chapter 19

The next day on Monday  Smitha got up and had woke up kids got them ready, she cooked breakfast, neel come to the dining table had breakfast along with the kids, while leaving to the office when neel hold smitha waist, smitha unintentionally pushed away neel hand very hard and said I'm sorry neel not now. Neel left in a shock, and angry filled heart, something is not sensing good to neel... Neel got to his office and sat on his chair  thinking what happened to smitha from the past couple of months is she is facing do much struggle? or she is becoming irritated, phele toh aisa nahi hua karti thi ab yeh ho kya gaya smitha ko, pichle kuch two hafthon se dekh rahan hu, smitha ko jab bhi mein paas jaane ki koshish karu smitha is going away from me, yeh sudden change kyun agaya smitha mein? Kya woh itna hectic feel kar ri kya bachon ko aur ghar sambhalte huye? Or she is in love with someone else mein yeh kya soche ja raha hu oaagalonnki tarah, smitha jaisi biwi milna toh i feel so lucky to have her in my life. And my kids are truly blessed to have smitha as their mother.. Mujhe abhi kuch sochna hi nahi, may be i need to give smitha some time, even I need to understand her woh itni saalon se khud ke liye time na dete huye saara time mujhe, bachein aur ghar ko hi deri, I need to give the time she deserves truly and got himself busy with the office work. On the other side smitha thought " Mein neel ke sat aise behave kar ri jaise ki he is a stranger to me!! Meri iss attitude ki wajah se Neel ke sath mein sakth pesha kar rahi hu, hey bhagwaan meri aisi attitude mere bachon pe mein na dikaun, neel kya samajhra hoga mere baareinein pata nahi mujhe, mein usse call bhi nahi kar sakthi, as he might be busy with his office work, raat tak wait karungi neel ane ke baad hopefully he will be all good. And jitna bhi sochu coming out to him this early would be a bad idea for now!!!! I need to stop thinking about things, which are stressing me right now, sochthe sochthe maira got back home and smitha  maira nahlake khilake suladi aur khud khali,after having lunch smitha made her head massage and thought of reading some book, book padthe padthe so bhi gayi .. By evening as usually ishaan got back home smitha bath him and feed him and look after his and maira academics and asked kids to play for sometime, then smitha took her mobile and have seen there are so many messages from roshini. Hi jaan, kaisi ho? Phirse sochri kya? I'm there for you don't think much jab ka jab dekhlenge abhi ke ab let's live the moment, I love you so much my love.. Smitha called roshini. Hey roshini hi love, kaisi ho smitha? Sab tikh? Kuch bhi tikh nahi hain roshini aaj subah when neel tried to pull my waist I've just held his hand and moved it away very abruptly!!! Roshini is getting angry as Smitha is all hers now! Smitha said roshini are you even listening? Roshini in angry filled heart said yes I'm listening, neel waisa karne ki koshish ki but I haven't given him a chance, roshini asked subah u haven't given him a chance raat mein kya karegi yar? Smitha was all in the silence, smitha neel ko jitna jaldi ho sake utna jaldi hum dono ke baatein mein batana hoga think twice ok. Smitha said coming out to him this early would show so much of effect on both of us yar, roshini in anger said agar baat aisi hain tho you need to spend the day and night with him Smitha! If he gets intimidate you need to keep quite and just have sex with him! Smitha was in shock with the answer of roshini, yeh kya boli jari Tu roshini? Mein kya boli jaari mein jo bhi bolri yeh sab facts hain, neel ko tu har baar ignore karsathi kya? Nahi na, neel agar puchega tho kya jawaab degi usse ki tu mujhse pyaar kar ri bolke batadegi kya? Nahi, toh how you are going to fix this issue Smitha, whatever you decide I'll be on your side, ab tak wohi karti rahi aur agey ane waalon dino mein bhi wohi karungi mein,  smitha mere baatein tujhe sakth sunnayi dega ab keliye lekin thande dhimak se soch ek baar ok bye for now  I need to prepare lesson plan for kids for tomorrow topic and hang up. Smitha was heart broken 💔 completely with roshini, with neel, yar merese hi aisa sab kuch hona tha kya? Please bhagwaan show me light pagal hojari mein. When smitha was in her deel thoughts neel got back home and behaved like everything is normal, he haven't shown any anger towards Smitha, while night Smitha got into the bedroom neek just hugged her and said I know love that you wanted to some time to yourself, tum itna sab kuch kari jaari hu mare liye aur ek mein jo upar se tumhe intimate hone keliye jabardasthi kar raha hu, ab se no more pressuring you, jab tumhara mann hoga toh tab hi karenge otherwise bas friends ki tarah ek dusre ka problems aur happiness dhare karenge jaan, Smitha slept in neel cuddle but had tears in her eyes, itna understanding husband ko dhoka deri mein, upar se roshini ko neel ke sath rehke dhoka deri. Bhagwaan yeh kya hojara mujhe, pata nahi mujhse agey ane waalein dino mein kya hoga lekin meri wajah no ones has to go through the worst bhagwaan this is only thing I want to ask you and slept.. Is Smitha is going to reveal her love news to neel? Is roshini going get more hurt is Smitha is getting close to neel? What is going to happen in Smitha life? What hurdles is going to pass in the coming life.. Will reveal in the coming parts reader's....