chapter 16

Smitha's behavior is becoming odd and is been observed by neel, but he thought she need to take a break as she is been struggling with kids, myself, home everything in a one go. Smitha on the other side one thing is crushing her heart ❤ that she is becoming guilty of her actions, she is like Unwantedly back stabbing neel!!!!! Mean while atleast to open herself a little and make the pain of her heart a little Smitha said neel that Roshni and herself became and good friends neel replied good for you ab toh tum kuch naye logon se mil rahi ho, good good bola. Saturday morning Smitha woke up and sent a message a Roshni " Hey my love good morning, how are you? Stomach pain kam hua ki nai My love ? Agar kam nahi hua toh bhejhijak se bol dena mujhe?? And smitha haven't waited for a reply from Roshni as she has rush to the kitchen prepare breakfast and lunch and bachon ko tayar karna aur school bhejana, by 9am bachon ke sath sath neel bhi nikal gaya, Smitha sorted the house and make it very neat and clean. while having breakfast Smitha has checked her phone and have seen messages from Roshni. " Hey my love smithu, mein bahut behthar feel kar rahi hu aur toh aur tere hath ka banaya hua pudhina paratha bhi khali aur, I've observed you've kept kadai panner in the fridge and also prepared naan making dough so that i can prepare my dinner when I got back home right!! I love you so much meri jaan mere liye itna kuch kar ri ho aur mein tumhare liye kuch bhi nahi kar ri!!!.... Smitha replied by knowing that Roshni will check her messages later.. "Dekh Roshni tumhare liye mein jo bhi karu woh mujhe bahut yani bahut kushi deta hain, aur toh aur tu mujhe bahut pyar karti hain aur yeh baat mujhe bhi pata hain, tu thodi na wantedly kar rahi ho kuch bhi , teri job profile aisa hain and you are giving me the time you can my dear, jab sahi waqt aye tab mujhe care aur time de dena ok. Saturday went well for both Smitha and Roshni, Smitha and Roshni spending more time only on phone cause it is the only source of communication which they had. On Sunday morning Smitha fatafat kaam niptake , Smitha assured that neel and kids won't woke up till 8:30am as it's Sunday  and Smitha rushed to Roshni home and hitting the bell 🔔 hard, Roshni in sleepy eyes opened the door and have seen Smith at the door " Yar Smitha itni subha chal aja andhar, Smitha brought a basket full of food to Roshni and asked Roshni to sit close to her, roshni said give me two minutes and she got all fresh en up and sat beside to Smitha, yar kya hua itni subha agayi? Is everything ok ? kuch nahi yar tumhe dekhne ka mann kar ra tho agayi aur tumhe khane keliye kuch banake lekar agayi, yar Smitha phirse mere liye itna kyun kar ri yar? Smitha pulled Roshni close kissed on her lips and said " Tum meri ho, aur mein tumhare liye kuch bhi karu uss se mujhe behad kushi miljati hain, Roshni hugged Smitha and doesn't want her to leave, but Smitha said abhi jaana hoga, kuch der rukh na Smitha, nahi yar abhi jati hu, will be spending much more time with you very soon and Smitha haven't turned back and left... Roshni have checked the basket 🧺 as the basket is filled with cold coffee, breakfast, lunch, butter naan and it would be more than enough for her for the whole day . Toshini to herself yar Smitha I'm so lucky to have you in my life. I'm going crazy for you each and everyday my love and ill make you happy each and everyday that we spent together... Roshini come out of her thoughts when she heard a notification from Smitha, "Love I've reached home and I'll keep in touch ok abhi bachein utjarein aur neel bhi". Roshini replied " Ok jaan take care", And she also thought of not to send any message as neel would be around.... Smitha has been busy the whole day around kids and neel, whenever neel tried to be intimidate with Smitha, Smitha has moved away, by evening neel and smitha took kids to the park which is near by to their home. And got back to home around 7pm and smitha made kids bath and feed dinner too, neel and smitha had dinner together, neel entered the room and said " Bachein sogayein smitha my darling , as Smitha is applying body lotion neel hold Smitha from her back and took some lotion into his hand started applying to Smitha hand and then onto her neck and when neel started to move his hand any further Smitha stood up, neel held her hand and said kya hua Smitha aise khadi kyun hogayi? Smitha replied nothing neel bas kuch bhi toh nahi, I'm getting sleep kindly switch of the light neel, but gone close to smitha and asked I've been watching from the past few weeks you are behaving like you are living in a world of strangers , I won't say you are not taking care of us, upu do take care of us but