Rosé- Distraction? (part 2)

"Hey Rosé. Great work today."

Rosé looked away from her phone's screen and turned her head around to look at the girl who spoke to her standing near the doorway. It was one of the yg dancers.

"Thank you. You guys were great too." She smiled at the girl who waved bye and left for the day.

Rosé sighed and looked around her costume and makeup room. Feeling as lonely as ever.

She sat down in her chair and stared at herself in the mirror. "Smile Ro. You made it. You completed the shooting of you first solo mv. You ARE happy."

She forced herself to smile.

Turning on her phone she opened her messages. Going to the chats she shared with Y/N she started typing.

Hey baby. I did it. I finally made it hon. How are you? It has been 456 days since I last saw you hon. I miss you so much. Hankie misses you too. He always waits by the door for you. I am so sorry for everything I did. I didn't mean anything that I said baby. All i wanted was to protect you. I wish i could tell you. Be safe. I love you. Forever and ever my love. Goodnight.

Her finger hovered over the send button. But thinking about how your eyes lost their light when she broke up with you, made her stop. This was for your own good.

Sighing she pressed the back button and saved the message as a draft, like all 1023 messages she couldn't send you over the past year.

She felt a tear slip down her face. Rubbing it off she got up, changed her outfit and decided to go home for the day.

Closing the door to her house she took off her shoes and looked around the living room in all its emptiness. It represented how her heart felt without you.

Going to her room she called for Hank, took him to the kitchen and gave him some food while she ate her microwaved one.

It has been a long and hectic day. Since the moment she woke up at 4am, everything has been done as scheduled. Going to the studio, meeting with directors, shooting for the mv. She was dead tired.

Throwing away the trash, she picked up hank and went to the bedroom. Changing into comfy night closed she did her bathroom routine and laid down on the bed with a sigh.

Although tired, sleep didn't come. She felt lonely and depressed. She had so much but no one to share it with.

She regretted leaving behind her real future. The future with Y/N without fighting for it. She wished that she fought for you. She regretted listening to her head at that time. She regretted breaking you heart and watching your face crumple up with sadness.

All ahe wants is to go back in time and never do what she did. She wants to go back to he time when she was able to hug Y/N. Kiss her and tell her how much she loved her.

Thinking about your smile and the way you used to look at her with so much love, Rosé finally fell asleep.

You finally took a day off. It has been months since you actually took a day to yourself. The past year had been tough. The love of your life broke up with you. She called you a 'distraction'.

You still wonder if you were ever annoying or overbearing towards her. She ruined you. You loved her with all your heart and she just left. Leaving you to die slowly till you were no more.

You tried to distract youself after she was gone. You didn't wantto think about her, but that was downright impossible with all the posters and ads of blackpink all around korea.

First you started drinking. If it weren't for a close friend, you know that you would have dug yourself an early grave with liver cissorsis. Then came the hayred phase. You started hating everything about her. Whenever you saw an ad featuring her, yoj turned your tv off and got the hell out of the house.

After that came the overworking phase, which is still going on. This was the best option to forget about her. You overworked so much that you even got a promotion with a good ass salary. But your boss told you to take the day off when he realised how hard you were working.

So here you are, walking in a park filled with happy families and dogs and picnics.

This is the first time you actually felt yourself relax and let go a little. This is the first time you actually didn't have to do something to forget about her.

Taking a deep breath of fresh air, you continued walking until you saw a pretty girl in a floral dress struggling with a huge dog.

"Stop it Max. We need to go home. We have been here for 4 hours already you huge baby." The girl pushed back her hair and tried to untangle herself from the lease when the dog made circles around her. "Don't you dare make me fall Maxy. I will ban all toys for a week if you embarass me by making me fall in front of so many people." She whisper yelled.

Smiling at the way she talked to her dog, you made your way towards her.

"You want any help?" Startled, the girl looked up at you. Looking at you in the eye she nodded her head shyly.

Helping her untangle, you took the leash from her hand and ordered Max to sit in a stern voice, making him immediately follow your command.

"Oh my god. How did you do that?" She looked at her dog and then at you with admiration.

"Have always had a way with dogs. Our house was filled with animals when I was a kid. By the way, isn't the dog pretty big for you. I dont mean to be rude but you must have a hard time controlling what with you-er size?" Instead pf sounding like a statement the sentence came out as a question from your mouth as you didn't want to offend her.

She giggled, showing her cute bunny teeth and looked at you, "Yeah. He is a huge doggy. But i found him in the street near my house and couldn't just leave him." She looked at him with love and rubbed his huge head. Looking at her you started feeling your heart beat again. It never stopped but you could feel the spark coming back again after a year.

"I am Y/N and you are?" You brought your free hand towards her to shake.

"Nayeon. My name is Im Nayeon." You smiled at her.

Rosé woke up and looked at the time. Seeing that it was 1pm, she got up from her bed, freshened up and decided to take Hank for a long overdue walk to the park.

She enjoyed the view and decided to take a seat in a nearby bench for a while. Unclipping Hank so that her can walk around a little, she tilted her head to look at the blue sky and smiled feeling the wind flowing through her hair.

Hearing Hank give a loud bark she looked down to see him running away from her at full speed.

Shocked at the event, Rosé paused for a while and then started follwing him. "Hanky wait. Where are you going? Stop running so fast."

Just as she was about to reach him, she saw him stop in his tracks and a long hand pick him up.

"Hank?" Gasping at the voice she heard, Rosé looked up and saw that it was Y/N.

"Y/N?" Hearing Rosé's voice you looked towards her and felt your heart almost beat out of your chest.

"Ro?" Gulping, you shook your head to think straight and smiled at her. "How have you been?" You asked her just to be polite. She looked pretty in her white top and yoga pants. She would look good even in a bag made out of trash to you.

Rosé finally noticed the girl beside Y/N and felt pure raw dread pass through her heart. Is that Y/N's girlfriend? Does she love her? Are they living together?

Instwad of answering, Rosé looked straight in Y/N's eyes, "Who is she?", unable to stop the malice in her tone, she looked at the girl again. She was standing too close to Y/N.

Following Rosé's eyes you say Nayeon give Rosie a smale smile and a tiny wave.

"This is Nayeon and this huge guy over here is Max." You gave the dog a pat and then another to Hank who was still in your arms. You missed almost as much as Ro.

Rosé didn't miss that Y/N didn't explain Nayeon's role in her life. Feeling like her heart was on fire, she knew that she had to get out of there.

"It was nice to meet you. I was just walking Hank around for a little bit." Rosé pointed towards Hank and Y/N gave him back to her.

"I guess i will keep going now." Rosé looked at your eyes once more. They are not the ones she remembered. They didn't have the shine or the michief in them that she missed.

You felt you heart tug when you watched Ro turn around. But then you remembered her words. She called you a 'distraction'. That's all you were to her. Feeling your anger come back you couldn't help but say loudly, "Congratulation on you solo, Ro. Hope you are free of all the distractions and can finally focus on you career. I will always support you and will definitely buy the album. Bye."

Turning around you tugged Max with you and smiled down at Nayeon.

Rosé turned around after she heard you to see you walking away all the while smiling at Nayeon like she meant everything to you.

She felt the first tear drop and then the next and the next until she couldn't feel anything, as she watched your back disappear.