chapter20-loser

I woke up due to sunlight seeping from the open cracks of the blinds, I opened my eyes slowly and tried to roll away from the sun when I felt strong arms around me keeping me in place, I looked up at connor ,a smile on my face.

"So pretty"

I whispered, drawing light circles on his hard chest, a few moments later he opened his eyes and rolled on his side, our faces just inches away from each other.

"Good morning"

He mumbled in his deep morning voice after he opened his eyes

"Good morning"

I held his right cheek, stroking it gently using my thumb.

"Did you sleep well?"

He hummed, closing his eyes at my touch before opening them as wide as he can in shock

"What time is it?"

I shrugged, rolling over to get my phone.

"My phone is dead"

He quickly sat up and grabbed his, finding out that it was dead as well, he looked at his wrist watch, gasping when he saw the time.

"It's freaking nine am!"

He panicked, trying to scramble out of bed when I held his arm and pulled him down on the bed.

"Oh shut up. You need to take some rest"

"No i don't"

I smirked before i sat on his torso, looking down at him.

"Or maybe you need something else"

He sighed and looked at the wrist watch once again.

"Justin wo-"

"Fuck work"

I said and got closer to him,leaning closer to whisper in his ear.

"Fuck me too"

He bit his lip before he grabbed my face and smashed our lips togeather in a rough hungry kiss..i leaned closer and grabbed his shirt ,sitting up bringing him along with me, we broke the kiss and he took his shirt off and kissed me once again until i was out of breath,i pulled away, a string of saliva was the only thing connecting us ..i was blushing hard and he was smirking at me, making me get more excited..i took off my shirt and placed my left hand on the side of his neck, the other one laying on his right cheek and kissed him once again, then went down to his neck to create small hickeys..maybe a little big for small..and i could hear a small moan coming out of his lips, i smirked and kept sucking on that spot he placed his right hand on the back of my neck and the left one on the dip of my back and pushed me closer till our bodies were glued to each other,I moved down to his chest, then to his abs then down to the dangerous spot, right above his member.

"Justin, stop fucking around"

I smirked and looked up at him, batting my eyelashes.

"What are you talking about?"

I said innocently he smirked and flipped us around so he was the one on top..he attacked my neck and sucked really hard and making me moan out loudly. Ofcourse i will. He did the same thing to me making me drink from the same cup.

he started to pull on my pants and i kind of panicked and placed my palms on his chest.

"N no! Wait wait wait wait"

He immediately stopped and backed away from my neck, looking down at me with so much concern in his eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"It's just..i ..i don't know"

"This is your first time loser isnt it?"

He said with a laugh making my face turn red.

"You're fucking twenty two years old and a virgin?!"

He laughed more, closing his eyes and the precession, i hit him with a pillow feeling my face turning a deeper shade of red.

"You were the one who asked for it"

He said, choking on his laughter, i covered my face with my hands, and rolled away from him.

"I didn't know you would actually want to do it!"

He chuckled and held my arm, rolling me on my back so I was looking up at him.

"Virgin"

"I know people who died virgins!"

I said throwing my hands in the air.

"Yeah they're called losers"

He said ,continuing to laugh and placing a hand on his stomach, i looked away, a light frown on my face.

"I guess..i am a loser, i mean..i've been a loser my whole life, this isn't new to me,i've been treated like a lose,.hit for being a loser and called a loser,so yes..iam a loser"

I felt his hand on my cheek and when i looked up at him he kissed me, a small comforting kiss then pulled away.

"You're not a loser,you're kind and you have a pure heart..yes you didn't defend yourself but that dosen't make you a loser,you're one of  the most kind people i've ever met and that dosen't make you a loser, loser"

I chuckled and kissed him again, wrapping my arms around his neck, he pulled away after a few seconds and looked me in the eyes.

"You don't have to be scared..this won't hurt,I know you're freaking out because it's your first time but i promise..it'll be satisfying"

I nodded slowly, still scared out of my mind but..it dosen't get better than this.

Unbuttoned

Hard

He smirked and placed his hand on it

I moaned

"Connor"

In his mouth

"Oh fuck"

I came

"Will hurt a little"

I nodded

"This isn't a little connor"

He moaned

I adjusted

"Oh fuck"

Thrust

Thrust

"Harder"

Moaning mess

Sexy

"Fuck"

Moaning

Came inside of me

He layed down next to me, both of our chests heaving up and down rapidly,my face a crimson red while his had a smirk on it like per usual.

"How was that for a first time"

I looked at him and cuddled close, hiring my face in his neck.

"Satisfying"

He pulled me closer, rubbing my side gently, What he said earlier was really nice and made me feel better about the whole situatio..and made me like him even more which was a problem.

I closed my eyes and went back to sleep, trying not to think of me leaving him.

"Connor? Justin?? Are you guys okay?"

"Like..alive?!"

I heared Madison and my father voices so i opened my eyes, Connor was still asleep when i looked up at him.

"Y yeah?"

I said In a raspy sleepy voice.

"Oh. Okay then..just wanted to make sure you guys are okay..you don't sleep this much "

Madison said, clearly worried about our well being.

"I thought you're dead justin! I wanted to throw a party but here you are..fucking everything good again!"

I sat up, wincing at the slight pain down my lower region

"Daaad leaaaave"

I said with a laugh, laying down next to Connor.

"What do they want"

Connor said i his sexy deep morning voice while rolling over to lay his head on my chest.

"To know if we're okay"

He hugged me closer and rubbed his cheek against my chest.

"Your so little"

I chuckled, playing with his hair gently.

"You're so huge"

"Yeah..right..not like you're 4.8"

He retorted making me roll my eyes.

"No i'm fucking not I'm like..5.6!"

He snickered, nodding his head afterwards.

"Whatever you say smurf"

I hit his arm, a light pout on my lips.

"Fuck you"

"You want a round two?"

I blushed and hid my face in in his hair.

can my life just be like this forever?

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