chapter 39

Mild mature content....I don't know it comes under mature content yet it's a warning.....Thulir's POV "Hmmmm.....Stop it Agathiyaa.."I moaned and held his wrist which was roaming on my breast and simulating it more it was already erect and sore due to our acts and it was 2 pm We still weren't ready to get out of bed, nor had we eaten lunch. I remember after our shower, he fed me breakfast and left me to rest on the bed. He went to the kitchen, cleaned up, and prepared lunch before joining me back in bed. We slept together until I accidentally woke him up with my movements...Again we made love and  I am tired now.......we both are naked wrapped under the blanket he was leaning back on the headboard I was leaning on him my bare back was pressed against his torso.....we can see our reflection on the mirror....He signed and sucked my shoulder while his hand squeezed my right bosom, I arched my body leaning on his shoulder giving him more access......I can feel him smiling over my skin...... "what?"I asked him while he licked my collarbone or to be specific my tattoo....."hmmmmm....Agathiyaa....I am tired....""I know..."He responded, and I sighed, taking both his hands. I tilted my head to meet his gaze and raised my eyebrows. He simply chuckled, leaned back against the headboard, and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer to him...he pressed his lips on the side of my head and placed his chin on my shoulder I am still  confused what he is upto....I narrowed my eyes at him"Look up there Thulir""where?""The mirror"He spoke, diverting his gaze from me. I traced his line of sight and our reflections became apparent in the large mirror... a small smile formed on my lips instinctively....."what special about this Agathiya....I see this mirror everyday""It's not about Mirror dii....it's the reflection in it"He spoke and accidentally bumped his head against mine. For a moment, I was taken aback—had he read any of my books? I've been obsessed with mirror scenes, much like the iconic ones in all of Mani Ratnam sir's movies. My books feature these scenes prominently, often as the most crucial part of the story. I can't quite explain why, but to me, a couple seeing themselves in the mirror while conversing seems to exude a high level of intimacy....I took a deep breath, shaking off those suspicions."I don't think you have that much free time to watch Manirathnam movies in recent times and want to recreate those scenes Agathiya?""Does it seems like that?"He asked raising his brows and I just nodded my head without turning back as we could see our reactions on the mirror..."That's actually a good idea ....which scene you like the most madam?""You really want to know?""Absolutely yes"He said and I smiled "There is a scene in Kannathil Muthamittal remember?"I asked him; he furrowed his brow and thought for a while, and if he said he didn't get it, he was done. That movie was probably the first we watched together after patching things up and starting our relationship as lovers. We watched it on my laptop, cuddling, and yes, I cried during most of the scenes. At the end, I saw he was tearing up too, and I teased him relentlessly. So, that was one of our core memories—if he forgets it now, he's in trouble, I'm telling you.He was still thinking"Don't even dare to say you forgot Mr.Agathiyan....Naa aparam unkita pesave matein pathuko"(I won't speak with you at all)I warned him narrowing my eyes and turning my head to other side....he laughted "Kattuna purusana pakka matiye......enoda kathaika matiye?"(Won't you look at your husband? ..won't you talk with me?)He said in the same tone and dialect, causing my pupils to dilate with happiness...."Agathiyaaa....how???""How could I forget the day you wept profusely, causing my ears to ring all night as you recounted every scene, not allowing me a moment of sleep? And the following day, I had to go to work while you, madam, slept soundly the entire day.....You made me memories each scene and dialogue.....And currently  this one was my favorite dialogue amma ponnu rendum ore mari than Unnarchi kalanjiyam onu sariyana inonu arambichidum hmm""Ungalukavathu en mela piriyam iruka ilaiya"(atleast do you love me or not )I asked him raising my brows...."ivalavu""Athu pothum"I said in a monotone, we both gazed seriously at our reflections in the mirror before bursting into laughter..."Believe me, Agathiya, I am connecting with that scene even more right now, seeing the extent to which you spoil your daughters.""Pshchh....Thulirr"He stressed my name letting me know that he is still not ready for that conversation....I took deep breath.....control Thulir........I said to myself and looked at our reflection....I can see he is disturbed now....he is scared to have that conversation now.......Don't be scared Agathiya....I won't bring up that conversation until you are ready...........I seek a conversation that isn't dominated by blame, where both parties can speak their minds. Perhaps the younger Thulir preferred an easy victory, expecting others to listen and comply but now she wants a conversation which involves both of us......I thought to myself.....I clasped his hand in mine, weaving our fingers together, and gently brought it to my lips to kiss the back of his palm..."Okay..."I mumbled... he took a deep breath, seemingly relieved... he buried his face in my neck and snuggled closer, taking another deep breath... silence enveloped us.After sometime I heard him whispering "I am sorry""It's fine Agathiyaa......."He looked up, and our eyes met in the mirror. He pressed his lips to my temple.soon furrowed......"what Agathiya??"I asked him instead of answering he tried to remove the blanket away from us......I held his hand and stared at him in confusion..."It's like we didn't see each other naked Thulir...""I know Agathiya but.......""It's our room and it's locked just two of us is here.....if you need that Assurance... "he said looking into my eyes.......I let go of his hands........without breaking our eyecontact he removed the blanket from our bodies......the chill air brushing my bare skin made goosebumps erupts in my body.......my breath become heavy.......he gulped and his gaze trailed down from my eyes....his thumb traced the tattoo on my cleavage...."This was your first Tattoo....isn't it?"He asked as his gaze again meet mine.....I nodded my head"what is the reason you choose this place?""It's hidden and once I caught you staring at my cleavage.....may be that was the first time I felt the difference in your glance.............the sexual tension between us started from that moment....or that's when I realized it.....""That was your 15th year old birthday " "Hmmmm....and you are 18....the first year college student who came back home for my birthday but with currupted mind and simulated hormones......May be I couldn't comprehend the meaning of your stealing gaze and trying to avoid eye contact with me then but now I do.....I can still remember that subtle mustache in your face you are at the peek of teenage and that pimple on your left cheeks.....growing muscles.....your facial features slowly turning to more prominent losing that innocence.....I remember everything Agathiya....I "I whispered... his thumb brushed my nipples, causing me to halt mid-sentence....."Would you judge me and think me as a bad guy if I say.....I literally picturized us in this position that time?"He asked me with raspy voice  he didn't look up to my eyes...........my heart beat rosed......fuck what is he doing....why we are having this conversation now after all this years.....like literally after 25 years he is bringing this memories back......."Ahhhhh"I moaned when he pinched my nipples......."would you?"he asked me again but this time he looked into my eyes........My lips went dry.....I gulped and licked my lips and leaned closer to his face letting our breath mingle...."Would you judge me if I say I had dirty dreams of you fucking me in my bed then????"I asked him brushing my lips with his....In no time he captured my lips in his kissing me passionately...while his hands explored my curves........I fisted his hair and gave equal participation in that intense kiss.........when he felt enough he left my lips and joined our heads.....we both were panting hard to catch up our breath...."You know when I first saw this tattoo.......the first though came in my mind was that the tattoo artist better be a girl..." He said making me chuckle in response....."But you never asked me about my tattoo artist till now? why is that?""That was the time we just got into the relationship..........we both were in different places......the long distance itself brought many small fights between us.....I don't want you to think I am doubting you by asking that question when you already freaking out with your PhD.....I don't want to add up more...."he replied..."Do you remember our first time Agathiya...""A week before your final thesis submission.......I do....and That was the time I got to know you have second tattoo..."He said and his hand moved down and traced the one on my lower waist...."It was raining....""I said it would rain yet madam wanted to go on night drive on bike........"Author's Note Okay...we would get flashbacks too....what you say?