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hi! english is not my first language!!! and also this is my very first time writing in english.

i'm so sorry for any mistakes that you will see!

thats it enjoy!!!!

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"fuck!!!" i hear jake yell in his room. i immediately run to his door because i have no idea what the problem could be.

"jake, are you ok?" i ask after knocking on his door.

"no! no johnnie nothing is fucking ok!" i hear him smashing something in the room, maybe a chair.

"i'm coming in" i yell and open the door. he is sitting on the floor with his hands covering his face. his bedside table is on the floor smashed into pieces. "what happened jakey?" i ask.

"i worked all fucking day johnnie editing my videos and i fucking lost the files. all of 'em." he says but i really have to listen to him carefully because his arms are still covering his face and it's almost just sounds like mumbeling.

"damn jake that really sucks, man! but don't you think you are overreacting a little bit?" i ask him. i don't want to be an asshole but it's not that big of a deal that he needs to be smashing furniture. he gets up and walks towards me. unexpectedly he hugges me. "whats wrong jakey?"

"tara and i broke up" he says and i feel something wet dripping on my shoulders (his tears i assume). i don't really know how to react to that. "it's not even like tara broke up with me. we agreed on it. but you know it was such a long relationship and it hurts that it had to end. but it's for the best"

"i'm so sorry man.." i feel stupid for only saying this but i don't know what else could i say.

"it's okay.. i will be okay" he says. i feel so sorry for him but i'm not the best with words. i don't know how to help him. "wanna watch a movie?" he asks after he ends the hug. his eyes are red and puffy from the crying.

"yeah sure man! let's go to the living room" i say and after i see that he is not moving i grab his hand and pull him to the couch. "what do you want to watch?" i ask.

"whatever works for me" he says so i put on some random true crime documentary on netflix. after a little bit i feel him move closer to me. he places his head on my shoulder and starts snoring a little bit. i look at him. he seems so calm right now, i almost forget that he cried his eyes out like half an hour ago. by the end of the movie his head is in my lap and i play with his hair while he is sleeping.

i always had a thing for jake. literally always, even before we met. i saw one of his streams back in time and he looked so handsome. but he doesn't even know that i'm bisexual. and i think he is straight. i would never do something that is uncomfortable for him. but playing with his hair while he sleeps not that big of a deal right? he doesn't even know 'bout it.

after the first documentary ended i put on another one and now that one ended to. it's getting kind of late and i remember that i have to stream tonight.

"jakey" i try to wake him.

"mmm" he mumbles and tries to turn around to continue his sleeping.

"jake wake up, my legs got numb"

"your legs?" he asks confused, but after he opens his eyes and see that he is napping in my lap he sits up so fast, that i am suprised he didn't get dizzy. "i am so sorry"

"no, it's okay. i would let you sleep more but i have to stream tonight" i say

"yeah, it's okay. do what you gotta do i guess" he laughs a little.

i get up from the couch and go to my room to turn my pc on. i start streaming and i react to videos that my fans sent me. as i go to get a dr pepper from the fridge i leave the video playing so my viewers can watch it while i'm gone. as i walked past jakes room i hear the video playing and jake snoring. he falled asleep to my stream.

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pls help

is my english horrible?

what should i work on???

hope you liked it tho

27/1/2024