Chapter One Hundred Ninety |M|

"Did you like the food," Ba Wei asked as he set the plates in the sink?

"Yeah, it was delicious. I can't believe you made all of that for me."

He smiled at me, "I can't believe I made all that too. I guess my mom helping was a good idea."

I let out a small chuckle and just stared at him for a few seconds. He had his sleeves rolled up as he washed the dishes. He looked so amazing, but maybe its just the mood in the air. It was comfortable, safe feeling even.

"I love you so much you know that," I said softly.

Ba Wei stopped his movements and looked back at me, "I love you more."

"I doubt it."

I watched as he finished the dishes and pulled his sleeves back down. When he turned around our eyes met and for once I didn't break it. He walked over to me and before I could even react his lips were on mine.

All our kisses before felt nothing like this one. Our lips spoke a silent promise to one another. A promise that only we could understand. It had been so long since I felt safe, since I felt wanted. The hands that roamed my body and the lips that kissed mine hungrily is the person that made me feel all of those things. Safety, that's what I felt in his arms.

He pulled out the kiss, "why don't we make our way to the bed."

I smirked, "how about we race."

I didn't give him the chance to say anything and pushed him out the way. I broke out into a full sprint almost falling as I turned to climb the stairs. I could hear him running behind me and I let that motivate me. As I dashed through the already open door to his floor I felt arms wrap around me and lift me off the floor.

I let out a laugh, "put me down. You cheated."

He kissed my neck, "how? You're just too slow babe."

I thought he would put me down but he carried me all the way to the bedroom; sitting me down on the bed softly. I turned around to see him standing over me staring down at me. I reached out and pulled at the end of his shirt.

"Take it off."

"Bossy aren't we," he said as he pulled the shirt over his head.

I ran my hand over his scar covered body stopping at the waistband of his pants and underwear. I glanced up at him as I put my fingers in and slide them down. His hard dick sprung out slapping against his stomach. I took it in my hands and kissed it before I took the head into my mouth. He put his hand on my head pushing it slightly, and who was I to say no.

I took a deep breath and took him into my throat. I heard him grunt and I couldn't help but be proud of myself. I pulled back and sucked it a few times before I pulled it out of my mouth and slapped it on my tongue. I looked him in the eyes as I did this and a smile spread across his face. He pushed me back on the bed and I watched as he stepped out of his pants and underwear leaving him fully naked.

"Take them off."

His voice was cold, and It turned me on even more. I quickly removed my shirt and removed my pants and underwear. I wanted so bad to cover myself from his gaze but I wanted him to see me like this. I wanted him to see exactly what he did to me. He climbed into the bed settling on top of me in-between my legs. He was pressed against me, and I mean every part. He was propped up on his hands looking down at me.

"God you're so beautiful." My face turned bright red almost immediately, and he just chuckled. "Can't believe your sexy ass is mine."

I didn't know what to say since this was the first time he had said something like this. I took a few seconds to think and just decided to kiss him. It was a quick one, and when our eyes locked I saw a familiar spark in them. Before I could say anything his lips were already on mine. He flicked his tongue against my lips asking for permission which I gladly gave. I let him take control immediately, and he seemed to like that. I was so focused on the kiss I didn't notice one of his  hands sliding down my body until he grabbed my hard dick. I pulled out the kiss panting and a smile spread across his face as he began to stroke.

I arched my back and let out line of small moans. I had jacked off thinking about him multiple times, but nothing beats the real thing. His pace was fast and if he kept going like this I would come soon. I reached down and grabbed his wrist trying to stop him, but he didn't.

"Ba Wei," I said breathlessly. He didn't respond and tightened his grip pulling a whine out of me. "W-wait." Still nothing from him, and I could feel my orgasm coming. "B-baby." I was trying so hard to keep from coming. "p-please."

He leaned down to my pleasure stricken face with a smile, "come for me."

I arched my back and did just that. I shot line after line onto my stomach while looking into his eyes. He stroked me though my orgasm leaving me a shaking mess underneath him. I watched with low eyes as he licked his fingers. A smile on his face the entire time.

"Sweet."

I used what little strength I had left and pulled him down and kissed him. When I pulled back I bit his bottom lip, "I want you."  I reached down and grabbed his hard dick, "Inside."

"fuck."

That was all he said before he put one of my legs on his shoulder and I felt him line himself up to enter me. I didn't get time to breath before he pushed inside of me. I gasped as he bottomed out in me. Not even a second passed before he slowly slide out and thrust back in so hard I heard the bed move bit. I arched my back as he hit my spot over again.

"Fuck," I gripped the sheets, "right there."

I didn't know what to focus on, him or the pleasure. I opened my closed eyes only for tears to feel them as a second orgasm rocked my body. I was fully crying at this point, but I didn't want him to stop. I wanted to feel all of him....all of his love. I was breathing heavy trying to keep my voice in when he pulled out.

"Wha-"

I was cut off by him turning me over so I was on my hands and knees. We hadn't done doggy, so I know my face was an ungodly shade of red. He pushed back in, and shudders erupted through my body,

"So deep," I said breathlessly.

He put his hands on my hips and thrust into me. My eyes rolled in the back of my head from the pleasure. Every thrust hit deeper than the last, and the sounds made my dick even harder. The room was filled with skin slapping skin, and my moans.

"mmm, Ba Wei."

He leaned down pressing his chest to my back, "yeah baby."

"I feel you so deep inside." He didn't say anything, and just pulled me up with him when he got up. I grabbed his hand in a daze and placed it on my stomach. "You're up to here."

"You're so-"

He cut himself off by thrusting hard into me causing me to let out a strained moan. He did it against and my vision went white for a second as my entire body started to shudder.

"Ba Wei," I cried out. "I'm scared."

He kept thrusting into me, "Im right here." He kissed my shoulder, then my neck as he sped up his pace. He wrapped his hand around my neck and kissed the side of my face.

"Fuck I'm about to come."

I reached up and grabbed his hand pulling it up to my mouth. I stuck his fingers in my mouth and started sucking. "Inside," I slurred out.

He thrust into a few more times before I felt something warm shoot inside of me. He moaned into my ear as he slowly thrust milking himself inside of me. He slowly unwrapped his arms from around me, and I fell forward into the bed.

He flopped down next to me both of us breathing hard. I could feel something running down my legs and I knew what it was. I wanted to be in his arms but I had no energy left. As if he heard my thoughts Ba Wei reached out and pulled me into his body. He kissed my shoulder and snuggled into my neck. He's too cute.

I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers. I pulled it up to my lips and kissed it. He was about to ask him something when I noticed how even his breathing was. He was asleep. I smiled softly and reached out and grabbed the blanket that lay onto of the covers. I spread it over us and snuggled into my spot in his arms.

"Perfect," I said quietly before drifting off to sleep.