Chapter22-Friend

It hurt's it hurt me on the first day and on the second and even a week later, it hurt's..it hurt's to be ignored and it hurt's to be hit with cold attitude and it hurt's to be ghosted. And i've had ENOUGH. I bolted into his office to see him there, sitting on his desk, a pen in his hand and a stack in front of him, he gave me a mere glance, a stoic stiff expression was drawn on his face his attention turned back to the papers infront of him,i closed the door behinde me and walked to him, more like..stomping my way over to him like an angry child.

"Get out. I have work to do"

"No"

He lifted his head up slowly and looked into my eyes.

"No?"

His voice was cold and stiff as he crooked an eyebrow at me.

"Yes, i mean no i-"

"I said get out"

He said in a steady voice and looked down at his papers like i was boring him.

"Connor"

"It's Mr black for you"

Black? I thought we got somewhere way beyond that.

"Why are you being so cold to me ? Why are you ignoring me? And shutting me out?"

I said standing infront of the desk he was signing his papers on.

"I'm acting the way i should have acted ,i shouldn't have let my guards down and let a stranger in my life"

My heart felt like it got ripped out of it's place. Damn..love hurt's so bad.

"A stranger? Connor it's me..i'm your..your friend"

I bit my tounge to stop the word 'boyfriend' from slipping out and replaced it with 'friend'.

"I don't have friends"

He said signing a paper and putting it away.

"What's wrong with you?"

I said getting closer to him and kneeling beside him, placing my hand on his knee.

"Look me in the eyes and say that again"

"I don't have to"

I sighed and placed both of my hands on the sides of his face and made him look at me in the eyes.

"Get your hands off of my face or i will rip them off"

He said in sternly making my eyes go wide but i'm wasn't scared of him, no..i'm just shocked that the old Connor was back.

"You should understand that i'm not afraid of you no more Connor and i won't leave this room unless you tell me what the fuck is wrong with you why are you doing this to me?"

I said staring into his brown eyes.

"Doing what?"

"Being so cold to me"

He took a few seconds then talked once again.

"Do you care?"

"Yes! Of course i do!"

I said quickly, nodding my head.

"Why?"

My gaze scattered across the room then fell on his eyes, because i'm in love with you.

"Because you're my friend and i care about you and you're special to me , it hurt's me to see you acting like this toward's me"

He seemed to think about it for a seconds and then nodded.

"Okay"

I took a few seconds to understand then spoke again.

"Okay what?"

"Okay, we're friends"

I gulped..why did i say friends? He's not just a friend to me..but i'm also the one who said it first, he's officially driving me crazy.

"Why were you shutting me out, for a week?"

He smirked and placed his hands on my waist pulling me up for me to sit on his lap.

"Forget that, i missed you"

After that he attacked my neck making me groan, although i did not understand what was happening, i won't complain.

I want him this close to me.

"I missed you,more"

Everytime we have sex it get's better for me..everytime he kiss's me it get's better..everytime he lay's a finger on my skin it get's better ..everytime he look at me in the eyes my heart skip's the same beat it used to skip the minute i fell for him..that's how i know i love him..from that beat skip, the butterflies and the blush that creeps up to my face when he does something to me. I'm so in love with him.

"I will miss you justin,please make him come visit me often"

Madison said, looking at me with a sad smile on her face.

"I will try"

That was a lie..the second she leave's this house after a week..i'll be out of his life and my relationship with him will be just work. And i wouldn't have a right to tell him to do something, I felt my heart shaking in my chest and a tear slipped on my cheek.

"Why are you crying, justin?"

She said giving me her attention and concern, i faked a chuckle and wiped my cheek.

"I will miss you"

"Awe"

She cooed then hugged me, i will definitely miss her so much

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"Okay mom,that was the last bag"

"Oh my baby"

She said, hugging him tightly for the tenth time this morning,he chuckled and wrapped his strong arms around her small body, patting her back gently.

"Mom, don't cry please"

He said when her shoulders started to shake, he gently pushed her away and wiped her tears.

"It's an hour flight..stop crying"

"You..you won't come visit"

She mumbled, her eyes floating with tears again.

"I will mom, i will"

He said nodding his head then kissing her forehead gently.

"You always say that you will but you never do"

He shook his head and gave her a smll reassuring smile, rubbing her am gently.

"I promise you ,and i swear on dad's grave that i will this time"

She smiled, letting her tears run down her cheeks before nodding then turning to me she hugged me tightly and i embraced her just as tight.

"Oh justin, my younger son, i will definitely miss you so so much"

We broke the hug and i smiled at her bright smiling face then wiped her cheeks again.

"When you guys come visit me next time we will have so much fun!"

I faked a smile and nodded. That will never happen.

We both said our goodbyes to her and when she left we just stood beside the gate, his hands were shoved inside his pockets and i was standing next to him with my arms crossed.

"I'll go pack"

I mumbled, turning around, walking away from him.

"You don't have to leave..i mean you have to check on your place then pack and stuff"

I stopped then turned back to smile at himI, he dosen't want me to leave.

"If it weren't for you my clothes would've been packed in bags"

I said with an eye roll and fake annoyance.

"Well sorry for being polite and let you use my walk-in closet"

He said walking to the door ,i rolled my eyes, following behind him.

"You just had to say walk-in"

He turned around and started walking backwards, wiggling his brows at me.

"What's the point in having something if you don't brag about it"

He shrugged making me roll my eyes once again.

"Oh you Cocky ass bitch"

He winked at me and walked normal..i jogged up to him and jumped on his back.

"Get off, fat ass"

"Oh stop it.. You love my ass"

He placed his hands on my ass and squeezed it a little making me blush.

"Sure thing i do"

He ran in and walked up the stairs to his room and threw me on the bed then bit his lip... this is going to be good.

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