chapter 34

The next day in the morning Smitha had sent a message to roshini regarding the other night, and Smitha also messaged that she will talk to roshini in the evening, even roshini haven't disturbed Smitha as she know that Smitha is been in pain, and dont want to increase it either. Once kids left home, Smitha sat on a chair beside to the left hand side and slept for a while hile as she haven't slept the other night, the clock ticks 10am neel woke up and the hangover is been killing him, Smitha said " Neel abhi fresh hike ajao", after fresh 🍃💦 up neel got out of the bedroom, Smitha is waiting for neel, when Smitha seen neel coming out of the bedroom Smitha asked neek to sit at the dining table and handed him a cup of coffee ☕, after having strong coffee Smitha served breakfast and have given a headache tablet too".... Smitha asked neel to sit on the couch, as neel took a leave for one day, Smitha started talking " Kya hua neel tumhe? Aise kyun behave kar re? Yeh peeke ghar ko uss waqt mein ana, agar tumhe kuch hogaya toh what about our kids, atleast think about them? Yeh tum puchri ho kya mujhe! Tumhe mere baatein mein ya phir bachin ke baarein mein ab yaad aya kya? Yeh baatein tumhe roshini se pyaar karne ke baad yaad ah re kya? Smitha is all silent and said " Neel please try and understand me please ", neel replied you try and understand me damn it I love you crazily, and I can't loose you Smitha my love and hugged, Smitha is became helpless 😫😭, Smitha please dont leave me for anyone chahein woh ladka ho ya ladki mujhe kuch nahi pata please dont leave me. Smitha is all in tears and unable to talk to neel, neel kept on questioning Smitha " Why don't you just leave roshini and get back to me, let's live our lives like we both along with the kids used to live, just leave her Smitha just leave and raised his. Now Smitha said " Stop it neel, don't  say anything please just give me sometime I don't wanna talk about anything now, I just want sometime to think please try to understand, neel replied "tumhe uss roshini ko chodnekeliye utna sochna padta kya ? Ok fine I can't stand here,mujhse nahi hora Smitha,I'm going to my mom's home I'll get back by night till then you decide " Tumhe mere sath rehna hain ya phir uss roshini ke sath rehna!!?? " Neel left abruptly, Smitha became numb for a while and grabbed all her strength and sat at the window and thought alot and burning in pain "...... By evening Smitha just had tea ☕ , kids got back home Smitha made kids fresh and just feed them food. Again Smitha got back to bedroom and slept on the bed and sent a message to roshini " Neel is so angry on me and left to my mom in law home jaana, I don't know what to say aisa lagra ki jee kaise rahi hu, I don't want to live which is hurting everyone neel, you and kids pata nahi ki mein kya karu "...... Looking at the message " Roshini went directly to Smitha home, made a knock on the door, Smitha opened the door roshini is shocked to see Smitha, as Smitha eyes we're all red, and face is swollen a bit and thought Smitha might be crying from morning , ishaan and maira have seen roshini and roshini along with Smitha spent some time with kids but Smitha haven't uttered a single word. Roshini had switched on TV and have given some toys and asked kids to play, roshini held Smitha hand and went to bedroom roshini kept the door a little open, after entering into the room roshini hugged Smitha, Smitha cried alot, roshini haven't disturbed her as she want Smitha to relieve her pain through her tears. Smitha after a while washed her face and kept her head on roshini lap and said " Jaana yeh kya hojara yar? I thought neel would understand us but no, he want me to be with him jo ki mein abhi nahi karsakthi, abhi nahi kabhi bhi nahi karsakthi, mere kitna samjhane par bhi neel nahi samajhra yar, yesterday he got drunk and got back home by 2am in the midnight woh ek hi baat bole jaara ki I can't loose you Smitha bolke mein kya karu jaan" Roshini is caressing Smitha and said " Dekh Smitha we have already knew that we need go through some tough faces, abhi neel kal koi aur you need to give answers to them yar, jo bhi kar I'll be with you yar, kisina kisiko tho decision lena hoga abhi iss situation tumhe decision lena hain aur everything and everyone's life is in your one decision that you take!! " Smitha said " Whatever you are saying is not helping me in this situation, but ek baat tho thay hai  ki mujhe decision lena hain " ... Roshini looked at the time it's 7pm roshini held Smitha hands said soch samajhke decision lena, tumharein lifes se 3m4 lifes judi hain ab, and hugged and kissed Smitha , left Smitha home in a very pain, Smitha hard tears when roshini left her".Do follow my page and do support me, and do like my story my lovely reader's.....