Chapter 6: "traitor"

I walk in the living room to see Jesse, James, and Caden playing twister. Jesse is currently all tangled up, his left foot on green, both of his  arms  on blue and his right foot on yellow. James's right arm was on red, his left food on red, right foot on yellow and his left on blue. Jesse is currently trying to move his right foot over to red. He falls with an OMPF! My poor, poor brother lands on his crotch. I can see the pain from here. He falls down looking like he his about to cry.

James and Caden start to laugh. "You little bi-" "ah ah ah, our little sister is listening." Jesse looked at me. Pain incased in his face. "Heyyy Lids. How ya doing?" I tried really hard to not laugh, I really did but I couldn't help a small laugh that escaped my lips.

"Traitor" was all he mumbled. "Sorry, I couldn't help it" An alarm went off in my head.

*RING* You just messed up! He feels pain because you betrayed him! That's what traitors do! You hurt him! You're turning into Carl! You're so selfish!*RING* I started to feel dizzy. I couldn't let them know. Not at all. "I erm, I'm going to head upstairs to my room. I have a headache." I added quickly. Jesse quickly pushed himself off the ground. "Okay I'll walk you up" Although I really wanted to be alone I didn't want to disappoint Jesse more than I already did.

We started our long and dangerous and supposed to be alone trek. I'm not dramatic you are.

"Okay here we are. Make sure to get some sleep. In a couple minutes I'll bring some painkillers and a bottle of water. Got it?"  "Got it, thanks." He seemed to accept my answer and headed off.

The whole world was spinning at that point.

I felt like throwing up but choked it down. I couldn't afford to have my brothers smell it, plus it left a bad taste in my mouth.

I laid down but once again, didn't dare to fall asleep. I know what you might be thinking, 'Lidia your brother is coming and you told him you're going sleep but you're not asleep' I know, I know, but like I said, my best skill is lying.

I tossed over to the side where my brother can't see my face. I closed my eyes for good measures. To keep myself from actually falling asleep since I was pretty tired, I pinched my arm.

As he said he would, ten minutes later he brought my painkiller and bottle of water. He bent down and kissed my cheek. Why did he do that? If I'm not wrong then that is supposed to be a sign of affection. If it is why did he do that to me? I mean isn't he mad and disappointed? These people confuse me very much.

I had counted to 178 before turning over and looking at what he had brought me. As said three painkillers, and not one, not two, not three, but four bottles of water! I don't really think they need to waste their bottles of water on me.

After about forty five  the dizziness had stopped and I was just laying down on my very comfortable mattress. I'm surprised that my brothers have given me- a horrible, selfish, whore- a home! All I needed to do was keep up my act and everything will be alright. Right?

As I opened my door and walked downstairs I soon realized I had spoken too soon...

There it is! I am so sorry for not posting last week. I went on vacation and wanted to focus on my family. I had a few mental breakdowns writing this and hurt me deeply for my Lidia to say those things. Was the secret worth the suspense? I really need some affirmations right now. Anyways I hoped you liked it and don't forget to vote, comment and obviously like :)