-16- sawberry baby
Hold My Hands ,Baby. (femxfem) { Editing}
Atmiz's view
I spent the weekend with Mychelda and now I'm grinding like a teenager in front of the mirror.
We talked a lot.
This is actually what we spent the weekend on.
And we realized that we need to work on our communication, well the one who has communication issues is clearly me.
But Mychelda promised me she'll help me.
I'm still thinking I can hurt her, but I also think I'm not the same Atmiz.
And I never be her anymore.
" Wait for me in the kitchen we have something important to talk about"
Okay, her sudden serious tone hit me a shot.
I mean since this morning she's dealing something on her phone, reading and re-reading her agenda.
And now, when I think I'm going to have my girlfriend for myself, she's talking like
my mom.
Okay
I go sit on the couch just like she told me.
After a moment she entered the living room.
" I have to tell you something important about me" she said while sitting beside me.
I pressed my lips, wondering what could be so serious.
She's in the mafia? Because I still can process how she can be so insanely rich only with her art.
" Three years ago" she leaned on the couch " I was married"
" Married?" My Mychelda, married, to someone else than me.
What does that even mean?
" Yes, married, and we divorced two years after" she said.
I furrowed my brows in confusion " what happened?" I placed a hand on her thins to comfort her.
"Well....we didn't love each other anymore and we were too young and stupid to see that, I mean we were in love with the idea of being a happy married couple so..." She shrugged and I blanked twice before hugging her.
Because I know even she doesn't show it, this had be difficult for both of them.
" It's okay now, baby" she said in the hug, " it's not the topic too"
I pulled out the hug tilting my head.
" We have a daughter " she said in a low tone.
Omg I couldn't help but have the hugest smile on face.
" Wait what you're not....."
"No! " I cut her off holding her hands and excitement. " Even if I'm jealous that someone else already told you ' I do ' I'm so happy that you have a daughter".
She nodded and smiled " I'm really happy about your reaction Atmiz"
" Is it that you've been dealing with this morning ?"
" I wasn't dealing with anything, I was adapting my agenda to my two babies."
I furrowed my brows" two?"
"You and Anaïs " she poked my forehead with her pointer.
Anaïs, that's pretty and cute.
" She have a beautiful name " I whispered, imagine a pretty little girl.
I always wanted a child, I was so impatient to Andrea to be pregnant but her and William never said anything about it.
Like they forgot they can procreate.
Idiot heterosexual tsk.
But who am I to judge?
" I'm going to pick her up next week " Mychelda informed me "I wanted you to come with me."
" Oh yes" I nodded.
" Do you like kids? " she asked.
" I don't only love kids, I love children at any age" I explain while rubbing her thigh.
" Anaïs will love you but don't spoil her" she advised me.
I don't think I can do that.
" How are you so sure she'll love me? " I tilted my head.
" She loves princesses" Mychelda whispered as she leans on me .
But I back away.
" You still mad at me baby ?" she arched a brow.
" Last night you tried to kill me and you think a massage will replace your absence of the day."
" But I was doing it for Anaïs, not like you actually worked instead of resting like I told you." She argued.
Oh shit.
She saw me.
" Talking about work " I decided to change the subject.
" What?" She said playing with her bracelets.
Or I should say my chain waist she stole for me since the night we met.
And suddenly she frowned, probably remember the last time she went to my office.
" Is that Damian shit? "
Well wow, I love this nickname.
" I fired him, well......I didn't really fire him I got a friend who had an agency in France and I transferred him here, I never gave a fuck about him but I care about his art regardless of his behaviors.
Mychelda's frown went away while I talked and patted my hand on her thighs.
" Wise decision baby" she nodded.
"Thanks" I smiled.
A week later
" Lord, I'm so nervous" I whispered.
" Atmiz Vetali, nervous? " Mychelda chuckled playfully.
"I'm serious Elda, I am ready to slap your ex but I'm a tiny little mouse in front of your daughter." I whispered to her as she giggled.
We were walking on the tarmac to meet with Anaïs and her other mother.
Someone Mychelda don't really like to talk about.
Which leave me with not enough information about the girl.
Even the gossip ass of Andrea couldn't help me.
So we were heading to the plane.
Elisabeth's private jet.
