chapter 11

Smitha and Roshni both have decided to meet in a coffee shop which is at a centre place  of their houses. Both have decided to meet by 11am in the morning. Smitha have reached the coffeeshop before 11am and has been preparing herself how to express her feelings to roshni, exactly by 11am Roshni reached the coffee shop.. Roshni : Hello Smitha ji kaise ho? Smitha : I'm fine roshini ji aap kaise ho? Roshni : I'm doing great, aur sab kuch tikh. As roshini wanted to start the conversation! Smitha : Haan tikh hain ! Roshni : I don't think so! Smitha : matlab!! Roshni : matlab yahi ki hum dono tikh nahi hain!!!!! Smitha : I think so!! Roshni : Yeh aapko bhi pata hain na! Hum dono bas jeere tho jeerein i know what you are feeling and i want to discuss this with you in person that's the reason I've decided to meet you. Smitha in her thoughts : Roshni kya itni seriously bolri does she has any feelings for me Or not? Or am I forcing her at the moment!!! Roshini : Smitha ji Smitha ji, Smitha got back to her senses and said I'm listening to you. Smitha ji i know from the beginning you've been very caring, very friendly, pehle se you have taken intiative to continue the bond which we both are sharing together. And when you have brought gajjar ka halwa it shows that how much you are care for me, how much you care my likes. And everyday like subah subah good morning message bhejana, raat mein agar mein thak ja ke message ka reply na du tho bhi you have never ever taken your step back you have always shown me that how caring you are for me. I feel like I'm the luckiest girl on the planet right now. Pehle mujhe yeh nahi patatha ki aap itne care karte ho, aap itna like karte ho, aur aap mujhe itna!!! And stopped, Smitha looked Roshni and confused but still she is listening to roshni very carefully. Agar to be very honest bole jaayein you were the one have been pushing our relationship from the past four months mein jitna bhi busy rahu, ya aapke message ka na du, ya aapke call ka kabhi answer na du tho bhi aap never ever complained and you have just being very patient with me and you are very caring for me. Smitha : Ok Roshni let's put aside "ji" Pehle ok. And I hope that you have understood what I'm going through and why I've meet you in person to discuss about it and i want really some answers for my questions jo mujhe 4mahino se khayi jaari, I'm not being to myself from the last four months, I'm not being me, I'm not being happy like I used to be, bas jo Smitha jo ab dikhri woh Smitha mein kabhi thi hi nahi!!!! Roshni : Haan I've observed it and i want to talk to you about it too. Smitha : pehle mein jo bhi bolna chahri mein boldungi, tumhara reaction jaise bhi ho mujhe baad mein batadena tikh hain. Roshni : ok!!! Smitha : Roshni I don't want to be all my life in the phase which I'm going through from the past four months , I've been just not me, I'm not being myself anymore, and I've figured why? Because of you, the first time when I've met you that day my hands are little shivering and  when shook your hand my hands which are shivering has stopped. And that moment I don't know what happend to me, I don't even remember why I've took your number at the very first glimpse! But now I know why I've took your number, I know that I used to be very smart, active, very easy going, very very confident, but when ive met you ive became a person whom ive never ever seen till now! And ive kept in touch with you every other day even though if you haven't responded back to me. And I've cooked your favorite dish that's because I want to let you know that I do care about your likes and wanted to care for you more and more. Roshni ill tell you why ive become this person. Roshni : tell me I'm listeningSmitha : mein jo bhi bolu it's my heartful intention, If you doesnt like what ever I'm saying , let's just not break the friendship bond among us ok. Roshni : Smitha tum bolo tho sahi! Smitha : now Smitha got a little confidence that Roshni addressing her as Smitha, Smitha thought it might be a sign for her to tell Roshni the truth. Smitha had a glass full of water and said Ok Roshni the thing is" I'm falling in love ❤❤ with you " And i dont know why I'm being this kinda person, the moment when you've entered into my life, Ive gone crazy for you, I so literally wanted to meet you everyday, spend Max amount of time with you, I I don't know why but if I won't say the truth to you then I must live a lie full of life which is not been happening with me jitna bhi koshish karu merese nahi hora woh jhoot wala zindagi jeena, I'm fed up with that life. Now I'm free from my feelings, from my thoughts and from everything that's been killing me from the past four months.... Yeh tum meri taraf se proposal bhi maan sakthiRoshni sighed and said : Smitha give me your hands, Smitha doubtfully given her hands, Roshni hold Smitha hands and Said " The moment ive met you I have become crazy for you, I know that you have felt nervous when you met me for the first time regarding ishaan joining the school, then first I need to calm you first and when you took my number I didn't guessed you will keep in touch with me every other day, but the next day when you came to school that day ive wantedly met you in the corridor by tapping your back and i want to spend some time so ive shown you around the school and I've seen what you really are(not much lekin thodi bahut tho jaan li) And when you have brought me my favorite dish to school Im like awwww and said you myself that " I love you so much Smitha " Smitha is in complete shock with Roshni gesture of expressing her love to her....... So Smitha I'm Roshni and I'm in love with a women who is crazy about me right here right now and I am crazy you and, i know that our life's are not going to be that easy in the coming future... Let's face our life together, so Smitha " Will you travel with me in this lifetime together?? " Smitha hold the arms of Roshni said " Yes Roshni"..  And Smitha I'll accept your proposal with all my heart 💕❤Both had ordered cold coffee had some more chat and got out of the house to leave. Roshni understood Smitha intention and given her a warm hug and whispered " I love you Smitha " And i dont wanna leave you lekin jaana padega, leta take one step at a time ok. Smitha hugged Roshni back and said " Today is the biggest day of my life, and I'm so relieved from all my questions, ive got all my answers, today I can sleep peacefully dear " . Both left each other with a heaviness filled in their hearts ❤💞❤💞.... From now on how Roshni and Smitha will spend time with each other do they hide from people ? Or they live carefreely? How Smitha is going to handle neel kids, and Roshni at a time? Is Smitha and Roshni bond will move forward happily? I'll will reveal all the things in the coming parts, readers the coming parts will be much excited parts with a lot love, care and many more emotions .. do follow my page, do like my story if you really like it and do review it....