Chapter 1
Discovering Us Spin-Off: Introspection
ASHER
Iâm in no rush to get dressed, knowing full well Iâll be late. They canât stand it, my chronic tardiness. I could be punctual if I wanted to, but I choose not to be.
I live life at my own speed, unapologetically. I put on the right clothes, buttoning up my blue shirtâmy go-to colorâand tuck it into my pants, not wanting to ruffle their feathers too much.
I glance at my Rolex, a gift from Zach on my eighteenth birthday that took my breath away. Iâd always wanted one but was always told no. And yet, there it was, nestled in a wooden box on my birthday.
Iâm fifteen minutes late; itâs high time I head downstairs to their office where I know theyâll be sitting with deep frowns. I can already see itâtheir disappointment etched across their faces.
Grinning at my reflection in the bedroom mirror, I give myself a salute before exiting the apartment. I ride the elevator down to the lower level, exchanging greetings with the staff.
I whistle at the ladies behind the desk, then make my way down the narrow hallway that leads to two offices. One belongs to Tyler, the other to Zach.
Atty has already claimed Tylerâs office, carving out his own space, while Zachâs office awaits my invasion. But it doesnât feel like the right timeânot yet.
Without knocking, I open the door to find my three dads engaged in conversation at the small table they use for meals, while Atty perches on the edge of the desk, eyeing the clock.
My dads donât even glance my way, but Atty fixes me with a frown and scolds me for my tardiness.
âYou were supposed to be here twenty minutes ago, Ash. Itâs not that hard. You live upstairs,â he points out.
Heâs also dressed in black pants and a blue shirt. His hair is a mess, just like mine. But while I wear a smirk like our dad, like Zach, he wears a frown like our other dad, like Callum.
Itâs a constant thing with him. The weight of maturity is taking its toll on him. I swear he has worry lines where they shouldnât be.
âI know what time it is, bro, but itâs nice to see you too,â I reply.
âI have things to do, Ash, meetings that will now run late because of you. Just⦠Fuck, Ash. Please just try to be on time,â he complains.
âYour brother is right,â Tyler interjects, his face as impassive as ever. âI had my own things to do; this was the only time that worked for me.â
I shrug, slumping next to Callum, who just stares at me. His frown deepens, his silent words filled with distaste.
âHave you decided to shadow me now that youâve finished school?â Zach asks, not even looking my way.
Heâs irritated, but he wonât say anything, not until Iâve really gotten under his skin. Then the real fun beginsâthe scolding, the yelling. The disappointment put into words. Oh, I canât wait.
I love it when we argue. I shouldnât; it upsets my mom, but itâs thrilling in the moment, you know?
âWhatâs in it for me? What will I gain from this?â I ask.
âA career,â Zach replies.
âStability, income,â Tyler adds, fiddling with his pants.
âDrive, ambition. Come on, Ash, itâs time for you to take some responsibility,â Callum chimes in, as if Iâm an idiot.
I scoff and glance between them all, then at Atty. The look on his face almost makes me reconsider; his expression of utter confusion and despair hits me hard.
But Iâm not him, and Iâm not ready for this. Not today, not this month.
âI wonât be shadowing you, not yet. Iâm not ready.â
âWhat do you mean youâre not ready?â Callum snorts. âAtticus has been doing this since he turned fourteen. Youâve finished school now, boy; you need direction in your life.â
âI have direction, Dad.â
âI agree with Cal. Itâs time you buckled down and learned the shit you need to learn,â Zach says, taking a sip of his coffee.
I gaze at him, taking in our shared features. The same eyes, nose, and jawline. The light dusting of facial hair we both maintain. The dimples that have always been our secret weapon.
Atty and I are mirror images of him, and itâs uncanny. Iâm constantly being mistaken for him, despite the age difference.
I canât fathom how they expect him to look as youthful as me when heâs clearly aged.
âDad, I have plenty of time before I need to worry about that. Youâre not going to keel over tomorrow. Let me enjoy my life. Iâm sure you did the same at my age,â I say, trying to keep my tone light.
âActually, your grandfather and I started this business right out of high school. We had our fun on the weekends, after weâd put in the work during the week. We worked hard, Asher. You should consider doing the same if you want to retire early.â
âIâm good, Dad. Iâm not ready to live in your shadow,â I reply, a hint of defiance in my voice. Who would want to live in his shadow after spending most of my school life doing just that? Itâs time for me to be Asher, not just his son.
Zach scoffs, a sound I recognize because itâs the same one I make when someone says something that really pisses me off. He absorbs my words, his gaze heavy with frustration.
He takes a moment to process my statement. All three of them scrutinize me, searching for any sign of weakness. But I donât give them anything. Iâm not backing down from this.
âAsher, my offer wonât be on the table forever. Iâm not going to wait indefinitely for you to come down from your high horse,â Zach says, his tone laced with irritation.
âDad, Iâm not asking you to wait forever. I just finished school. I want a few years to figure out who I am, to explore what I want for my future. I need time. Canât you understand that?â I plead.
They all sigh in unison. Time is a concept my family seems to misunderstand.
Mom has so much time sheâs practically a clone of Atty. My dads complain about not having enough hours in the day to balance work, family, and leisure.
Thatâs exactly why Iâm not ready to take over the family businesses. And my sistersâthey struggle with time management too.
They take on more than they can handle when thereâs no need. My parents have so much money they donât know what to do with it. My siblings and I are in the same boat.
We have access to our parentsâ wealth, enough that I could splurge every day and still have a hefty savings account.
âJust give me time,â I say, standing up to leave this disaster of a meeting. No one tries to stop me, but I can practically taste their disappointment and anger.
Without looking back, I walk out, closing the door behind me. I rest my forehead against the door, listening to their conversation about me. The door isnât soundproof, and I hear every word.
âHeâs been spoiled too much. He has no sense of responsibility,â Callum grumbles.
âI agree. Violet has coddled him so much he thinks weâre his personal ATMs,â Zach adds, probably nodding in agreement while stroking his chin thoughtfully. His next words hit me hard, stirring up emotions Iâd rather not feel. âMaybe we should cut him off, let him blow through his money and realize it wonât magically replenish itself.â
âYou know how Vi will react to that,â Tyler interjects, his tone neutral, just as I expected.
âI agree. Asher thinks he doesnât need to work. Youâve always provided for us. Heâs privileged and entitled. I canât run these businesses by myself. You need to do something to help me,â Atty says.
His words feel like a punch to the gut. My own twin, my brother, turning against me. How could he?