Chapter One Hundred Fifty Eight +Nine|M|

Hello everyone. Sorry for making you wait so long for these two chapters. The end of last year was rough for me mentally. I finally got enough time to finish these two charters for you. I hope you enjoy them. I hope everyone had a great holiday season and a happy new year. Thank you for still supporting this book ♥️♥️♥️

When we left my home town it was a rainy day. I had asked Ba Wei to just take the train back but he insisted we fly. It wasn't like I had never been on a plane before I just didn't want to spend much money. I still was cut off by my father and although I had plenty money I would rather not spend it unnecessarily .

We had just landed when Ba Wei started acting strange. As soon as we walked off the plane Ba Wei got a phone call. He answered it as we walked but he didn't say anything. I was going to ask what the call was about but when he hung up he seemed to be in a bad mood. He was quiet the entire time after that, even when we got in the car with Kang Wu.

"How was your flight?"

"It was fine," Ba Wei said.

"Father wishes to see you so I'll drop off Ji Nan first."

"Why can't I join," I asked confused.

"Well," Kang Wu looked at me from the rear view mirror, "it's not a family call."

I looked at Ba Wei and just looking at him I knew that this meeting wasn't something he wanted to go to. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it a bit. He glanced at me and flashes me a sly smile.

"Can the meeting wait like an hour," Ba Wei asked?

"I supposed it can. Have something to do?"

"Yeah. Gotta take care of something first."

Kang Wu just nodded, and the rest of the drive was silent. I just stared out the window wondering how my life would play out. It just seemed like everything was going left more and more. Maybe it was karma for all the bad things I had done in my youth. If I could go back I would, but I doubt it would change anything. I was still a terrible person.

I still dragged the people I love into the trouble I cause. Who could blame my father for being so strict. He could be dying yet he still tried his best to find information on my mom. Find information on the woman who hurt him so deeply. Why am I so selfish to not see that my father is trying?

"The meeting tonight, is it about the issue I was called about," Ba Wei asked Kang Wu pulling me out of my thought?

"Yeah. It's getting really bad. Father is worried it's going to be me up causing him to make an appearance."

"What's really bad," I asked?

"Nothing. Don't worry about it," Ba Wei quickly said.

"No. I want to know about it."

"Ji nan."

"Tell me."

Ba Wei let out a sigh, "not right now okay."

"Why not?"

He looked over at me but didn't say anything. In fact for the rest of the drive to my house he was silent. When Kang Wu stopped the car I quickly got out without saying a word. Ba Wei was about to get out also but I slammed the door in his face. I turned and walked toward my apartment building. I didn't look back as I heard the card door close. I was too mad to even care. If he didn't want to tell me what was happening then fine. I won't ask about it, I'm fact I won't even speak to him at all.

When I reached my apartment door I opened it and sat my bag down on the floor. I was about to close the door when Ba Wei pushed his way inside. I let out a sigh and slipped out of my shoes. I was about to walk away but he grabbed my arm.

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

I didn't say anything and just snatched my arm away. I started to walk away when he grabbed it again, and this time he had a firmer grip. No matter how much I struggled I couldn't pull my arm free.

Through clenched teeth I said, "let go of my arm."

"No. Tell me why you're mad."

"I'm not."

"Bullshit. You slam the car door in my face and then try to lock me out. What's the issue."

"I don't know. Maybe I'm mad because I asked you a question and you didn't answer it Ba Wei."

He let go of my arm, "are you really starting an argument over that?"

"I didn't start anything. You could've went to your little meeting and we wouldn't be arguing right now."

"I pushed the meeting back an hour so I can be with you."

"Just answer my question then. If you're not going to then just go to your meeting."

He stared at me for a second before he walked over to me. Before I could react he pressed his lips again mine. I let out a whine but it was swallowed as he forced his tongue into my mouth. After fully taking my breath away he pulled back.

He laid his forehead against mine, "stop being a brat and let me enjoy the time with you."

"You're talking like you won't see me for a while."

He pulled away and walked over to the couch without saying a word. Confused I followed him. I sat beside him and studied his face.

"Wait, are you leaving?"

He sighed and laid his head back, "yeah probably. I didn't want to tell you until I know for sure."

"I-"

"The gangs in the city are fighting. It's getting really bad. My father has managed to stay out of the conflict but a dozen of our men were gunned down a few days ago. He has requested the best fighters to go try to calm the conflict. If we cannot my father will have to make an appearance."

"What does that mean?"

He looked over at me, "it means a lot of people are going to die. I didn't want to tell you this so you wouldn't worry." He reached out and touched my face, "you have enough going on."

I took a deep breath, " you can tell me anything. I would worry more if you disappeared without telling me."

Ba Wei let out a laugh, "where's all that anger you had for me a minute ago?"

I laughed, "gone. You gave me the answer I wanted."

He didn't say anything and just laughed. He looked at me for a sec before patting his thigh. At first I didn't know what he meant, but when it hit me my face turned bright red. He wanted me to sit on his lap. I was embarrassed but I still stood up and sat down in his lap.

As soon as I sat down his arms went around me. I didn't say anything and just leaned into his embrace. I couldn't tell what he was feeling at this moment but the feelings that were going through me confused me. On one hand I was happy because we were so close but at the same time I was terrified because he had to leave. What if he never came back? How would I function. He was the only thing I had left. He was the only thing keeping me going.

"Why are you crying," Ba Wei asked worriedly as he wiped a tear off my cheek.