Mychelda's ex have a jet, Jesus.
No pressure, no stress.
If she let Mychelda slip into her hands.
She doesn't have a full brain.
Luckily, today wasn't a sunny day, so we weren't walking in the sun.
The plane, the black SUV all around, I feel like I'm in a mafia story Jesus.
" Good morning Ms. Desora a bodyguard said"
" Hi Christian" Mychelda waved at him. " Atmiz, Christian, Anaïs's bodyguard when nobody is around, Christian, my girlfriend Atmiz."
Christian offered me a hand which I took.
And after scanning my face his serious expression disappears.
" Lol, such a princess we have here, Anaïs will bite you alive "
I smiled.
Mychelda took my hands and we walked into the plane.
" MAMA!?" a thin voice screamed, I heard running footsteps before seeing tiny hands and legs wrapped around her torso.
I smiled at the scene.
Until I heard a female voice say " she couldn't wait anymore, like I'm a monster"
Blonde shoulder length hair and a pink sunny dress.
I have to admit that she's beautiful, and she doesn't look like the typical bitchy snob I pictured her.
" I'm Elisabeth but I'm sure you know my name, Atmiz " she smiled kindly.
I stared at her a second before finally took her hand so I shook it, " nice to meet you "
" Nice to meet you too" I giggled.
Mychelda was too busy hugging her daughter to realize her girlfriend is meeting her ex-wife.
" Who's that Mama? " I heard a voice behind me.
" That's my girlfriend, angel" Mychelda said as I turned myself.
" Approach ,baby" Mychelda took a quick glance at me.
A took a hesitant step toward them.
Mychelda was holding Anaïs in her waist.
" Atmiz this is Anaïs my lovely angel, and Anaïs this as I said this is my girlfriend"
The girl nodded slowly before offered me a tiny hand to shake.
Aww so cute.
" Nice to meet you....Amiz" she said confidently.
" Nice to meet you too Anaïs " I shook her hand as her eyes diverted from my face to Mychelda, smiling proudly.
Aww too much too cute.
Her black curly pigtails were shaking as she walked happily beside us .
Elisabeth wanted to take us to lunch. So now after leaving the airport we headed to a restaurant.
" I want sawberry smoothie and sawberry cake" Anaïs told her mother well Elisabeth.
" And also sawberry ice cream with strawberries " she added with a puppy face to both her moms.
"Did you spoil her Lisa ?" I heard Mychelda said.
But I couldn't care less about the nickname when Mychelda's hand was on my thigh, across my you know what.
I diverted my attention from Mychelda's actions to the pairs of eyes scanning me"
Anaïs was sitting beside Elisabeth, in front of us.
She's been looking at me since the plane.
"Do you like strawberries?" I asked her and she nodded.
" Words Anaïs" Mychelda said.
" That's okay Cara" I pinched her hand on my thigh.
So she tightened her grip on my thigh, making me dazed.
"Atmiz loves strawberries too " Mychelda said and Anaïs eyes lit up.
" I love sawberries!!"she cooed
" We'll be strawberries friends" I suggested and she nodded three times " yes"
After the lunch, Elisabeth said she has things to handle and after the teary goodbye to her momma, Anaïs fells asleep on her chair in the back seat of the car.
I was beside her , watching her sleeping.
" You did good today, baby" Mychelda said in a calm tone.
" Thanks baby, stop the car please"
" Huh why?" She asked " just stop it Cara" I signed.
When she finally park the car, I made my way to the passenger side and once I closed the doors she took my hands.
" Are you okay?" She asked, concerned.
" Are you okay, Mychelda?" I said in the same tone.
For whatever response she leaned and pressed her lips on mine.
" I'm alright, thanks for caring about me" she whispered.
" Don't say thanks, I'm made for you and I take care of you "
" I can say the same thing " I kissed my cheek and my neck and then she kissed me again in the neck, when I realized what was going on because she never pulled away, I did it.
" Baby why!!" She pouted.
" We were driving home " I remind her.
She signed and started the car " I'll eat you later "
Eat me?
"Devour me you mean?"
" If this is what you want, I'll devour you Atmiz " she said placing her right hand on my thigh.
This girl
A/N
Guys I know....
I'm sorry ð
I'll make it up to you