𝐔𝐡 𝐨𝐡, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

Olivia POV:

🎶𝑪𝒖𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈: Labyrinth by Taylor Swift 🎶

As I sit on the bed staring out at space, I can hear Conrad pacing back and forth in the room and whispering to himself.

"Okay, okay we got this. You can take the bed right and I will just uhh sleep on the floor or....or maybe I can ask the staff if they have an air mattress...although maybe they don't since why would they have one. Maybe I can go downstairs and check if there's a sofa or a-"

"I don't know why, but I want to devour a cheese pizza right now and forget today even happened," I say, interrupting his....whatever kind of rant he is having.

He looks over at me and doesn't say anything for a while, just sympathetically looks at me. I wish he would just agree with me and order the pizza for this awkwardness could just wash away.

"Well if we are getting a pizza, there's no way you're getting a plain pizza," he says, while sitting down next to me and going on his phone.

"What do you mean? Plain pizza is food sent from heaven, there's something so good about the simplicity in which makes it so comforting and fucking delicious,"

Conrad shakes his head with a grin and places the phone for delivery.

"Hello, for delivery," he says and then starts to tell the person the address. I sit there and watch as he bites his nails as he talks.

"Yeah okay, we would like a plain pizza,"

I get excited and jump up.

"Hell yeah, you wont regret it,"

He shakes his head and continues to look at me as he talks.

"Yes, and also a pizza with everything on it,"

I look over at him and shake my head in disapproval. I have always thought that having veggies on pizza is a disgrace, but honestly, that's probably how people feel about me just putting cheese on it.

Suddenly, I got another craving I have been wanting for a while now.

"And cheese fries," I say. While placing both of my hands together.

"And cheese fries," Conrad says with a laugh. But this is no laughing matter, it is serious talk.

Very serious.

"Oh shit, we should also both get a slice of cheesecake. Oh my god I haven't had cheesecake in forever, that's kind of insane," I say while sitting down, imagining having a cheesecake in front of me and devouring it.

"Two cheesecakes,"

"Chicken tenders, we have to get chicken tenders," I say, half joking and half actually wanting to also devour some chicken tenders with barbeque.

"Ch-" he puts the phone down and whispers towards me.

"Um, excuse me, who is paying for this," he says.

"Me," I say as I place money on top of the nightstand.

We both stare at each other for a couple of seconds before Conrad places the phone to his ear again.

"And a milkshake, I need a milkshake," I say, not knowing where all these cravings are coming from. The last time I had all these cravings was when I was in school applying to colleges and staring at my screen trying to figure out what to write for my college essay. Lets just say, it was not fun. At all. Would rather do a marathon than go through that again.

"Chicken tenders and 2 milkshakes,''

I start turning on the television and figuring out what we should do to kill time while we are and for it can also not become awkward.

"Want to watch a movie," I say once I hear him finish the call.

"Depends, what are we watching,"

"Oh we are so watching a cartoon," I say as I start looking through the movies on the tv.

"Why,"

"It's Friday," I say and shake my head. As if he is supposed to know about my Friday cartoon movies thing I have been doing since the summer started. I mean, their house got a shit ton of movies and I am not just going to let that go to waste.

"And what does that have to do with...anything,"

"Or we can watch a sad ass movie,"

I look over at him and wait for a response. But he is just looking over at me as if he has never heard of a sad ass movie before.

"Ratatouille!!" I say, randomly remembering talking about it last week and how I wanted to watch it but kept forgetting to do so.

"That's what we are watching" I say, laying on the bed and kicking my feet in the air with excitement.

"What in the world is a ratatouille?" Conrad says, which felt like a dagger going straight through my heart that no one has told him about this movie.

"You don't know what ratatouille is??"

Conrad gives me a confused look and I laugh out of shock.

"We have just found our movie,"

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"How are we even going to eat all of this," Conrad says, pointing towards all the food that is on the table. It is a literal masterpiece.

"Don't worry. This movie is going to make you hungry as shit and then going to make you wonder why you didn't order more food,"

Conrad gives me a confused look but doesn't ask any questions as he sits down next to me with his slice of pizza.

As I grab a slice of pizza I look over at Conrad that is sitting a couple inches away from me on the bed.

I wonder why he is being so nice to me? What has possessed him to be this kind.

