CH 71
When I Stopped Being Your Shadow
âWhat am I gonna do?â
Ines, who slipped out of the grand banquet hall, looked up at Enoch with an embarrassed face.
Enoch had a stiff face the whole time.
âThe Duke, he looks angry.â
Ines, who was secretly looking at Enoch, opened her mouth carefully.
âWell, Your Excellency,â
ââ¦â¦.â
âWouldnât it be better to go back now?â
At that moment, she felt the temperature around her suddenly decreased.
âDid I make him more angry?â
Ines was a bit nervous inside, but it didnât seem like it was going to work like this either.
She opened her mouth cautiously.
âTodayâs celebration is an important event attended by Kaldorovâs delegation. Itâs better to settle the situation as quietly as possible.â
âCountess of Brierton.â
At the same time, Enoch, who had been silent the whole time, opened his mouth firmly.
âNothing is more important than the safety of the Countess.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Ines was silent.
Enoch clenched his fist tightly in a barrel of anger to the tip of his head.
âWhy does the Countess always worry about other things first than herself?â
He wanted Ines to put herself more first.
Looking at her worrying about the celebration rather than her safety, he kept feeling upset.
He knew it was natural for Ines to be like that rationally, but he kept getting angryâ¦
âYou hurt your wrist.â
The angry emotion filled his words.
âAs the situation is, the envoys will understand.â
While saying that, his head was heated up.
âCalm down.â
Thinking that he was too excited, Enoch closed his eyes tightly and opened them again.
Then he tried to speak in a calm voice.
âLetâs go to the lounge and treat your wrist first. Your wrist is still swollen.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Ines stared at Enoch.
âIâm sure the Duke is very angry.â
âWhy do I keep feeling tight.
She suddenly realized.
âThatâs probably because the Duke is genuinely concerned about me.â
For a moment, the back of her ears became hot.
âEven the celebration attended by Kaldorovâs delegation is not as important as me.â
Enochâs sharp reaction was a concern for her.
Her mind kept stirring and her heart skipped a beat.
Ines bit her lower lip.
âHonestly, I am relieved.â
Seeing Ryan, who was caught in Enochâs grasp and being dragged out of the ballroom struggling like a bug.
Because of the pressure to behave gracefully as a lady.
Didnât Enoch take over the things she always imagined and couldnât bear to do?
That high-minded, elegant manâ¦
Solely for her sakeâ¦
ââ¦â¦.â
Her mouth went dry.
How many people in her life had been so angry on her behalf?
Somehow, she was choked up, and Ines, who hesitated for a while, whispered as much as a mosquito.
ââ¦thank you for your concern.â
Enoch paused.
After a moment.
He replied with a bitter smile.
âRather than such a thank-you, I prefer the Countess to get your wrist treated quickly.â
âYes, I will.â
Ines nodded obediently.
Whenever Enoch spoke of concern for her, her chest was tight.
But she didnât feel bad.
No, more precisely.
âIâm happy.â
Ines, who was walking behind Enoch, slowly smiled.
It was a happy smile.
****
The two arrived at the lounge.
The problem, however, was that it was a royal lounge, not a lounge open for ordinary nobles.
Ines, who was trying to follow Enoch without thinking much, stopped.
âThis is a lounge only for the royal family, can I come in?â
âWhy canât you?â
Enoch replied sourly.
âThe general lounge should be full of people by now, but I donât intend to keep the Countess in that tumultuous place.â
âWell, still.â
âIâm a royal and Iâm okay with it. Whatâs the problem?â
Enoch put Ines in her seat, hesitating, and asked her to close her eyes.
âJust relax.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Was it because Enoch told her to?
Ines felt her whole body, which had been hardened with tension, relaxed.
Enoch turned and headed to the drawer in the lounge, and skillfully took out the first aid kit.
When he opened the first aid kit, disinfectants, bandages, light abrasions and ointment applied to bruises, etc.
There was a considerable variety of drugs.
