Chapter 61
The Alpha's Rejected Silent Mate
Iâm restless, my wolf is seething with anger. I barely acknowledged the guards as I pushed past them, determined to get to my destination before Winter realizes what Iâm up to. Sheâs too nice, my mate, too forgiving for her own good. She might not want Candice to pay for what sheâd done, but I needed to prove a point. That no one attacks or insults my mate and gets away with it, no matter who they are, or what they once were to me. Winter is to be treated with respect. There was no point trying to be mates.
If I wasnât going to show everyone just how serious /
was about it, was there? Nobody messes with me or disrespects me like that and gets away with it.
God, It stinks down here, is my first thought as I storm downstairs, barely greeting the guards who all scramble to get out of my way. Then again, what was I expecting? Itâs a dungeon for Christâs sake. Itâs supposed to smell like old and new blood, as well as dank and mould. Still, it wouldnât hurt for it to be cleaned, I thought to myself, making a mental note. It really is putrid down here. I sure as hell am not going to be spending any more time down here than is necessary to make my point.
âWhere is sheâ I growled at the last guard and watched him gulp nervously, before his hand pointed towards the last cell on the right, trembling in his fear of me. Good. He should be afraid. My wolf was dangerously close to the surface and Iâm not in the mood to be trifled with.
âGet the trolleyâ, I grunted and wandered down to the last cell, feeling a sense of satisfaction as I heard her crying softly. She should be afraid. I canât believe the nerve of her. Did she really think there would be no repercussions. I know all she wants is to be Luna, she never really cared for me at all, but why attack Winter then?
Was she that delusional that she thought we would get back together again if Winter wasnât in the picture? After everything sheâd said and done?
Theyâve followed my instructions and sheâs dangling from the ceiling, restrained and shackled, a look of absolute terror in her eyes. Terror, I notice idly, that seems to vanish the instant she spots me. Does she think that Iâm going to go easy on her? When sheâd all but confessed she hadnât given a damn about me and it was all for show? Did she think I would be merciful because of our past? I feel a pang of regret. Because if thatâs what sheâs expecting, then sheâs in for a rude awakening.
âHere, you go, Alpha Kaiâ the guard stammers and I wave him away, watching her mouth open in shock as her eyes dart back to me âKaiâ she stammers, âplease, you donât want to do this. Think about what we had togetherâ
I c**k my head at her. âItâs Alpha Kai to you b***hâ I snarl âand tell me what it is I donât want to do?â
Tobserved the trolley, watching her pitiful attempts to break free. As if she could. Silver prevents werewolves from shifting and sheâs surrounded by it all, which is painful in amongst itself.
âWhat about what we meant to each otherâ she tries and I scoff at her, unable to keep a straight face.
âWe meant nothing to each other, remember Candice? I was just a means to an end, a way for you to become Lunaâ, I hissed and she stared at me, her eyes wide, her breathing becoming faster and more panicked.
âThatâs not trueâ she protests weakly and I say nothing, slowly putting my gloves on and picking up a small silver whip, smiling down at it as she wiggles in her restraints.
I strike her, watching her back arch in shock as she lets out a small whimper. I actually held back. But she acts as whimpers become louder, more hysterical as time progresses.
âPlease stopâ she screams, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorryâ, she sobs and I put the whip down and look at her tear-filled eyes, feeling numb inside. I feel nothing, no mercy towards her, no feelings whatsoever, even after spending so long with her by my side.
âYou attacked my mateâ I growled, picking up a small dagger that made her gulp nervously.
Her eyes stared directly into mine, beseeching me to stop.
âI wonât do it againâ she spits out, her body swaying slightly in her shackles âI swear, I wonât do it again.
I was just upsetâ she whimpered, âyou broke up with me like I meant nothing to you.â
Does she think this will appeal to my sympathy? Because her words mean absolutely nothing to me whatsoever.
