Alive

Justin POV

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"Beep...beep...beep" was all I heard.

I felt my eyes start to slowly open and my vision started to clear.

I was laying down. The walls were white. Everything around me was white.

Am I dead?

No that's impossible! This isn't how I imagine it to be. I always thought everything would be pitch black, but everything around me is white as snow.

Maybe I'm in heaven? No, somebody like me will never be able to get in there.

My soul will most likely go to hell.

What the hell, am I thinking about!

I can't stay here! That...that beeping!

I might be in a hospital.

It sounds like the beeping is coming from machines and I could feel wires connected on me.

I'm alive!

But how do I get out of here? Am I in a coma?

I tried to remember all of the events that happened.

I remember my cabin, the forest and...and Danny! He is Ethan's ex.

Wait a minute! Ethan!

Oh my god, I have to find him. Hopefully he is still alive.

I tried to remember him like every feature about him. His smile, his beautiful personality and his love.

His love for me is so strong. I have never met anybody like him. He is so different from the rest.

He suffered, and I understand him. I understand his suffering.

I understand all the pain he had to go through as a kid.

He was neglected and beaten. Nobody thought he was good enough but I saw right through him. I could see potential in him, I could see strength in him.

He is one of the strongest person I met and he opened my eyes, he showed me that not everything will be unfair in life.

My whole life was unfair. My parents died in a train crash and I had to live with my uncle. He beaten me and used me. I killed him with joy. I enjoyed every minute of it. I enjoyed the feeling of strength. I fought for my freedom and I won.

I thought killing is the only thing I need in life, the only thing that will make me happy but I was wrong. I found someone who makes me happy and that person is Ethan.

He changed my life.

He is the most luckiest thing that happened in my life and I am proud to be sharing my love with him.

But I will not just stay here, and wait for a miracle. I have to get out of this white infested place. I have to return back to reality.

I have to move! I have to wake up!

I HAVE TO SEE ETHAN!

I felt whole body tense up as my head shot up in the air. I felt sweat drip down my forehead.

The beeping was louder now and everything around me was still white but only the covers and walls were.

I looked down towards my body and saw that I was wearing a hospital gown.

My chest and leg was bandaged up. But there was less pain now.

I quickly shot my head up towards the door as I saw a nurse walk in. She looked kind of young. Maybe in her early twenties. She had light brown hair that was tied up in a bun.

"Oh my! It seems that you have finally awaken." She said with excitement as she began to walk closer to me.

I watched her closely as she held up a clipboard and began to write on it.

I quickly cleared my throat.

"So, was I in a coma?" I asked quietly. My voice was low and raspy. My mouth and throat felt dry.

She looked up from her clipboard and turned to smile at me.

"Yup, but it looks like you were strong enough to awaken from it."

She laid the clipboard down onto the table and watched me closely.

"What motivated you to wake up? Was it a person?"

I smiled warmly at her and nodded my head.

"Yea, it was a person, someone who is very important to me." My smile dropped as I soon realized that I still don't have any idea where Ethan is.

I turned to look at the nurse with desperate eyes.

"Do you know a guy by the name of Ethan?"

She looked at me shocked.

"Are you talking about Ethan! The guy who tried to kill you!"

I gasped as I looked at her in disbelief.

"Ethan is not a killer, and he didn't try to kill me! He saved my life!" I yelled at her in anger.

"He is a killer! The police found his cabin in the woods and that's were he killed and tortured his victims." She said as she calmly started to pour a glass of water.

Oh no! That means Ethan has been blamed for the deaths of all those people. It was all my fault, I was the one who killed them all. I'm the guilty one, not him.

I quickly looked to my right towards the nurse as I watched her open up a bottle of pills.

I watched her intensely as she smiled down at me and moved the pill towards my mouth.

I moved my head away and turned to look out the window.

She glared at me and sighed deeply.

"You have to take your medicine, it will help you feel better." she said kindly.

"Look, I'm just trying to do my job here so please don't make my job any harder and do as I say, trust me it will help ease the pain."

I turned to look at her pleading eyes and smiled.

"I will take the pill but first you have to tell me where Ethan is."

She sighed as she moved away from me.

"very well, I'll tell you, he is being held in the local police station but he will soon be going off to a prison." She said as she bent down to place the pill in my mouth.

I didn't flinch as I watched her drop the pill on my tongue.

She grabbed the glass of water and held it out in front of me.

"I told you where he is so now you have to take the pill." she said with annoyance.

I reached out and grabbed the glass of water.

I looked back up at her confused.

"Why are you so desperate in having me take this pill?" I asked.

She rolled her eyes.

"It was just an order from the doctor, he said something about you being taken off to some place and that this pill will help relax you."

I looked back down at the glass and smirked. So, they must of found out that I could of killed all of those people too. I guess they found my fingerprints somewhere in the cabin.

I pulled the glass towards my lips and drank it down slowly.

I smiled as I handed the glass back to the nurse. She looked at me annoyed and quickly snatched the clipboard off the table. She walked out and slammed the door shut behind her.

I waited until I heard her footsteps faded away.

She finally walked away from the door as her footsteps echoed down the hall. I quickly spitted out the pill from my mouth,  I kept it hidden in the inside of my cheek.

I looked down at the wires that were attached to me and ripped them off.

I lifted my body off the bed as I felt my feet touch the cold hospital floor. I flinched as I felt a little bit of pain shoot through my thigh.

I quickly ignored it as I went straight to the bathroom.

I saw clothes neatly folded on the sink counter. I wonder why these are here?

I shook my head and ignored it as I quickly took off the hospital gown and took the pair of gray sweats and slipped them on. I grabbed the light navy blue shirt and quickly put it on.

I looked around the bathroom but there were no shoes in sight. I guess I will have to go barefoot.

I walked out of the bathroom and moved towards the window. Rain poured heavily and I could hear it pound onto the roof.

I opened the window and let the cold breeze brush my hair back. I breathed in the fresh air.

Don't worry Ethan, I'm coming to get you and we will be together.Nothing can separate us.

I gripped the side of the window as I pulled my body out. I could feel the rain start to soak my shirt as my hair damped onto my forehead.

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To be continued...

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