Thirteen

ఌ Serenity

Los Angelas • Wednesday • 2:00 pm

1/24/2022

so we leave tomorrow but my dad left today he had to go back early to handle some business

i just said bye to him and yesterday we killed ace together 😏

flashback

i tossed my dad the knife and grabbed the acid as my dad went to work on carving out his gang in ace's back

as he hissed in pain i poured  alcohol down his back as he but his lip to sustain him from screaming

once he was done i took some acid and dabbed it on the wounds seeing his skin start to slowly peel back around his wounds

i chuckled as he let out a few stray tears as i tied ropes around his feet and tied his arms behind his back in the chair

i then put gasoline on the ropes and lit a match throwing it onto the trail leading to his now drenched body

as he started to catch fire screams escaped his mouth as i laughed and left him there me and my father left him for dead

flashback over

i was now packing up the stuff that i wasnt going to wear because we were leaving early in the morning to get back home

i wanted to be ready because i tend to leave things all the time so i made sure to pack up my stuff

dijour and the boy were out doing whatever in the strip i really didnt want to go i just felt like staying in

i got all my old things together and then grabbed an ethika set and a set of smell good soaps and went to take a shower

I got in and washed up about 2 or 3 times and then i decided to have a bubble bath

i dried off and went to get some lavender epsom salt and lavender bubble bath coming back and starting up some warm water i poured them both in

i grabbed my bonnet putting my hair up again and sitting in the bath i scrolled on twitter

for a while and i started to get horny

idk if it was the bath or the sensual stuff people put into the things i was reading

i tried to ignore the small heartbeat which soon turned into a sensation i couldnt ignore

i tried to distract myself as i started to read threads of people and their boyfriends

i stumbled across one which was a series as i read more sensual things the people started to use videos

i watched them as i reached down and started to slowly massage my clit as i went to me and jours sex tape

i clicked it and sat the phone down on the highest volume and then went onto sit back more and open my legs some

i started to move in a faster circular motion as i felt a knot starting to form in my stomach and my body start to shake here and there

i sped up as my legs started to shake i moaned out loudly as i came i felt at pleasure in the moment but i wanted dijour

but at the same time i wanted more

so with that being said i slipped in two fingers which was hard to do but i got it

i then started to pump in and out faster as he groaned in the video i let my moans out because i was here alone

or so she thought...

i started to feel the same sensation a few minutes later as my walls got tighter around my fingers i let out a loud moan and creamed on my fingers just as i creamed in came dijour

ok yall im trying something new so the feminine voice will be wrote like > this this < - author

bby what are you doing

i- i- uhm i wa-

pleasuring yourself.. what i said not to do, you couldve called me or waited

she looked at him and stayed put as she admired his features she still wanted him

she still craved him

she still had her fingers inside and she started to curl them which sent her on edge her eyes rolled back as she ignored his presence

ren stop he said licking his lips

b-bby please ugh wa-wait she trembled as she started to cum for another time

her legs began to shake viciously causing the water to make loud splashing noises

yk im fucking you up right

mhm she hummed and nodded

not here not today you gotta wait he stated as he walked out

ok how yall feel about that style? - author

she got up and drained the water and washed herself up once more before getting out and putting on a bra and boxer set

she walked out and was greeted by dijour on his game

"NIGGA" he yelled as he took off his headset sitting it on the dresser

i sighed and plopped down on our bed grabbing my macbook from off of the nightstand

i opened it up to be met with my old search history which was youtube

i closed it out and started to look into houses back home in chicago but i stopped and started to feel weird

i froze up and went into a flashback

flashback

"jour come on" i said as he walked me to the playground

"ok ok" he stated as we slowly approached the swings

"ok get on we can hold hands and swing" i said as he nodded and dropped his bookbag

we got on and started to swing as we gained height some older people came outside looking for dijour

we were only 12 at the time but he was popular... more popular than i'll ever be at least

he talked to them for a while but came back as if something was wrong something bothered him

"cmon ren" he said picking up his bookbag i didn't question him i just followed

we walked back to him house and were greeted by his mother

"hi miss layla" i said as i walked into the living room "hey baby" she said as she trailed off somewhere into the kitchen

"jour you good.." i asked as he nodded his head yea

"they just use me i can't get caught up with them" he said

ff ~ still in a flashback dont forget

"jour pl-please come get me" i cried through the phone as my mom continued to yell and break things downstairs

"hmm what is it?" he questioned in a raspy voice as if he was asleep

"she's drunk and she hit me... again" i said

"ok be ready in 5 minutes he said and with that he hung up

i could hear her downstairs banging and breaking things through the house

it stopped.

my mind slowed and everything felt better i felt deprived and detached from the world

flashback over

i snapped out of my flashback and felt warm tears running down my face and a blank stare at the wall

i felt dijour holding my hand and hugging me

i turned to face him and held him as i placed my head in the crook of his neck we stayed this way until i eventually dozed off

CHAPTER OVER

ok so how y'all feel about the flashbacks since she had a "incident" and doesn't remember her childhood

y'all want more flashbacks?

how y'all feel about the chapter

book is gonna end at about chapter 22 and then I'm taking a break but i have a book in my drafts

when i come off of the break you all will get every chapter that is written which will be about 15 or 20 by the time i come back from the break

byeeee 🤍

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