Chapter4- Boyfriend

After a Ten minutes drive we reached a fancy restaurant called Moñor, as soon as we walked in the receptionist motioned us to sit in this table next to the window, there was a long line infront of her desk but she ignored everyone and waited untill we sat down before walking away.

another girl-the waiter i figured- walked to us with a smile on her face.

"Hello Mr black"

She said as she handded him the menu smiling ..i mean drooling over him.

"The usual"

He mumbled, seeming bored like per usual, She nodded and wrote down his usual, it was his mother's turn to order,she chose what she wanted then it was up to me now, I was very nervous, well..I'm nervous all the time yes i admit it but..this time it was a different kind of nervous, it was almost..embarrassed, I was embarrassed that I did not know any of the dishes in the menu, and the prices kept distracting me even more,a few seconds later he leaned in close to my ear.

"I know you haven't eaten in such fancy place and don't know anything , i will order for you"

I could hear the smirk in his voice, I could tell that he was enjoying this, making me feel humiliated.

I felt angry and disrespected, i clenched my teeth and didn't say a word, I only nodded..he kissed my cheek and smiled then sat up straight he order for me before the girl went away.

"So! How's life with you two?..tell me everything about you guys and how you handle living togeather?!"

She said in her usual excited voice, God, she made me feel more guilty each second that pass by.

"Its, amazing mom"

He said in a formal tone then nodded at her, she rolled her eyes and waved him off, then adjusted in her seat, obviously planning to turn to me. Here we go.

"Of course that's all you're going to say..justin you tell me"

She turned to me with a grin on her face.

Mr Black looked at me then back at his mother.

"well, Mr- i mean..Connor isn't as tough as he look's like..at first i was terrified to even go out with him but he practically begged me to..and after getting to know him i started to feel safe around him..it's amazing how he can show that he's tough from the oustide but he's a little snuggly baby on the inside"

I said trying not to make my smirk very obvious, trying to hide it with a smile instead, he held my hand that was on top of the table and squeezed it tightly making me feel pain ,i think he got a little angry, good that's what you get for saying shit to me.

i pulled my hand away and scratched the back of my neck then made it like I'm trying to fix my tie.

We kept on talking..teasing each other in every sentence each of us say, the funny thing that his momther thought we were playing so she laughed at it, seeming quite amused.

After a while, we both calmed down from the continues teasing and just enjoyed the great food, when I was almost done with my food I saw him in the corncer of my eye,touching his jacket, I looked over at him to see him taking out a red velvet box from his pocket and gave me a smile while I on the other side, choked on my food and gulped down some water quicklyhe got the ring out of the red box and was going to make me wear it but i stood up, making him furrow his brows in confusion while looking up at me.

"On your knee baby"

I said and making his mother leat out a teenage girl squeal as she clapped her hands.

"Yes! He's right connor!"

He bit his lip and fixed his throat after, he got down on one knee and took my hand in his, I guided mine over to his mouth and made him kiss it, this was my favorite part of the night.

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"It was a great night, see you tommorow"

His mother said walking up the stairs while me and Connor were were the bottom, smiling at her,he had his arm around my waist, i wanted to get away, to break into a run and disappear in one of the rooms but as soon as he heard her door being closed he pinned me to the wall making my back ache in pain.

"What the fuck was that blake?!i begged you?!..on my knee? Are you testing my patiance?!"

He roared in my face,I looked away and tried to push him off of me put he took both of my wrists and pinned them to the wall.

"Get your hands off of me..you can't treat your boyfriend like that"

I don't know..I don't know where did I get the courage to say that but I did and said it..then completely regretted it when his frown deepened, he looked scary.

"YOU are NOT my boyfriend and you will never be,stop playing with me and don't you ever disrespect me like that again"

His hands went down to my noodle arms, crushing them with his hands, making me whimper i nodded quickly, he let go of me and stomped up the stairs, me following after I got myself collected.

