42. Heat.

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☆▪NOVA▪☆

Urgent splashing from the waterfall at the mouth of the cave, rushing of water.. the moonlight shining through, beaming behind the curtain of raining liquid.. sending reflections of silver light through the dark shadows.

The only lighting visible.

It would have been a peaceful sight had the blood not been rushing through my head.. pounding. My heart running rampant as adrenaline kicked in, nervousnes and anxiety from the situation I was facing.

It didn't look promising as I stared up at the grown man in front of me, so much larger than myself.. soaking wet from the water that had poured down on top of him. The reflection of light streaming through the water illuminated his sculpted cheek bones.. his sharp jaw. If it weren't for the apparent electric palpitations that writhed inside of my body due to the mate bond, i would still be able to recognize him.

Even in this lighting.

"Zaryn!?" I gasped, gaping at him with wide eyes. I couldn't believe he was here..

how did Anita know i would come for Deacon tonight? How did she even escape her cell? How did she know about the cave? How did any of this happen at all?

So many questions ran through my mind.

I could barely make out a smile, as he stood in front of the only source of lighting like a god, "I got your message to meet you here.." he shuffled awkwardly from side to side as i stared open mouthed...

How could this be happening?

Shaking my head slowly, "Umm.. Zaryn. I didn't leave you a message..." My voice betrayed my nervousness of our close proximity as I rose, standing on wobbly knees.

i could feel his eyes rove over my body, he seemed surprised by my words as a frown marred that perfect forhead of his, the confusion setting in.

"But.. I got a message to meet you here.. with food and a medicine list amongst other supplies.. From you. I became worried.. i tried to reach your wolf.. Nova are you alright? Is something wrong?" He set the basket down as he reached in, pulling out a lantern. Clicking it on, i was blinded by the light I had come accustomed to over the last hour, shielding my face.

Once my eyes adjusted, i peered down at him as he stayed squatting by the lantern, concern in his eyes as i gulped down my nerves.. backing away slowly.

"I didnt send you a message Zaryn.. Anita did. She set us up." I looked up apologetically.. attepting to hold back the tears that wanted to escape.

Zaryn left the basket and lantern, rising quickly and was in front of me in two strides, assessing me from head to toe. "So nothing is wrong? You aren't hurt?"

Avoiding his probing gaze, i shook my head. "No."

He sighed, relieved, running a hand through his wet hair. those sparkling eyes shining down on me seeming so utterly sexy. Even more so than usual. My body hummed in satisfaction.

Now that i could see.. My eyes were dropping from his.. those lips so full.. neck so tanned and strong.. his muscles, every dip and curve outlined for me to see. He visibly shivered but shook it off.

His brows knitted together, "Then. Whats going on Nova? How did you find this place?" Zaryn's head tilted back as he scanned the mouth of the cave, giving my a good view of his jawline and exposed neck... "How did you know this was here? I have never seen it before. And what do you mean Anita set us up?" Glancing at me, i was lost and in a daze..

It was getting hot in here.. very quickly.

"Zaryn... " gulping, I looked up at him worriedly. "This cave leads to the cellar under the packhouse. I was there.. Anita.. she managed to get out of her cell.. she came at me and restrained me. Forcing me to swallow some oil she made.. "

"What!?" He growled

"it causes a females heat to come on stronger.. harder and quicker than it would normally." Peering at him with pleading eyes. To help me.

His brows rose in shock. But i kept going.

"Then the guards were coming.. she told me how to get out without getting caught and.. after almost having a panic attack inside the dark cave, i made it here. Stuck.

Zaryn i dont have much time left.. my heat is not recognizable right now but the moment it hits, it will be extreme.. we wont be able to stop. She set this up somehow some way.. You need to leave though.. my heat is coming soon very soon." I kept all seriousness about myself as i made it clear i needed him to go.

You won't win this Anita.

Zaryn's pouty lips parted as he stood still.

He blinked once. Twice.

"Zaryn go!" I shouted, waving my hands.

