Faking with Benefits : Chapter 39

Luke stares at me like he’s seen a ghost. I just watch him back, my heart thumping painfully in my chest. Heat shimmers over my skin. I feel like I’m about to burst with desire.

I can’t believe this is finally happening. How many times have I dreamt of this moment in the last two weeks? Of Luke standing in front of me, his naked chest glistening with sweat, finally ready to share me? I’m not convinced that I’m not dreaming.

And now I’m going to sleep with three men. Three men. The thought sets me on fire. I’m so turned on I’m almost desperate.

“Yes,” Luke says, his voice low. “I’m clean.” He blinks, like he’s suddenly remembering himself. “I can, ah, find the papers, if you like…” He starts to pull away, but I dig my fingers into his arms.

“It’s okay. I believe you.”

He looks surprised. “Yes?”

I nod. “You’re not a stranger. You’re one of my best friends. You’d never do anything that could hurt me. Yes, I trust you.”

He groans and pulls me back in for another plunging kiss. I sag as his tongue swirls in my mouth. When we finally pull apart, my head is spinning. All of the colours in the room seem too bright. I may need to sit down. Slowly, he loops his fingers around my wrist, brushing his fingertip lightly along the sensitive skin of my pulse.

“Me and Josh are good,” Zack says to my left, bringing me back to earth. “We both got checked last week.”

I can’t help but smile. “Aw. You guys go together?”

“Don’t like needles,” Zack says with a grimace. “Medical shit… weirds me out. Spent enough time in hospitals to last me ‘til I die.”

I lean against Luke. “Does Josh hold your hand? Give you juice boxes?”

Josh comes to join us, stepping up to my right side. “No,” he says shortly, pressing a kiss to my temple. “But he wouldn’t go if I didn’t drive him.”

“Works out best for him in the end,” Zack nods. “If I don’t get tested, I can’t get it on. And when I can’t get laid…”

“He’s a nightmare to live with,” Josh mutters.

I smile. Josh likes to pretend he’s all business — a robot who only cares about facts and figures and sales graphs. But deep down, he cares so much about his friends. “Well, then.” I wave a hand. “I’m clean. And on the pill. So.”

“Hm.” Josh presses closer, kissing my jaw. “Why do you ask?”

“Why do you think?”

“You want us to come inside you?” He breathes in my ear.

“No,” I say, “I’m just concerned for your health.”

I feel him smile into my neck. He strokes his hand down my thigh. “Why do you want to know if we’re clean?” He repeats.

Luke looks confused. “Am I missing something? I’m assuming she wants us to take her raw.”

I choke on my own spit. Hearing dirty talk coming out of my old professor’s mouth just feels wrong.

It might be a tiny bit hot.

“We’re trying to get her more comfortable talking about what she wants,” Josh explains over my head.

“Ah.” Luke surveys me. “I never knew she had an issue with that.”

“She doesn’t, in literally any other area of her life,” Zack chimes in, pulling off his shirt. “We’re on a personal mission to fulfill as many of her fantasies as possible. She gave us a list, obviously. It’s going to be a hell of a lot easier now you’ve got your head out of your backside, let me tell you. Most of them involved a third guy. I was gonna start swiping through Tinder.”

“Interesting,” Luke says slowly. He turns to me. “Tell me what you want,” he orders.

I swallow. “No rubbers,” I say, heat flushing through me. “I want all three of you. Coming on me, or in me… I don’t know. I just…” I squirm under Luke’s steely gaze. “I want all of you. I want to be full up and covered in you. Wet.”

Luke’s eyes flash. He wraps his hand around my throat, pushing me back against the wall. I gasp as he kisses me again. “You’re going to show me this list,” he says against my mouth. “And we’ll go through it together.”

“God,” I pant. “I like when you do that.”

“What?” He starts pressing a chain of kisses down the side of my throat. I hear the sound of rumpling clothes as Josh undresses, but I ignore it, meeting Luke kiss for kiss.

“Push me around. Tell me what to do.”

“Good,” he says roughly, biting the juncture between my neck and shoulder. I melt against him.

“Hey,” Zack says indignantly. “You don’t let me tell you what to do! I told you to get on your hands and knees the other day, and you told me to make violent love to myself!”

My eyes fall half-shut. “I-it’s not hot when you do it.”

