CHAPTER 23

~But you'll never be alone

I'll be with you from dusk till dawn

I'll be with you from dusk till dawn

Baby, I'm right here~

Dusk till dawn - zayn and sia

Xavier's pov:

Anger

Pain

Guilt

That's what I have been feeling since that dreadful day. She's gone. She is not where she normally would be right now; in my arms like usual.

He going crazy, he needs her.

I need her.

We are a wreck without her.

She is our peace.

He can only be controlled by her and for once in my life i am helpless, clueless and scared.

He's going to come out soon; he cannot be contained any longer.

I don't know where she is yet.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, which brought me out of the train of thoughts. I turned back from the gloomy and dark scenery in front of me portraying my inner turmoil since her disappearance, it was my mom. I tried to give her a smile back when she smiled at me buy nothing and no one can bring out the Xavier everybody knows if she is not next me.

I cannot smile drink or eat when my heart is not with me. Not when I know nothing about her location. Not when I know whether she has eaten and okay without any harm.

Who am I kidding; fucking hell I cannot guarantee anything.

Nothing at all.

"Darling, come and eat something", mama pulled on my hand gently trying to take me out of the room.

"No mama, not when I don't know anything about her whereabouts. For once in my life I am so scared mama. I can't lose her. If anything happens to her mama or if there is a single scratch on her beautiful skin I will tear each and every limb of that person and show him no mercy" I walked out of the office trying to keep my anger and Him in contained.

I opened the door to the gym and started the punching the fuck out of the boxing bag trying to calm the raging storm inside for as long as I can.

I need to focus and start planning

No more crying shit.

I need my girl and I will get her by hook or crook.

After a hour or so I stopped and lied on the ground, just listening to the thumping heart of mine.

The burn from the bruised knuckles satisfied my emotions.

"Fuck! Where are you Baby? I am coming for you, just hold on for a bit more for me" I wiped a single tear that rolled and stood up to go back to the room.

The vanilla and coconut smell that she always wears lingered in the air when I opened the door to my room.

Sorry our room.

I shook my head and chuckled when I remembered,

"My love!!! Where are you? " the little ball of sunshine came skipping inside the office.

"Hey baby" I stood up from the chair and met her half way and she jumped into my arms, wrapping her legs and arms around me.

So tiny and adorable.

I held her from the back of her neck and put my other arm under her butt securely and kissed her sweet delicious juicy lips, that I have been craving since morning.

"I have missed you baby", I whispered against her lips.

"Xavi, you know I always hangout with the girls on Saturday for brunch and that will lways be a ritual okay" and she started kissing my whole face.

I am in love with a beautiful woman.

"Shall we go up to my room, so we can have a chill day, yea?" I kissed her forehead.

"My room?" Dali tilted her head in question.

Fuck why does she has to be so damn cute.

Can I just gobble her ?

"My mistake, your highness, OUR room. Now, shall we go?" I squeezed her butt and hugged her tightly even more in my arms. She is so damn squishy and I could just eat her up.

Can I eat her ...

Shut your perverted mind Xavier.

"Xavi, can we watch a Disney movie today?"  Dali asked as I placed her on our bed.

" Anything my princess wants" I kissed her neck and went to grab some snacks to munch on.

End of flashback

The torturous pain igniting from the bottom of spine is what brought me back from the beautiful memory. I let out painful whimper and let Him out for the first time since Dali is missing.

HIS Pov

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

That feeling once you are finally free after a long time can be painfully satisfying.

This time though, I do not enjoy any second here.

The more I cannot feel her or smell her the more rage builds up within me.

The past three days have been absolutely hell, not even Xavier can control me when I feel all these emotions deeply.

Fuck I need to destroy something; I need to feel pain, some relief.

I walked inside the bathroom and started punching the mirror until it broke into pieces and discarded on the floor.

The blood drip down my knuckles on to the floor.

This is not okay. We are not okay; we need her to function properly. I am not ashamed to admit that we are dependent on her. Fuck the stereotypical men who think been asses to women is manly.

Think, think, think, and think

Anyway I could track her location or I could get any sort of clue where she is kept.

"The necklace!" Xavier said.

You motherfucker all this time you did not remember, that we have a fucking tracker in her neck for safety reasons. She always makes sure to wear it because she knows about the importance of her to us.

Of course I forgot the necklace we got her when she was small and has been around her neck ever since.

We gifted her that necklace when I was only 5 years old and loved it when I saw it on display.

She made sure since that day to always wear it and after she turned 16 our families decided to put a tracker inside it one day when our dads were freaking out one day.

Dali of course knows and agreed instantly when she knew there is a potential our lives might be in danger because of some old shit that we don't know what exactly made our fathers so stressed that day.

I quickly let Xavier take over because I knew patience is the most important thing right now and that is something I don't have.

Xavier's point of view

Why did not I think of the bloody necklace all this time, she could've have been in my arms by now if I remembered it.

You dumb ass.

I ran back to my office, grabbed the laptop and switched on the app that has all the family locations connected to. I am the only person with access to everyone's locations.

I inserted the pin and quickly searched up Dali's tracker and waited it to load.

Why is this taking awfully long today?

Hurry up you piece of shit!

Ding!!!!

I smiled as soon as I got the confirmation of her location.

Where the heck is that place? I squinted my eyes to see the directions properly and quickly jot it down and dialed up Dominique's number.

"Hey dude, what's up?" he asked as soon as he picked up.

"Hey man, I need a huge favor from you. I will forever be indebted to you if you could help me out" I quickly sent him the location.

"My girl has been missing and I just sent you the location and I need you to come there" I took the gun out of the safe while explaining the plan to him.

"Alright man, I'll be there. Don't worry" he kept the line.

I grabbed the gun and tucked it inside the back of my trouser and a knife and tucked that in my ankle boot.

Just a little bit longer my baby.

I am coming for you.

Just hold tight for me.

I kissed her picture on my lock screen and kept my phone on our bed and left our room.

I cannot take any risks leaving now is the perfect time.

I quickly texted Andrew and Cody to make sure they know about my whereabouts when they realize I am not home.

Soon you will be where you belong my baby; in my arms not where ever the fuck the sons of bitches have kept you.

I looked at my house one more time and went out of the back door and got into the car.....