabbed Tobias's forearm, and we were sucked into the darkness.

I didn't know where to take him or where he lived. I had never been invited there or welcomed intoTobias's life outside of the castle. That realization seemed to be the last straw before all of my angerdeflated, and we were left standing in the sitting room of my private tower. Defeated.

“Thank you for traveling with me today. You may go." I dismissed him without looking back at himas I walked up the stairs to my bedroom. I needed to think through this and come up with a plan.The sound of him following me up the stairs made me tense, but I was done fighting today.Everything had been a struggle or a fight for the past few months. The only difference was that Ihad people on my side before the war. Now, I was in it on my own.

My position in the kingdom had basically become obsolete.

If I couldn't take down this threat on my own and prove myself to Killian and Natalie, I had no doubtI would be out of a job and a place to live.

Killian had been my best friend since I was brought here. But even he had distanced himself after hefound his mate. He said everything was okay between us, but it wasn't lost on me that he withdrewfrom me after Natalie falsely accused us of having an affair.

I understood. His mate came first. If I had one, I would do the same thing. But even after the air hadcleared, he hadn't treated me the same. It was rare now that I could ever talk to him alone. If I did, itwas like a silent alarm went off, and someone would come to interrupt us within a few minutes. Hewould keep the doors open when I would be in the same room as him alone, making it difficult todiscuss any private or confidential pack matters, let alone anything personal With his mate being a descendant of the moon goddess, she was more powerful than I was. Shecould talk to him privately or through the pack link about important matters without interruptionsor eavesdroppers listening in, something I could no longer do. It was why I was positive that shewould soon be taking over my role and I would be sent on my way.

No home. No friends. No family.

Then there was Tobias.

The fight for Tobias was a lost cause, and I knew it would be better for both of us if he just wentback to avoiding me.

"Josie," Tobias said firmly, his hand catching the door to my bedroom as I attempted to close itbetween us.

"Not now," I said as I ignored him coming in behind me. His voice had been clearer than before. Therough growl behind each word was gone, and I knew that meant he was back in his skin. It alsomeant he was naked; my heart couldn't take that right now.

Having him in my bedroom was like bringing a starving person a tray of food and telling them theycouldn't eat it.

"Yes. Now.” He argued back, but I moved into my bathroom and closed the door between us. Hedidn't stop me this time, and I let my head hang down as I gripped the counter's edge, takingseveral deep breaths.

I turned on the tap, splashing some cold water on my face as I heard movement in my room.

Fuck this.

The water dripped down my face and onto my chest as I looked myself over.

One last try, Joselin. Get your shit together.

It had been a long time since we had been alone or in private, and I was going to take advantage ofit and be bold. If Tobias still wasn't interested, I would move on and find someone new.

I hadn't been with anyone in months. Tobias was the only one I cared for, and if I had a real chancewith him, I wasn't planning on ruining that by fucking strangers. But I was losing hope that I had achance.

This was his last chance. If he didn't make a move, I would just go back to fucking whoever Ipleased.

My tongue ran out over my lips as I silently pleaded to the Goddess for this not to backfire before Idried my face and turned to the door. There was only so much rejection a girl could take, no matterhow strong they were.

The bathroom knob felt cold as I wrapped my hand around it and pulled it open.

Tobias sat in the corner of the room in the plush chair where I enjoyed reading at night, and I let myeyes wander over his naked body. He looked livid. His jaw was clenched, and his hands gripped thechair's arms tightly as he glared at me. I couldn't tell if his eyes were black or brown in the dimlighting.

"Now." He demanded again, and I smirked. I didn't want to talk right now.

"One moment, I got my shirt wet while washing my face.” His eyes dropped to my chest,undoubtedly seeing the very few drops of water on my top. But he didn't say anything as I reacheddown and grabbed the hem, pulling it up and over my head slowly.