chapter 6

Got back home smitha felt tired but feed both the kids and neel went his work place , after having lunch smitha asked kids to watch the tv for a while and lie on bed and closed her eyes but unable to sleep and thoughts of roshni has been coming into her brain!!!! " hey smitha how r u? I'm good roshni how are you? I'm doing great smitha? Today I felt something after you shook hands with me roshni! Oh really! I felt the same for you, what is this feeling I don't know roshni, jitna bhi tumhara thought bhulne ki koshish karu tum itna hi yaad ah jhaarein mujhe , ab kya karu mein roshni aise hi soch rhi rahungi tho pagal ho jaungi mein!!!!! Roshni grabbed smitha and kissed, mummy mummy utjao na, ishaan woke up smitha, smitha woke up and haven't seen roshni beside to her it's ishaan who is waking her up and it's" just a dream..." !!!!!!!! Smitha got up and washed her face  sat along with kids, and kept on questioning herself that what is happening to me? I haven't felt this kind of feeling before, what is wrong with me am I doing ok?? I can't think of her iam married and my husband loves me and I love him too, I has kids ishaan and maira is my world, my world is full of happiness but still why I'm craving for Roshni why???? Smitha yeh kya soche jari and keep on saying to her self "you were smart at handling situations very well ab khud ki situation hathon se nikal jaari hain khaske pakad le deel mat chod na!!! " And got back to her senses and played with kids ishaan and maira for sometime to get distracted from the thoughts of eishini which are killing her!!!! After playing with kids Smitha did household chores and everything, but somewhere in her heart, she is thinking about roshni...... By night after having dinner neel asked smitha smitha kahan kho gayi ho biwi ji?? Haan kuch nahi neel? Tu yahan mere pass ho magar tumhara dhyan tho kahin aur pe hain?? Baat kya hain smitha? Sab tikh?? Haan neel sab tikh hain woh na aaj thoda thak gayi hu mujhe need ah jara, tho phir sojao smitha kal subah baat kar lenge chintha mat karo tikh hain, sabki pareshaaniya khud ke upar utaleti ho, aur bewajah sochthi rehti ho, khud pe dhyan nahi rakhthi hpo, ab tho shanthi se sojao bachein bhi sogayein hain mein unpe nazar rakhleta hu, chalo ab sojao smitha.... Tikh hain neel so leti hu abhi, smitha to her self " Neel jaisa pati milna matlab mein bahut lucky hu, aur mein khamakha apna dhyan kahin bhadak deri, bewajah khayalon mein kho jaari, hey bhagwaan yeh kya ho jari mujhe? Mera pati hain do bachein hain? Aur mera saara dhyan kyun roshni ki aur kheenche jaari pata nahi chal ra, and slept.... Next day smitha woke up by 7am the alarm beeping continuously on the side table of the bed, she opened her eye and have seen the time it's 7am , my god I haven't prepared anything haven't boiled the milk, haven't prepared the breakfast, my god and rushed to the kitchen, neel have seen smitha and said hey wife why are you rushing to kitchen look we three have sat at the table, both kids hugged smitha " Mumma good morning " Smitha kissed them and said good morning kidos, yeh sab tum kyun banayein ho neel yeh breakfast aur sab kuch, aaj tumhara kaam bhadgaya meri wajah se I'm sorry, ab chup bhi karo Smitha har din humare liye tum itna kuch kar leti ho , aaj ek din mein yeh sab karne se koi aasman tho tutt nahi girega,brush karke breakfast karlo, aaj mein jaldi nikal leta hu office keliye, aur do pahar tak ghar ajaunga aaj ishaan ke school bhi jaana hain?? Kyun neel? Wohi uska books aur uniform lena hain, do pahar tak, tum theeno lunch karke ready hojao mera lunch hote hi lets go to school, ok neel and said bye to neel.... Now what Smitha will do, will she meet roshni again, or roshni would meet Smitha again? Or Smitha will take the first step towards roshni!? If Smitha meet roshni Do roshni would understand Smitha intentions of meeting her?? What's going to happen in the next part?? I'll write the next part of the story tomorrow readers.... Do follow my page, like my stories , and  review my stories so that I'll know my flaws tooo!!!!!!!!