CHAPTER 21

"Acceptance means embracing ourselves and others with compassion, flaws and all." - Unknown

Elio's Pov

As I wait for the food to be prepared, I take a moment to reflect on Isla's progress. During our last conversation, I noticed that she no longer stutters while talking to us. It's a heartwarming development, a sign that she's finding her voice and gaining confidence. This realization fills me with pride and reassurance that her journey towards healing is moving in the right direction.

While driving home with the aroma of the delicious meal lingering in the car, my thoughts turn to my father, I recall the conversation I had with Dale earlier in the hospital. It dawns on me that I need to inform papa about Isla's progress and the suggestion Dale made regarding therapy.

With determination, I decide to take a proactive role in Isla's healing process. Instead of seeking professional therapy, I feel compelled to be the one to talk to her, to provide her with a safe space to express her thoughts and feelings. It's a decision rooted in my love and understanding of her, as I believe that my presence and familiarity will bring her comfort and enable open communication.

As I step through the front door, a heartwarming scene unfolds before my eyes. Isla is in the living room, surrounded by everyone in the family, their eyes filled with joy and admiration. I notice that Fabiano and Salvatore are absent, likely occupied with work or other activities within the house.

Isla seems to be engrossed in petting and playing with our dog, an image that fills my heart with immense pride and happiness. It's truly remarkable to witness her transformation and see how she has formed a special bond with these gentle creatures.

Interrupting the moment, I announce the arrival of the food, capturing their undivided attention. The mention of a delicious meal sparks enthusiasm, and their curiosity leads them to follow me into the kitchen. It's a bustling scene as everyone gathers around, eagerly anticipating their meals.

As I distribute the food, each family member voicing their preferences and desires, a small voice tugs at my pants. I glance down to find Isla standing there, her eyes bright with anticipation. "Gio, where's my nuggies?" she asks, her voice filled with innocence and excitement.

Unable to resist her adorable request, I smile and reach into the bag, retrieving the nuggets specially prepared for her. Placing the container in her hands, I watch as her face lights up with delight.

The simple act of providing her with her favorite food brings me immense joy, knowing that I can bring a smile to her face with such a small gesture.

As Isla's innocent request to share nuggets with the dogs receives Papa's approval, a smile spreads across my face. Isla's kind-hearted nature shines through as she carefully distributes a few pieces of her beloved nuggets to our furry companions. Watching the dogs happily accept the offering, tail wagging with gratitude, fills the room with warmth and a sense of unity.

However, my attention is momentarily diverted by the commotion caused by the twins. Alessandro and Adriano, in their usual playful banter, engage in a friendly skirmish over the shared food. Their childish antics bring a mix of exasperation and amusement, as they often find themselves caught up in minor disagreements that seem to hold no true significance.

Once our meal is complete, I take it upon myself to save a portion of the food for Fabiano and Salvatore, unsure of their whereabouts at the moment. It is not uncommon for them to be deeply engaged in their work, focused on ensuring the safety and well-being of our family. Their dedication and unwavering commitment are qualities I admire and appreciate.

Curiosity tugs at my thoughts, leading me to my father's office, where I find him engaged in a serious conversation with Uncle Santino. As I approach, I overhear them discussing the recent incidents involving lost money and a compromised shipment. It becomes evident that they are diligently investigating the matter, determined to uncover the identity of the mole responsible for these setbacks.

The revelation leaves me with a mix of concern and intrigue. While I trust my father and Uncle Santino's ability to handle the situation, I am reminded of the delicate balance between the safety of our family and the challenges we face in the outside world. It is a reminder that even in the midst of our peaceful moments, there are threats and obstacles that must be confronted and overcome.

As Uncle Santino bids farewell and leaves the room, I take a moment to gather my thoughts before addressing my concerns to Papa. With a deep breath, I approach him, fully aware of the importance of discussing Isla's health and the recommendations given by Dr. Vicenzo.

"Papa, I have something important to share with you regarding Isla's condition," I begin, my voice filled with a mixture of earnestness and concern.

Papa, ever attentive, looks at me intently, sensing the gravity of the matter at hand. "What is it about her health?" he asks, his voice reflecting his paternal instinct to protect and nurture.

Taking a moment to organize my thoughts, I proceed to explain the details of my conversation with Dr. Vicenzo, recounting his recommendations. I inform Papa that Isla needs to receive a shot and emphasize the importance of following through with the medical treatment. Furthermore, I relay Dr. Vicenzo's advice about seeking the assistance of a psychologist for Isla's well-being.