I knocked a couple of times before he opened the door and gleared at me i got inside after he stepped away and started to search through my bags

Soon i heared the door open and close, meaning that hre left me alone, I let out a sigh of relief and placed my hand on my heart.

I got my clothes and went to take a shower then layed on the bed..it was really comfterable ;i slept right away.

I woke up to the same annoying act that i woke up to yesterday..cold water running down my face, i gasped and sat up quickly, my chest heaving up and down, he was standing infront of me with one of his hands in his pocket and the other one holding the water bottle he just poured the half of on my face.

"Get up, Jeremy"

I gritted my teeth and clenched the duvet under me.

"Its-"

He shook his head and spoke over me.

"It's five am and you have alot of work to do"

He said before he walked to the door, I sighed and pushed the comfortable white duvet away and got up.

"Did you sleep?"

I asked, looking at his eye bags, noticing that they've gotten a bit darker.

"I dont, sleep"

He replied shortly then took off to his bathroom i got up and got some clothes from my bag,since i don't know any other bathroom i waited for him to finish so i can go in after him, when he came out and found me still on the bed, waiting for him he rolled his brown eyes at me.

"You know there's other bathrooms in this house, this is not your one bathroom apartment"

I rolled my eyes back at him and snatched my clothes, pressing them close to my chest.

"I do. But i don't know where"

He nodded and walked out but before closing the door behinde him he looked back at me and spoke.

"Breakfast is ready, head downstairs as soon as you finish getting ready"

Then he left, i got in and took my phone to play 'Fake smile ' by ariana Grande.

I sang with the lyrics and in a matter of five minutes i was out of the bathroom wore casual and went to my 'office' and took the heavy backpack with me downstiars..since I never went to the kitchen before I stopped when I reached the bottom of the stairs and started listening, when i heared connor's voice i followed it to the dining room he smiled when he saw me and i smiled back and went to him.

"Good morning gorgeous"

He said, reaching his arm out, he placed his hand on my cheek and pulled me down gently.

"Good morning ,love"

I said after kissing him on the cheek ,his mom 'awed' at us before

I sat down and took off the backpack and placed it on the floor  we had a warm morning talk/ breakfast

Not like last night's blazing date.

"So any plans Connor?"

His mother asked before placing her fork down

"Just work"

He replied, shrugging his shoulders, I placed some cut up strawberries into his plate and gave him a small smile, acting of course, I wanted to stab him with my fork.

"Great, no plans"

He looked up at her with a bored expression, same old one and shook his head.

"Mom i-"

"No.I'm only staying here for a short amount of time and i want to enjoy it with you guys"

She said gesturing toward's the both of us.

"You know i can't just drop work"

He said putting his fork down and looking straight into his mother's eyes.

"Well i can and i dropped it for you.. and when i go back it's going to be alright and you can do the same"

"What if i didn't want to?"

A short staring contest was held after Connor said that, him and his mother were having an intense round but eventually connor's eyes dropped to the floor and took a breath in, letting it out in a heavy sigh,i'm pretty sure he didn't want to surrender but he forced himself to.

"I'm sure we can drop some work for a while, connor"

I said holding his hand and rubbing my thumb over his, kind of easing down the tension that got built in the room

"Okay, Mom"

She smiled in victory and went back to eating her fruit salad, the rest of breakfast was quiet, me and Connor just kept acting in love until it was time to leave, he got up and walked infront of me while I was struggling with the backpack, it was killing my shoulders.

"Is it that heavy?"

Connor asked after he looked back at me, probably wondering why i took so long.

"Um- a little"

He nodded and took it from me, holding it with ease..now..I was not a ..twink, no..I was avergae height, he was just a few inches taller than me but..physical things aren't really my thing and my noodle arms were not helping much with that, after we said goodbye to his mother and closer the door, he turned to me and threw the bag at me I held it as it hit my chest and huffed, watching him walk to his car.