𝑯𝒆'𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍

🎶𝑪𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈: 𝑵𝒐 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 𝒃𝒚 𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝑫𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏🎶

Conrad POV:

It's been days of trying to convince myself to tell her. Man, I can't even get close to her without my soul wanting to come out of my body. It has also been days of trying to convince myself that I don't actually like Olivia, but then last night's dream proved me all wrong. Yet again.

"You had another dream??!" Elina says while giving me a shocked face.

It was a weird ass dream too. We were at a party at a dance floor and I went to confess to her with flowers and everything. When I went to give her the flowers this random guy came, grabbed her by the waist, and asked me "what did I want". Then one thing led to the other and we were in a fight and shit, and long-story short it ended with me and Olivia completely making out at the beach.

"As much as it is to hear your dreams about her, wouldn't it be much better to actually be dating her," she says while giving me a shrug and grinning.

I sigh and throw my head onto the pillow.

"Why is this so complicated,"

I hear Elina sigh and then come sit next to me.

"Hey, you'll be fine. Just go for it,"

I sit up and look towards the wall.

"Just get her some flowers and write one of those cheesy ass poems you write and talk to her,"

I laugh and go towards the door.

"First of all, they are not cheesy. Second of all, I have to go grocery shopping with Liv so I got to go,"

She opens the door and rolls her eyes.

"Go get your girl,"

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On the way to the store, I thought about telling Olivia right then and there. But then I realized how weird it would be to confess to someone in a car. And how awkward it would be if she says she doesn't like me back.

"I need to get something from the pharmacy so you head towards the store first," she says while giving me her phone. Before I get the chance to speak she is running out of the car towards the pharmacy.

Is she good?

I go towards my phone and start to text her.

Are you alright?- connie

I wait a bit and then hear a notification. I quickly look and then realize it came from the other phone.

The phone she has given me.

Her phone.

I hit myself on the forehead as I head into the store.

Dumbass.

I look at the list she has given me and realize most of this shit is fruits.

Apples? Oranges? Bananas? Melons?

I scroll towards the bottom to see if there's any hidden junk food and am unsuccessful. But then I remember the last time we went grocery shopping when she said "she doesn't put junk food in the list because we would for sure not forget that." And that "we are more likely to forget the healthy stuff".

Well I think we should still put it on the list.

I say to myself while going to type something onto the list. But instead of clicking on the "text" button, I click on the "x" button which leads me to the front page of her note app.

Shit.

I say while scrolling to see if I can find it again, but while scrolling I see one titled "Conrad- pros and cons list".

Under it it says,

Pro- he is hot as hell and playing pretend won't hurt

I laugh, feeling my confidence start to boost a bit.

Maybe this could work out.

Or maybe she just thinks you're good looking.

Con- you don't know this man. You don't owe him any favors.

Pro- did I mention his face?? he's hot as hell-

I can feel a massive grin start to form on my face as I read the last sentence over and over again. I could frame it on the wall and it would be my most prized possession.

"Pro- did I mention his face?? he's hot as hell-" said by Olivia about Conrad Fisher

I feel silly as I realize I am standing still in the middle of an aisle in a supermarket that is packed, grinning like an idiot. But it just plays again over and over again

he's hot as hell-

If only I could actually hear her say it to me.

"Hey!" I hear Olivia holler from behind me. I quickly go towards the list again and turn around.

She would be completely embarrassed if she knew I saw this.

"Omg-," she says while looking up at the ceiling and smiling.

She starts to sing as she takes the cart from me.

"It's Taylor," she says while singing the lyrics to Wildest Dreams and dancing.

She turns around towards me and motions for me to come towards her as she sings the lyrics

"But this is gonna take me down. He's so tall and handsome as hell,"

I can't help but grin and see the list in my head again.

"What are you smiling about?" she says as she grabs something off of the counter.

If only she knew that with that single line, she got me feeling as though I had won the lottery. And if only she knew that saying that singular line would make me play wildest dreams nonstop while thinking about her.

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𝑵𝒐𝒘 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

𝑨𝒏𝒚𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔, 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒗3𝒓𝒚𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑 𝒑𝒓𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕.

𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒂 𝒗𝒐𝒕𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕!! 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒔 <3