chapter 14

Roshni have reached her home with in ten minutes and informed Smitha, both Roshni and Smitha hearts are filled with tears both of them is feeling broken once they left apart. Smitha said Roshni Im unable to stay away from you, it's becoming difficult yar i know that we both are at a very first phase of our relationship but still I want you so so so much. Roshni replied mujhse bhi nahi hora Smitha mujhe tumhaari jitna pyar karne wali milegi kehke I've never ever imagined dear. I love you so much and i want to keep you always happy, I want you to be my best companion in this lifetime my dear 💕 .. Smitha kept quite Roshni asked Smitha Smitha are you there ? Haan Roshni felt the silence and sensed Smitha is in tears, my smithu meri baby my heart ❤ my love my life abhi itna saara pyar mujhe abhi se karegi toh abhi ane waalein dino kya mujhe aur pyar degi ki nahi! Smitha changed her mood and said Roshni that mein tumhe din ba din bahut yani bahut pyar karti hu, you are like a lifeline to me, you are my breathe my love. Ab agayi tu sahi track aise mu lataka ke mat bhait meri baby please, ok Smitha, ok my love ? ok Roshni there is a knock on the door lagta hain neel aur bachein wapas agaye honge, I'll ping after sometime and said bye.. By opening the door ishaan and maira hugged Smitha and neel hugged Smitha too. Ishaan aur maira dedh sari baatein bol rahe the and the clock ticks 10pm Smitha bachon ko suladi aur neel have taken bath and slept, Smitha got into the bedroom and slept beside to neel, neel turned and hugged Smitha, Smitha is not feeling so good but dil ko kehthi rahi ki abhi i can't any step further, so i need to be patient, I've treat my self as a lovable wife when it comes to neel.... Smitha was unable to sleep, She got out of the bedroom, closed the bedroom door and sat on the couch which was in living room had some water ... And Smitha had thoughts of the whole day which she had spent with Roshni. Smitha took her phone and thought of keeping a message to roshini and looked at the time it's 11:30pm , thought Roshni might be sleeping , Smitha was disturbed with Roshni thoughts and by 12pm finally she have sent a watsapp message to roshini that. "Hey my love jitna bhi sone ki koshish karu mujhe neend nahi ah ra, tumhara hassi, tumhara breathe, tumhaari adayein, tumhara physique, tumhara body language, everything is dragging me towards you! Ab kya karu roshni help me out yar, sar phata jaara mera, paagal ho jaungi mein.. But there is no reply from Roshni, Smitha have listened many love songs and sunnthe sunnthe she slept by 2am. Again her morning alaram beep by 6am  Smitha got up have fresh en up and had strong coffee and have prepared breakfast and prepared lunch, and packed lunch for both ishaan and neel, by 7am Smitha woke up kids as well as neel, Smitha made kids bath and feed breakfast and Smitha served breakfast to neel, all of the three left by 8am. Smitha started cleaning up the things that kids have messed up, after sorting everything Smitha have took bath prayed God... And thought of keeping herself busy till maira reaches as maira comes back home from school by 1pm.so Smitha have done groceries shopping got back home sorted them and swit h on the music system and enjoyed the songs for a while, itne mein maira school se wapas ah gayi, Smitha got busy with maira and haven't checked her mobile.. After maira slept Smitha had her lunch and thought taking a power nap.. Smitha got onto the bed and checked notifications in her phone, there are so many messages from Roshni. Smitha opened her watsapp and checked the messages from Roshni. Hey meri dil ki dhadkan I've seen your messages today in the morning but time nahi mila tha yar reply dene keliye tho mein abhi front office se meri mobile leke I'm sending you the replies. Kal mein chain ki neend sopayi bahut saalon ke baad aur woh bhi sirf aur sirf tum hari wajah se thank you so much my smithu. And I'm sorry for disturbing your sleep 😴. Tu meri dil ki dhadkan ho Smitha, I love you like anything, har din, har pal, har ghadi mein sirf sirf tumharein sath zindagi bitani chahri, ab na take rest ok do pahar mein sojao, aaj shaam mein by 6pm I'll call you ok my love..... By looking at the messages Smitha was in awwwwww Roshni loves me so much mein jitna usse chahri woh bhi mujhe utna hi chahri lucky me ,roshni ke baatein mein sochte sochte Smitha sogayi she just had a power nap and Smitha woke up by 4pm and ishaan keliye khana prepare karke maira ko utadi and feed snacks and fruits to maira, ishaan got back home, ishaan ko nehlake Smitha ishaan ko bhi khilake homework wagaira puri karayi by 6pm Smitha sorted everything and is been waiting for the call from Roshni. As promised Roshni called Smitha by 6pm, hey love kaisi ho? Bilkul bhi time nahi hain tumhari love! Kya hua Smitha? Teri yaadein khayi jaari mujhe, kitna distract karne ki koshish karu tum utna hi yaad ah jaarein yaar. Awwwwwy baby smithu, sabr kar let's meet soon ok. Mujhse raha nahi jayega ab roshini just send me your address now, ab kyun ? Bas bhej boli na bhej de, ok meri maa be cool I'm sending it to you now.. With in less than 15minutes Smitha has reached Roshni flat, by the knock on the door Roshni opened the door and have seen Smitha and asked her to get inside.. Roshni closed the door and seen Smitha staring at her, Roshni asked " Kya hua meri smithu ko??? Smitha just rushed to Roshni and hugged her so tight and haven't uttered a single word, after ten minutes both have got seperated and Smitha had a glass of water, even though she is unable to speak to Roshni, Roshni moved beside to Smitha and held her arms and rubbed them, Smitha kept her head on Roshni shoulders and asked " Tum kyun meri zindagi mein pehle kyun nahi ayi? Pehle kyun mujhe nahi dhiki? And tears are rolling in Smitha eyes, Roshni held her face and said " My love i love you like crazily, I so want to hug you, kiss you, and and do many more things with you by my side, but hum dono ki zindagi thoda different especially tumhara kyunki you are handling two kids who are very small, handling a house and especially handling a husband and he is very generous and very good human being, aur I know that every night when neel comes close to you you might be moving away I guess, with those Smitha looked into Roshni eyes and hold her hands, I know tu kitni pain mein jeeri, tujhe meri kitni zarurat hogi har din har pal, lekin him dono helpless hain, jo bhi karein it will effect everyone Smitha, and i can't loose you, you are my life, iss zindagi mein mujhe aur koi bhi nahi chahiye, tumaharein bachein ko mein apnalungi, dedh saara pyaar dungi yar, aur meri love tumhe toh and grabbed Smitha onto her and kissed her for a while.. After a while Smitha got up and roshini just said " Ab jao bachein tera wait kar re honge, Smitha reached the door and again got back and hugged Roshni so tight, said I love you and left. After reaching home Smitha left a message to Roshni that she has reached home very safely and kids are all fine. By night Smitha and Roshni chat for a while and slept... My lovely readers do follow my page, do like my story if you genuinely like it and do review it.....