"Uh," I sniffled, "I'm not."

"You are though. Why the sudden tears?"

I was silent for a moment before I whispered, "are you going to come back?"

"Of course I am. That's the one thing I'm going to make sure I do."

"What if you don't?"

"It'll be a cold day in hell then," he said with a chuckle. "I'm a hard person to kill. Even if I were to die. I doubt even death could keep me away from you."

"Did you practice that line," I sniffled out with a smile on my face?

He kisses my cheek, "do you think I did?"

I didn't say anything and just stared down at my fingers. I glanced up at him for a second before I started to move. Well tried to at least. As soon as I tried to get up he grabbed my waist keeping me in place.

"I'm not about to get up so let me move."

He looked at me with a distrusting look but still let me go. I got up and turned so I was facing him and sat back on top of him so that I was straddling him. His hands immediately went to my waist and I leaned forward and kisses him. I made sure it was a gentle yet deep one.

When our lips parted I whispered, "aren't you going to give me a gift before you leave?"

He kissed and sucked on my neck, "what do you want?"

"Make love to me."

"Gladly."

Chapter One Hundred Fifty-Nine

Kisses, that is what he showered onto my body. Our clothes had long been taken off, and our position had changed. I now lay under him at his full mercy. The feeling of his strong hands caressing my body sent shivers down my spine. The feeling of his tongue sliding across my skin made my penis stand tall and proud.

"You're so hard," Ba Wei said as his hand wrapped around my shaft.

He stroked it while he continued to kiss my neck. He kissed down my chest until he made it to one of my nipples. He sucked the small erect flesh into his mouth. I bit my lip keeping in the moan that wanted to escape.

He sucked on the small bud for a while before he went to the other. I was so focused on that sensation that I didn't feel him let go of my cock. I only noticed when I felt his hand going lower. I didn't get a chance to ask what he was doing before he inserted a finger into me.

I let out a soft moan as he inserted another right after. The burning sensation of him stretched the muscle wasn't uncomfortable anymore. To be honest it felt nice. He moved his fingers inside of me until they brushed against that spot inside that sent pleasure throughout my body.

"Ahh. Not there," was all I could say as I tried to pry his fingers out of me.

"Why should I," he asked as he pushed that spot again. "You like it here don't you."

I didn't say anything and just bit my lip to keep in the moans that wanted to come out. I closed my eyes and just focused on the pleasure and before I knew it I could that familiar pressure building up.

"Stop...Ah....I'm gonna"

He pulled his fingers out and before I could protest the emptiest he thrust deep into me causing the orgasm that I had been trying so hard to hold back to rush to the surface. String after string of come shot onto my bare chest as he thrusted into me over and over again. I push my hands against his waist trying to make him slow down but he only grabbed my hands.

"Slow down a bit," I said breathlessly.

He pinned my hands above my head, "why? You like it fast and deep don't you."

"Ahh. I do...I do, but I just came."

I opened my eyes and gazed up at him and as soon as we made eye contact he slowed his thrusting a bit. Each stroke was just at the right pace, and it hit that spot deep in me every time. I reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling his towards me and kissed him. Every moan that slipped through my lips was swallowed by the man on top of me. The sound of skin on skin, heavy breathing, and small moans echoed through the room.

when our lips parted I gripped the back of his hair, "fuck me harder."

He didn't say anything and just leaned up off me and grabbed my waist and pulled my body towards him. Each thrust hit that spot over and over again causing my eyes to roll back. I could feel my eyes tearing up as I felt that familiar pressure building deep with me. I grabbed his forearms and just as I did that he thrust into me hard causing me to let out a loud moan.

"Ba Wei," I said breathlessly.

As if he knew what I called him for he thrusted into me even harder. The pressure that had been building up for a while now finally escaped. I dug my nails into his forearm as I came hard as he kept thrusting into me. He kept fucking me until my hands fell from his arms. I lay limp on the couch as he kept thrusting into me. Every stroke had a bit a pain with it, but it felt good none the less. My body was shaking at this point as my cock spurted come over and over again. I couldn't stop. All I could do is lay there and let the man I love use me until he was satisfied.

"Shit,' he laid his body down on top of mine, "You feel so good."

I used the last of my strength to wrap my arms around him and whisper, "Fill me up."

His smashed his lips against mine and thrust two more times before I felt something warm shoot into me. Our lips parted and Ba Wei laid his full weight on top of me. We lay in silence for a few minutes just enjoying each other. I ran my fingers through his hair slowly, and was deep in thought before Ba Wei spoke.

"I wish I didn't have to go to that meeting."

"Me too."

"I don't want you to be alone right now," he whispered.

I kissed the top of his head, "don't worry about me."

"How can I not?"

"I'm tougher than I look. I'll be okay while you're gone."

"Hmm"

"Don't sulk."

"I'm not."

"You are," I said laughing. I ruffled his hair, "how about we take a shower, and get something to eat."

"I'd just had to leave right after."

"I know but at least we'd spend all of your time here together."

"En. Okay."

He got up off me and only then did I realize he was still inside me. Not having him in me left me feeling a bit empty but that was expected. I sat up and stretched a bit and tried to move my legs only to find them hard to move. Thinking about it, I was shaking a bit but I didn't think it would be an issue walking after all of that. Then again I did come multiple times. I glanced up at Ba Wei who had his back to me and called out to him. He looked back at me with a questioning stare.

"Um. Can you carry me. I can't really walk at the moment."

A smile spread across his handsome face, "of course."