I wonder why I don't know why

I'm lying here in the dark and it's 2am

I can't see my hands but I see everything

I can't sleep and the night is calling out to me

It tells me to come to her and forget the sting of the overly bright lights

I wonder how much it would take to gather the courage

To let go of the promise of salvation

I wonder just how much more courage it would take

To hold the hope of life close to my chest

Even when it burns my flesh to the bone

I wonder what these people would think

If I just turned and left without a single goodbye

They'll think I was weak and I was insane

But maybe I was just too tired to keep running

Maybe I'm just too tired to keep lying

There's a war in my head and I can't end it

They say talking will help but they don't get it

Maybe I'm just too tired to keep trying

Maybe I'm just too tired to keep crying

It scares me sometimes when I look in the mirror

Why are her eyes so, so empty?

I can't believe what happened to her

How did she ever end up like this?

I'm the ghost of a girl who once loved the world

Maybe I'm just too tired to keep reminiscing

Maybe I'm just too tired to keep caring

I don't know who I was anymore

I don't know why I still breathe anymore...