CH 58
Ex-Hero, Now Freeloader
58 â Rainâs Desire
Never in my life did I think that it would be fine to quit being a Savior. Never in my life did I think that Iâd live a life of fun as I do now, spending every day aiming to achieve normalcy.
ãSir Rainâ¦ãEleanorâs eyes were moist.
ãIf you say that Iâm the one who saved everyone, then the one who saved me that day was you, Eleanor. That means that I, also, owe a large debt of gratitude to you.ã
Large droplets of tears pour down Eleanorâs face.
ãI donât know about this winning or losing business, but I donât want to see you depressed like that. When youâre sad, it pains me.ã
ãSir Rain⦠Sir Rainâ¦ãEleanor calls my name over and over again.
ãYeah.ã
ãâ¦Can Iâ¦touch you?ã
I nodded, and she reached out her slender white fingers toward my face. They were smooth, but there were calluses from her using her sword. I could feel her devotion and her femininity that never failed to neglect her grooming from both hands.ãIâ¦never in my life had I thought that would happen either. That Iâ¦would become such a major part of your life, Sir Rainâ¦ã
ãRecently, Mika and I had a disagreement. So, in order for things like that to not happen again, if someone is important to you, I think you have to tell them.ã
ãâ¦A-am I i-important toâ¦t-to Sir Rainâ¦?ã
Eleanorâs face turned red and she went stiff. It looked like she was frightened that my reply would be different from what she was expecting. I put my hand on her hand that was caressing my cheek. I looked into her sky-blue eyes.
ãYes, you are, Eleanor.ã
When she heard those words⦠Eleanor showed me an even more breathtaking smile than the one I saw when we reunited.ãThat makes me happy, Sir Rain. Truly.ã
I felt my chest start to throb when I saw that expression. ãI-I see.ã
ãSir Rain.ã
ãYeah?ã
ãC-can Iâ¦hug you?ã
ãHuh? O-oh. That thing that Marie does often, right?ã
ãTh-that, yes. But, one filled with deep affection! Purely! No wicked thoughts whatsoever!ãEleanor was upset.
I walked towards her with my arms wide open as if greeting her.
ãâ¦! â¦â¦! Th-then, if youâll excuse me.ãEleanor gently wraps her arms around my back. Her breasts softly conform to the shape of my face, wrapping me in her warmth.
ãSnnnnnfffffff, haa. Snnnnnfffffffã
ãE-Eleanor?ãItâs like sheâs trying to absorb something.
ãGasp, sorry! I can just smell such happiness.ã
ãN-no, itâs fine.ã
While being half buried in her bosom, I look up to meet her gaze.ãIâm really glad I met you, Eleanor.ã
ãSir Rainâ¦! I-if you say something like that right now, Iâ¦!ãEleanor brings her face closer to mine.
ãEleanor?ã
Her pale pink glossy lips were on the verge of touching mine. Iâ¦couldnât avoid it. Orâ¦I guess I chose not to. And thenâ¦just before our lips touched.
ãFueehâ¦ãEleanorâs body lost all of its strength!
I managed to grab a hold of her as she was falling to the floor.ãAre you okay?!ã
She had a look of bliss on her face with blood dripping down her nose.
ãCome to think of it, Iâm not wearing the horns right now.ãWith that in mind, Eleanor mustâve endured for quite a while. I carried her to her bed and wiped off her nosebleed.
Then I stared at her sleeping face. What wouldâve happened if sheâd stayed conscious for just a few seconds more? I donât know. What I do know is that the beating in my chest did not subside even after a few moments.
Later, a discussion was held between Eleanor and Florence, and she was allowed into my room like the others of The Seven. Iâm glad that they managed to make up, but⦠One after another, the others all voiced their opinion thatãIt feels like Eleanor has the upper hand, somehowâ¦ã
Searching for the true nature of that feeling, they all bombarded me with questions.