As I am about to ask him, I hear my phone buzz and then another buzz in between us. I look down towards it and see that it's from Tae.

I could feel my breath go away for a second, and I forced myself to breathe out as I clicked the notification. I can feel Conrad's eyes on me as I read the message and my whole body starts to tense up.

Hey... -Tae

Can we talk?- Tae

My breath gets stuck in my throat again and I stare at the phone for a couple of seconds before Conrad takes the phone from my hand and lets out a laugh.

"Oh hell no," he says, and then starts furiously typing on the phone.

"Listen you little piece of shit, whore ass mother fucker, good for nothing asshole, you may fuck off and stay 10-" Conrad starts to passionately say.

I take the phone from him and widen my eyes at him.

"What. He deserves it,"

"I know, but he's not worth the effort,"

"But you are," Conrad says, which causes me to freeze and stare at his eyes for a while without me even realizing it.

I hear another buzz between us and I look down towards it.

Let's talk. Please. - Tae

"And you don't deserve that bullshit," he says while pointing to the phone. I look down at it and sigh.

Then I place my legs up towards my face and sink my head into my legs.

"Why are guys so complicated ...I mean, why not just go for who you want. I mean why in the hell is he just playing with other people's feelings, like I seriously don't get it. He had a whole ass girlfriend for who knows how fucking long, but he still comes towards me and does this shit and like why. Just why. What is the point?"

"Because sometimes men are just assholes,"

"Yeah, I guess," I say while grabbing my milkshake and sipping it, while thinking about how great it would be if I could sink into this bed and not have to talk to another human being for the rest of my life.

"Do you want to egg his house or break his tires or some shit, because we totally-"

"No, it's okay,?" I say while laughing.

"No seriously, we could throw darts at his photo and pray for his downfall or something,"

I laugh while I nod my head.

"Or like place a bunch of booby traps in front of his house doors or a bunch of stickers with asshole written across it all over his car or some shit," I say, half playing in with the joke and half actually wanting to do it.

Conrad laughs and nods.

"Yes, exactly,"

I laugh and lay down on my pillow.

"Thanks," I say as I look towards him.

"For what," he says as he lays next to me.

"For putting up with all of my shit,"

He looks over at me and smiles.

"Always,"

I smile and then look towards him again.

"And for being a good friend, really, thanks,"

He stares at me for a while without saying anything.

"Friend...yeah, " he says slowly, in a whisper.

We stare at each other for a while. I didn't know looking at someone could make you feel so calm but tingly at the same time, but here I am feeling as though I have both electricity and peacefulness running through my veins.

I can feel his hand brush against mine, which causes a wave of heat to go throughout my whole body. I can feel my breaths becoming shallow and my heart starts to race. The look he is giving me makes me want to take a picture of it and frame it. And the way his small touch is making me feel, makes me want to stay in this moment forever.

I watch as he stares at my eyes and then goes down to my lips. My heart starts to race even faster as continues to stare down at my lips.

Oh my, he's trying to kill me.

Then,  out of nowhere, I see myself placing my hand on Conrad's cheek and placing my lips on his. I am feeling that electric feeling I was feeling before, but this time it's 10 times stronger and I couldn't help but to want more of it. To want more of him. To kiss him even deeper and wrap my arms around him. To stay in this magical and addicting feeling forever, and until the end of time. I can feel him place his hand on my neck and he starts to kiss me even deeper just in the way I wanted. Or maybe it was me. I can't really tell since it feels like I am in another world right now. In a world where everything is really all sunshine and rainbows. I start to feel his hand go up towards my hair which brings me back to my senses and I shoot back away from him. I can feel my heart start to race and he looks at me in shock.

"I-uh," I start frantically searching for words to say but my mind has gone completely blank. I get up off the bed and grab my things, still in shock, still in the kiss, still not in this world. I am stuck in between it all.

"I'm sorry I didn't-" I can't get myself to say any more words as I walk out of the room in both shock and fear of what he might say. Of what I have just done.

As I walk out the door I hear him say wait but I continue to walk because, well, I don't know. I don't even know how I am walking right now. My legs are moving, but I am not completely here.

Shit. What have I just done?

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Hello, I am back, after a long while of not updating you all (sorry). Hope you liked this chapter and hopefully I will write the next one tomorrow or sometime next week (I will try). Okay goodbye (Also please leave a vote/star on this if you liked it! Thanks.)