I stress that despite the visible signs of improvement in Isla's physical health, the lingering trauma from her past experiences remains. It is crucial to address these underlying emotional challenges to ensure her long-term healing and emotional stability.

I express my agreement with Dr. Vicenzo's suggestion, as having a professional therapist can provide Isla with a safe and supportive space to process her emotions and address any unresolved issues.

As I speak, I observe Papa's reaction, noting the concern etched on his face. His love for Isla is evident, and I can see that he is carefully considering the best course of action for her well-being. Our shared desire to provide the utmost care and support for Isla unites us in this important decision.

Together, we contemplate the implications of seeking professional help for Isla's mental state. We acknowledge that addressing her emotional needs is vital in order to prevent any potential conflicts or challenges that may arise in the future. By proactively addressing these issues now, we aim to create a solid foundation for her continued growth and happiness.

As Papa expresses his concern about Isla's potential resistance to the shot and the challenges she may face during therapy, I can sense his worry for her well-being. The thought of her having to confront painful memories from her past fills us both with a deep sense of unease.

Understanding Papa's concerns, I offer a suggestion that may provide Isla with a sense of comfort and familiarity. "Papa, I understand Isla's fear of new people and the daunting prospect of revisiting her traumatic past. That's why I propose that I take on the role of her psychologist. By doing so, I can create a safe space for her, utilizing your office for our sessions. This way, she will have someone she trusts to guide her through the process, and we can focus on the meaningful conversations without any additional stress."

Papa takes a moment to consider my suggestion, his eyes reflecting a mixture of relief and gratitude. He understands the value of Isla having someone familiar by her side during the therapy sessions. After a brief pause, he nods in agreement, acknowledging the importance of our bond and the comfort it will provide to Isla.

A pang of sadness washes over me as I anticipate Isla's reaction upon learning about the impending shot. It is natural for her to feel apprehensive and anxious about the procedure. However, I reassure Papa that we will handle the situation with sensitivity and care, providing her with the support and reassurance she needs.

With a gentle knock on Isla's bedroom door, I am greeted by a heartwarming scene. Isla, engrossed in play with her dolls, is surrounded by our loyal canine companions, their watchful eyes reflecting their protective instincts. As I step into the room, the dogs immediately become alert, causing Isla to flinch slightly.

Realizing her momentary unease, Isla quickly regains her composure and confidently commands, "Bullet, Blaze, sit." The dogs obediently comply, their loyalty and trust in Isla evident in their response. It is a testament to the bond she has formed with them, and I couldn't be prouder of her gentle yet assertive nature.

With a warm smile, I approach Isla and engage her in conversation. "Hi, principessa, how was your day?" I inquire, genuinely interested in hearing about her experiences. Holding up the items I bought for her, I continue, "I have something special for you."

I watch as curiosity sparks in Isla's eyes, her attention now fully focused on the gifts I present. With childlike wonder, she eagerly examines the clothes and toys, her delight shining through. It brings me immense joy to see her innocent excitement and anticipation.

Carefully, I lay out the new clothes on her bed, showcasing the vibrant colors and patterns. Each garment has been chosen with love, with the intention of spoiling Isla and making her feel cherished. I can't help but imagine how adorable she will look wearing them, radiating her unique personality.

As Isla expresses her happiness and shares her excitement about her day spent caring for and playing with the dogs, her innocent joy fills the room. I smile warmly at her response, appreciating her genuine enthusiasm.

Curiosity twinkles in her eyes as she inquires about the gifts I've brought. With a tender smile, I respond, "I bought these for you, and I also got you a new toy so you can have more friends to play with." I emphasize the importance of expanding her playtime experiences, encouraging her imagination and fostering new connections.

To my surprise, Isla expresses concern about the abundance of clothes already in her closet. Her thoughtful nature and consideration for excess make me proud, yet I reassure her with a gentle chuckle, "It's alright, my love. You can wear these new clothes whenever you want. Consider it a way for me to spoil my favorite sister." I playfully kiss her cheek, cherishing the sibling bond we share.

With a mischievous glimmer in her eyes, Isla giggles and playfully challenges my statement. "Silly Gio, I'm your only sister," she remarks, her laughter filling the air. We share a lighthearted moment, the love and affection between us evident in our playful banter.

With a heart full of love, I assure Isla that her happiness and well-being are of utmost importance to me. These small gestures of spoiling her with love and affection are my way of expressing the depth of my love for her, ensuring that she feels cherished and valued in every possible way.