Ines, who was watching him, tilted her head.
âDo you usually have a first aid kit in the lounge?â
Besides, itâs not just a variety, but surprisingly, itâs quite serious.
Then Enoch crumpled his forehead.
âItâs because of His Majesty.â
âWhat? His Majesty?â
âHis Majesty likes to drink, but sometimes he gets hurt because he had too much to drink.â
Then he added in a tired voice.
âOf course, I have to take care of everything after that.â
âAhâ¦â
âAlthough it is an ungodly idea to leave His Majesty behind, you know that I will clean up the mess in the first place.â
Enoch continued with a sullen face.
âI almost doubt that he drink too much only when Iâm around.â
It seemed that there had been an increase in the useless knowledge of His Majesty.
Even so, it was the knowledge that the respect for His Majesty was falling.
Not knowing what to answer, Ines smiled awkwardly.
Enoch opened the lid of the ointment.
âIt can sting a little.â
âAh, yes.â
Enoch carefully applied ointment to Inesâs swollen wrist.
The touch of his fingers tickled her delicate skin.
Ines couldnât breathe properly and stared at Enoch.
A sculptural face with long, golden eyelashes, blue eyes underneath, and smooth lines.
âWhat do I do?â
Her heart pounded wildly.
Fluffy all over her body occurred, and her nerves were on edge.
âWake up, Ines.â
Ines rebuked herself inwardly.
âHe is helping to apply ointment, why am I so nervous?â
At least Enoch in front of her didnât seem to be conscious of her at all.
He was just worried about her injured wrist.
âYou canât do this.â
In order to shake off the thoughts that kept messing with her head, Ines tried to open her mouth as if nothing was wrong.
âI think I often come to the lounge when Iâm with the Duke.â
âIf itâs a rest roomâ¦â¦.â
âYou did that the other day. When the Duke opened the exhibition.â
Even then, Ryan tried to intimidate her, and Enoch firmly blocked Ryan.
The situation was a little similar to then.
Ines muttered to herself unconsciously.
âYour Excellency always helps me.â
Then, she closed her mouth in surprise.
âOh my, my heart just popped out of my mouth!â
At the words, Enoch, who had been focusing only on Inesâs wrist the whole time, raised his head for the first time.
Their eyes met.
The blue eyes were like an unknown lake.
âThere is an old saying that âif you look at the deep water for a long time, you will be attracted to it.â
Every time she faced Enochâs eyes, Ines sometimes recalled the myth.
She felt like she was slowly sinking in that gaze.
She couldnât move at all.
But the weirdest thing wasâ¦
âBut I think itâs okay.â
If the opponent was Enoch.This strange feeling of being rather charmed.
ââ¦â¦.â
Ines couldnât overcome her complicated mind and pulled her lips gently and asked.
Then Enoch answered meekly.
âThatâs right. I want to help the Countess as much as I can.â
âWhy is that?â
âWell, why do you think so?â
Enoch snapped back in a calm tone.
Inesâ eyes shook violently.
Her heart beat like crazy.
Enoch didnât push her any more.
He just focused on Inesâ wrist treatment as if he was asking her to think about it on her own.
ââ¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦.â
There was a long silence.
âWell, itâs all done.â
Enoch let go of Inesâs wrist only after he had carefully bandaged it.
âThank you.â
Ines fiddled with her bandaged wrist.
Her mind was very complicated.
âWell, why do you think that would be the case?â
It was only a question, but she kept getting restless.
At the same time Enoch sighed.
âI was rough in the banquet hall earlier. I apologise.â
It was actually inevitable.
As soon as he saw Ryan grabbing Inesâs wrist, Enoch felt the conventional expression with his whole body.
His head was white with anger.
âStill, the Countess of Brierton must have been somewhat troubled by my actions earlier.â
âI canât believe Iâm considering Inesâs position only after my head cools down.â
Enoch reflected in himself, thinking he should have been more careful.