âAs I recall, you were the one to tell me it was all for showâ | snarled and thrust the dagger into her leg, pulling it downwards in one long stroke as she screamed and screamed, the sound filling the otherwise silent dungeon.
âYou bastardâ she screams, and I do it again, not liking the disrespect. She shuts her mouth and looks at me fearfully as I hold the dagger in my hand and begin to circle around her. The silver burns her flesh, the dagger leaves long scars that will never heal. A testament to just how angry I am with her.
âWhy herâ she sobs and I stare at her, incredulous as to why sheâs even daring to ask that question.
âWhy her? Whatâs so good about that girl, that you would give me up for her? Sheâs not even that pretty!â
Now she sounds pitiful, completely pathetic. I donât want to answer, but part of me, a small part of me, believes that maybe I do deserve to give her an explanation. Maybe sheâll realize the futility of going after winter if I speak.
Besides Winter is beautiful. She might not be like Candice who likes to wear makeup and go to extreme lengths to dress nice, but she has her own inner beauty and looks pretty without all the makeup. She was pretty and beautiful in her own way. But I doubt Candice would understand that.
I thought about my answer. âSheâs kindâ, I said quietly, âsheâll go to great lengths to friend anyone.
Sheâs pure, untainted like I am. She can make everything better by simply smiling at me. Material things donât matter to her and Iâm just starting to realize thatâ I breathe out âall sheâs ever wanted was to be loved and cared for and Iâm going to make that happen for her. I never felt this way towards you, Candice, not ever. Iâm sorry but you just werenât the one for me and you know that too. Youâll find your own mate one day and then youâll understand what I mean.â
For a minute, Candice is silent, digesting my words and I put down the dagger, my heart no longer in it and no longer wanting to take part in any of this torture.
âSheâll ruin youâ Candice says and my head shoots up in disbelief, my eyes glaring daggers at her.
âYou think sheâs so innocent, but what if sheâs not Kai? What if youâre only seeing what you want to see? Nobody is that pure, nobody. Youâre living in a fantasy worldâ she laughs, âand I canât wait to see what happens when reality hits you, because it will, and it will hit you hardâ, she sneers.
I shake my head. She should have kept her mouth shut, I think to myself. This was all on her now.
Without warning I pick up the silver cat o nine tails and begin to whip her hard, ignoring the sounds of her screaming, the shrieks and the pleas for me to stop. When I finally do stop, itâs because my arm has become sore from overusing it and her body dangles there, blood splattered on the floor, the walls, and even on the ceiling. Sheâs quiet now, her eyes barely open and I feel nothing but contempt and disgust towards her.
I tried, I really did, to make her see my point of view, but all sheâs interested in is trying to break me and Winter up. Why canât she just move on? Especially since she claimed she didnât love me in the first place? Itâs infuriating.
I take off my gloves. Thereâs no point continuing the torture any further. The guards sense my anger and stay well back as I leave her cell and turn to them.
âGet her medical treatmentâ I said snidely, ânot that she deserves it. A few days in here and then let the stupid b***h goâ. I snap and they nod their heads at me. Glad to be finished now, and certain that Candice understands my position when it comes to my mate, I start to turn and head up the stairs when I hear her voice, so quiet that I almost miss it. The hairs on the back of my neck stand on end with her words.
âIâll get you back for thisâ she whispered. âdonât think I wonât Kai. Youâll regret you ever did this to me.â
I laughed it off. Thereâs no way sheâs going to be stupid enough to lay a hand on Winter again. Not when she fully knows the next time will result in her death. But it doesnât stop me from hearing it in my mind, over and over again, as I leave the dungeon and head towards my mate who is most likely waiting for me in the bedroom. Could Candice really be that stupid and would I have to continue to regard her as a threat? I decide to mull things over and think about banishing my ex-girlfriend from the pack. But I wonât burden Winter with that information. I donât want her to speak on Candiceâs behalf. She might not get how vengeful my ex-girlfriend could be but I have my suspicions that â Candice isnât finished when it comes to my mate, and thatâs what scares me the most.