the thing is you are not being to yourself lately and we've been living our life just for living purpose that's it, I feel like there is so much gap is been filling in our relationship 💏, we've been away from each other and we are not being any intimidate too. Smitha sighed and said "neel I'm getting tired with work and with kids and with everything as you knew very well, so you can't give any time to me now? I didnt say that neel", neel got angry and just slept by taking other side of the bed, Smitha is in all tears and started to think " Mein yeh kya kari? neel ko dhoka deri, upar se naatak wali zindagi jeeri, kisi se bhi honest nahi reheri, hey bhagwaan mein yeh kar ri? Show me a ray of hope please and had tears and slept very late".The next day on monday morning Smitha woke up by 7:30am and looking at the time Smitha rushed to the kit hen and have sen everything is sorted and kids are ready and started to finish their breakfast too. By 8am kids said bye, and neel haven't uttered a single word to Smitha. After everyone left Smitha got fresh en up and had strong cup of coffee and took her phone and have seen Roshni mesages, but Smitha opened neel chat history and kept a message, " I'm sorry neel" . Smitha replied to Roshni message "hi dear and good morning, have a good day".. The whole day was very disturbed to Smitha by 1pm Smitha pick maira and made her bath and then feed her and slept along with maira, by evening ishaan got back home from school by 5pm .. Smitha got busy with the kids and she is so wants to keep herself busy, many things are killing her and crushing her heart... Roshni got back home and have seen there are no messages from Smitha, worried Roshni called Smitha, Smitha answered the call "hi Roshni kaisi ho yar ab? Yeh baat mein tumhe puchna chahri, kya tum tikh ho? Is everything ok with you? Smitha said haan Roshni I'm fine just feeling a little tired yar, toh itna saara kaam jo karti tired tho hogi na!!! Aisa nahi hain yar, tho phir kya hain? Tu kuch batana chahri kya mujhe? Kuch bhi nahi yar Roshni, bas mujhse baat karte rehna it will be how I can be relaxed, Roshni spoke to Smitha for half an hour, itne mein maira started crying, Smitha said I'll call you later Roshni hang up the call. The whole week smitha and Roshni got very less time as smitha was cursing her for hurting neel, and on the other side Roshni was being very busy with the school work, Roshni observed smitha the whole week and got worried about her. On Thursday night neel forced Smitha to have sex, actually it's his right on Smitha , but Smitha not feeling good, she haven't said anything about roshini to neel but khud ko khoste huye Smitha had sex with neel,after the horrible moments (which used to be very memorable one now became a nightmare to Smitha!!!). Smithw had cried the whole night and cursed herself alot for not being honest with neel. On Friday morning neel said " Smitha I'm going for audit review to other place, so I'll leave kids at my mom's place and I'll pick them up on Sunday and we all will rewch home by night, and i want you to be stress free and ok and hugged Smitha and left.. By evening neel took kids and went to his mom place and left them over there. Mean while Smitha from morning cursing her with the thoughts which she is been living with!! Smitha called Roshni by 6pm . Hi Roshni , hey hi my baby kaisi hi ab? Ya I'm fine, tum kya kar ri ab Roshni ab? Kuch bhi toh nahi yar, just come to my home right now. Hey Smitha is all ok with you? Yar Roshni mein tikh bas tu aja mere ghar please yar, acha tikh hain I'll reach your house within ten minutes ok. As promised Roshni reached Smitha house in ten minutes, Roshni knocked the door, Smitha opened the door, by looking at Smitha face Roshni said bh closing the door " Yar yeh ho kya gaya tumhe? Where is the spark in your face? Tu tikh nahi hain smithu, kya hua? Is anything you want to share with me?? Bolde meri jaan and hugged smitha, Smitha burst out on tears and unable to speak, Roshni sat with Smitha and haven't spoken a single word and let Smitha pain coming out all.... Smitha pehle face wash karle Tu, I'll prepare tea, mein banathi hu? Roshini kept her finger on Smitha mouth and said ek aur lafz bhi mein nahi sunungi, while Smitha got fresh en up, Roshni prepared tea and kept it on the table which is near the couch. Smitha had tea along with Roshni, after having tea roshini asked " What happened to you?? Koi kuch bola kya tumhe? Yeh unexpected invitation kyun?? " My lovely readers what is Smitha going through? How Roshni going to handle Smitha, how Smitha is going to handle neel? Will ve revealing  in the coming soon parts till then do like my story, do review it and do follow my page ......