chapter 8

Next day it's a big day for ishaan as it's his first day of school, Smitha is all worried but neel is making her cool by saying don't worry too much Smitha, ab tak tho ishaan school chala bhi gaya hoga khamakha pareshaan hojari tum, tum na ek kaam karo just call roshini mam. Neel acha nahi hoga unhe call karna pata nahi she might be bhay at school! Koi nahi if she is free then she will pick up if not drop her a message. I'm going to office don't worry about ishaan and apna dhyan rakhna, neel said bye to both maira and Smitha and left to office. Smitha took her phone to call roshini but her hands were shivering she couldn't hold the phone and kept it on the table, she got up and washed her face and hands and again sat on the table to call roshini but she is feeling like butterflies in her stomach, hey bhagwaan yeh kya hojara mujhe ek call hi toh karna hain mujhe, why am I becoming so much nervous? Mein pehle tho aisi nahi thi I use to be very confident ab kya hojara mujhe, why am I getting attracted to roshini??? God give me positive hope that mera dil aur dhimak roshini ke baatein mein na sochen  aur mein apne dil par puri tarah se kabu rakh paun.Finally grabbing all her confidence Smitha called roshni as the dial tone rings smitha's heart beat raises too, she is saying continuously to herself roshini dont pick the call don't pick the call, roshini haven't picked the call, half an hour passed Smitha sent a message to roshini. Hi roshini ji this is Smitha ishaan mother, I've called because mujhe yehi jaan na tha ki ishaan tikh tarah se school pahuncha ki nahi, that's it. Smitha haven't got any reply from roshini till evening. By 5:30pm ishaan got back home too and given so many hugs and kisses to smitha and said so many things, dedh saari baatein, Smitha was happy that ishaan has a nice time at school, Smitha feeded snacks and milk to both ishaan and maira as ishaan is busy with playing mihira and Smitha got busy in her household chores then her phone rangs. Smitha sees the screen and the call is from roshini again Smitha hands shivered to pick the call but she grabbed confidence and answered the call. Hi mam aapne call kiya tha subah? Haan ji meine call kiya tha? I've dropped you a message also, I've seen it mam ishaan bahut acha ladka hain aur zyada naughty bhi hain nahi, jo bhi work diye he has finished on time, and humara mobiles front office mein deni padtha hain subah and we will take them only in the evening, that's what I've missed your call ji. That fine roshni ji. Ok Smitha jiSmitha unknowingly spoke, how was your day roshini ji? Acha tha mam bas aaj tho kuch zyada concepts tho nahi batayi just basics ki brushing kari bas, ok roshini ji, you might be tired today? Haan Smitha ji bahut yani bahut tired hogayi mein? Today was hectic day but yeh mujhe aadat dal leni padegi ji, haan ji. Ok roshini jiein abhi rakhthi  hu aap na garma garam chai Pee lo aur garma garam pani se nahalo then you might feel relaxed, ya sure Smitha ji bye then, ok bye and both hang up the call. After the call Smitha got busy with kids and house hold chores itne mein neel ghar wapas agaya Smitha served dinner and kids slept and neel and Smitha headed to bed.. Neel tried to hug Smitha and talk but Smitha seemed confused, looking at her uninterested wife neel asked yeh ho kya gaya tumhe Smitha? Itna bhi kya soche jaari ho ki mein tumharein bagal mein so jaun aur tumhe itna bhi pata nahi chal ra, aur toh aur tumhara dhyan kahan rehta aaj kal? Smitha tried to convince neel but neel got a little disappointed and angry too. Neel turned to the other side of bed and turned the lamp of his beside table. After a while confirming Neel was in a deep sleep smitha got out of the bed and opened watsapp in her mobile. Smitha with shivering hands tried to start a conversation with roshni and gave seen the time it's 11pm in the night so Smitha dropped a message that " Roshni ji hi, hope you had your dinner on time and doing good, I know that how a teaching profession is, it's very tough to handle kids especially small kids thank you for being so patient with the kids, and said good night, as the message haven't received by roshni Smitha kept her mobile aside and closed her eyes.. After ten minutes Smitha got a notification and Smitha has seen it's a message from roshini her heart us jumping out of joy and opened the message..... Hello Smitha ji I'm fine and i had my dinner too, haan aaj hectic tha par koi nahi I'll get habituated very soon!!! Smitha is been smiling by looking athe messages from roshni, Smitha replied hey roshini ji ab tak soye nahi aap it's already 11:30pm and more over aapko bhi subah jaldi jaana hoga na! I'll sleep in a while Smitha ji and thank you so much for your concern on me, that's fine roshni ji, abhi na aap sojao I'll ping you tomorrow ji good night, ok Smitha ji good night. Smitha again for back to her bedroom , sat on the bed and kept looking at Neel, Smitha had tears I  her eyes!!! Yeh mein kya kar ri mera Neel tho mujhe itna chahtha hain aur mein khamakha meri dhyan roshni ke upar rakhri, kya mein Neel ko dhoka deri, nahi nahi nahi mujhe aise nahi karna i need come out of this mess which I'm literally so wantedly going into it, mujhe roshni se dur rehna hoga kisi bhi haal mein, mujhe aur Neel ke beech duri meri wajah se ah jara I need to erase it at any cost!!!.... Sochte sochte Smitha sogayi. Now what Smitha will do to remove the disturbances that are raising in between Neel and herself? How she is going to handle roshni feelings which are increasing in her heart ❤ day by day! How Smitha is going to handle her kids? How she is going to handle her life?? Is her marriage is at big risk!!! Will be writing ✍️ the next part tomorrow my lovely readers...... Do follow my page, do like my story, review it toooooo.....