He’s outraged. “Excuse me? Everything is hot when I do it!”

“Quit talking,” Luke orders. “Make yourself useful and eat her out.”

I shiver.

Zack considers for a moment. “Nope.” He decides. “I want to try something new.” Sidling in close to me, he slips a finger down over the seat of my panties, tracing it along the line of my asscrack. I freeze against Luke, my heart thudding.

“Yes?” Zack purrs in my ear.

I close my eyes and nod.

He gives me an approving little pat. “Atta girl. We’re gonna have to relocate for this.”

I don’t need any more convincing than that. Before anyone can say another word, I’m shucking off my pants and running back to my bedroom. I hear the men laughing behind me as they follow.

I can’t help it. I’m desperate. This is essentially my biggest fantasy come to life. I need all three of them like I need my next breath. I stumble into my bedroom and drop onto the bed, grabbing Luke by the hand and dragging him down with me for another kiss. Dimly, I hear Zack rummaging in my bedside drawer.

“You have been doing your homework,” he says happily, pulling out the bottle of lube. “Christ, love, you’re getting through this stuff.”

“Makes everything feel so much better,” I moan, reaching out to cup Luke’s flushed balls.

He catches my wrist and pulls my hand away. “No.” He says quietly. “I want to watch you. I’ll be here when you need me.” He stands as Zack settles onto the mattress behind me. True to form, he’s gotten naked at some point in the last few seconds. I run my eyes hungrily over his thick, toned thighs and brick-like abs. He might not play rugby anymore, but he definitely works out enough to keep up his body.

He grins at me. “Like what ya see, pet?” He asks, his Northern accent thickening. “God, I’ve been dreaming of you like this.” He smooths a hand over my bum cheek, stroking it possessively, then yanks me into his lap, my back against his hard chest. “Alright, lass. I’m gonna go slow with you, since you ain’t done this in a while. Tell me if it gets uncomfy. Josh, get her nice and warm.”

Josh comes to sit on the bed in front of me, his dark eyes searching my face. He threads a hand through my hair.

“You’re okay?” He asks quietly. I know he’s thinking about last night.

“Better now. Promise.”

He nods and tries to catch my mouth in a kiss, but I dodge it and start making out with his neck. His whole body jerks with shock, his mouth falling open on a pant. His hand flies up to cup the back of my neck, holding me in place as I nibble on his throat.

“Oh, you found Josh’s Mute button,” Zack says casually, uncapping the bottle. “That’s nice.”

“Where’s yours?” I ask sweetly, sucking on the pulse beating under Josh’s skin. He groans, shuddering. “Could come in handy.”

“Right under my balls. Feel free to try and find it any time.” Without warning, he slips a hand under my butt and pushes his slick fingertip against my back hole, rubbing a slow circle. I tense at the pressure, and both men slide forward, squeezing me in between two hot, muscled chests.

“This is on the list,” Zack tells Luke conversationally, as Josh tugs me into a hot kiss. My lashes flutter as his strong arms wrap around me, pulling me closer. Heat is thudding through my skin as he kisses his way down from my mouth, to my throat, then buries his face in my warm, trembling breasts. I arch back into Zack, sighing. The sensation is incredible. Silky and warm and wet…

I start to rock slowly on Zack’s lap, grinding my softly swelling sex against his bare leg as Josh licks lazily at my breasts, tickling my wet nipple with the tip of his tongue.

“She likes to be surrounded,” Zack informs Luke, who’s watching darkly. “It breaks her brain. And it means when I do this…”

He adds more pressure, sliding the very tip of his finger inside me. I quiver. It’s not painful, not exactly, but close enough. My back hole burns.

“There’s nowhere for her to go,” Zack finishes, sounding very pleased with himself.

“Get her wetter,” Luke orders over our heads. “She needs more.”

“Aight, boss.” There’s a wet squirting noise, and more cold liquid dribbles between my hot cheeks. Zack starts to massage the wetness into my tight arsehole. I press my face into Josh’s neck. “This is what you like, huh, gorgeous?” Zack asks. “She’s all packed in tight. Tight and full, huh, babe?” He gives my bum a slap, and I hiss, pressing closer into Josh.

“I see,” Luke says, his voice level. “That’s very interesting.” He tilts his head, surveying us. “You know, I think you could push her a bit harder, Zack.”