CH 20
I Was a Good Person, and Then a Lot of Things Betrayed Me
A week had passed since the start of summer vacation.
I had nothing in particular to do, so I had already finished my assignments.
I had not talked to Mifuyu even once since the start of summer vacation.
However, the hot weather made me feel like going outside.
I was about to spend another day in vain.
Despite the fact that I should know this, I donât want to take any action.
Well, I guess everyone is like that.
Itâs just about lunch time.
â¦.Letâs have a meal.
After finishing my lunch, I lay down on the floor.
They say that if you eat and sleep right away, it makes you fat, but it doesnât make sense to me as a high school student.
While I was slumbering, the doorbell rang.
Is it a delivery?
I thought so and opened the front door.
âY-yo, Yusei.â
Whatâs with that weird tone?
There was Himari standing there.
Himari is dressed in a pure white one-piece dress, and her fluffy, slightly unpigmented chestnut-colored hair is swaying in the wind, just above her shoulders.
As a childhood friend of mine, I think sheâs cute, no kidding.
âSo, what do you want?â
âCanât I come here if I donât have anything to do? Weâre childhood friends, after all.â
âNo, I wouldnât have come if I didnât have anything to do.â
âC-Come on now!â
What are you getting so worked up about?
Well, Iâm not busy either.
âSo? What are we going to do?â
âWhat are we gonna do?â
âWant to go upstairs?â
âEhue?!â
Whatâs that voice?
âWhat, youâre not coming up?â
âS-sorry for the inconvenience!â
Himari replied cheerfully and took off her sandals, which were wrapped around her feet with several strings.
âSit down right there. Let me give you something right now.â
âI donât care. Iâm the one who came over here.â
I didnât listen to her words and took out a glass of cold water from the refrigerator.
ââ¦..Eh? Isnât barley tea usually used for this kind of thing?â
âIf you have a problem with it, Iâll put it away.â
Then, as if in a panic, Himari said
âNo complaints!â
And then she drank the water vigorously.
â~~~! I drank it all at once! My head hurtsâ
Himari struggled while holding her head.
What an idiot.
I was talking with Himari about nothing else for a while.
Then suddenly Himariâs voice became serious.
âHey, Yusei.â
âWhat is it?â
âAre you in pain right now?â
I felt as if my heart was being nibbled.
âNo? Nothing like that?â
âReally?â
Himari looked at me doubtfully.
âYeahâ
Yes, Iâm not bitter.
Iâm not in pain.
âIf thatâs the case, itâs fineâ¦â
âIf I was in pain, what would you have done?â
What am I asking her?
âWell, I donât know. I might not be able to do anything.â
Well, I guess so.
âI see.â
But, added Himari, spinning her words.
âI can listen to what you have to say.â
I know.
I know how much it can be relieved just to be listened to.
âSo, Yusei. If youâre having a hard time, you can always talk to me, okay?â
âYeah.â
Thatâs all I could say.
I donât want to talk to you about it.
[Itâs what you love to do, so it canât be hard.]
Thatâs right.
Thatâs what I like to do.
A little while later, she said.
âWell, Iâm going to go home.â
âYeah, see you.â
The awkwardness I had felt recently with Himari was already gone.
After all, a childhood friend may be an existence that can be forgiven.
However, this does not mean that I have forgiven Himari.
There is still a part of me deep in my heart that has yet to completely forgive Himari.
[You canât forgive her that easily, now, can you?]