His eyes closed momentarily before letting out the breath he was holding, peering back over his shoulder with worry written on his features before meeting my Gaze again. "Nova.. My boat sank just as i got here.. there was a crack in the bottom. I only just made it up the ledge with the supplies the letter asked for. My phone sunk with it...." he stared at me, pale as a ghost. I could see his adams apple bob in nervousness.

I frowned, glaring at his shoes. "Anita must have had someone crack your boat so youd be stuck." I groaned, walking to the stone wall. I leaned my head back against.. trying to think of anything as my arms crossed over my chest.

I felt Zaryn's eyes over my legs and hips.. along the rest of me before landing on my lips

snapping my eyes wide open, I instant had an idea. "Maybe you could swim back!" I smiled at the thought as I met his blank gaze.

He shook his head. "Nova I'm good but im not that good. Land is quite a distance away from here.. only rock walls are surrounding us."

He fidgeted nervously before creeping to the cave wall opposite of me, closest to the mouth of the cave and its natural silver lighting. leaning his head back as he closed his eyes. "Its going to get bad." It was whispered but i caught it.

Not knowing what to do.. feeling the bile rise in my throat from the panic that had returned once more for the umpteenth time tonight, i did what i do best.

I pushed myself off the cool wall and began to pace..

Wracking my mind for anything that would help him escape right now. My skin was feeling sweaty and my face flushed. I could feel it coming.. any moment now. We havent resolved anything.

When i came up with no ideas, i reluctantly took a seat against the wall, directly across from him. Face to face, he looked like a scared boy in this moment alone with me.. one side of his wet body illuminated in silver moonlight, they other in warm yellow from the lanter. He was a sight in his wet clothes... basketball shorts being the only bottoms he wore.

"Im sorry. I didn't know she had this planned." My head fell as eyes peered down to my knees as i scrunched them to my chest.

His chuckling had me snapping my gaze up at him as if he had lost his mind.

"Whats so funny!?" I demanded.

Shaking his head, he let out a breath of air. "This entire situation is hilarious.. I find out my dad has another son.. my mates brother. Then the female i got pregnant is mates with that son. On top of it, her family wanted me to mate her but the moment im no longer Alpha, Nic is the one they are after and Now they want me with the one i was supposed to be with in the first place. Its just..."

"Really messed up?" I supplied.

"Yeah." He breathed.

i turned my head, looking out through the curtain of pounding water, at the lake in between each space.. seeing the glow from the full moon cast over the water as i took a deep breath.

The air was cool.. fall just around the corner.. i could almost taste the crispness in the air, bonfires every night under the silver moon. She's watching me.. sensing my pain.. all of our pain.

I think making me numb was a gift from her. She knew i couldn't stand heartache, so she gifted me with numbness.. empathy for others but numbness towards my own disposition.

My skin began to heat up further. it was as if someone had turned on the heating..

"We dont have much time Zaryn. Im getting hot. If this is going to happen.. i want to at least have a reason to feel okay about it when the craze wears off. Lets get some things out.. clear the air." I stared ahead at the lake.

"Nova." His voice so deep.. so.. delectable.. making my body want to writhe in delight.

Turning my head toward him fully, i found that he was looking at me with sadness. his beautifully structured features, masculine yet gorgeous, were tight with pain and need.

Dark damp hair falling into eyes as the bluest sky that stared into mine with a longing.. his wolf needing my touch as my wolf craved his despite her recent dislike for the both of them. My skin side didnt want any part of his touch.... until now.

but sometimes you have to give in to the wolfs needs.. sometimes you have to let go in order to remain healthy minded.. in a heat however, theres no stopping it. Not between mates.

If a wolf and their skin side were on opposite thought processes for too long, it caused disaster.. you wound up losing control.. the wolf taking over and getting what it wants.

The pure pleasure that radiated into my body from his stare was like a constant humming of an electric current.. tingling concentrated on where he glanced.. my hips.. my chest.. my lips..

"Im sorry" he rasped, crawling forward, reaching out, arms going behind my back as he lifted my light body, shifting so i was sitting in his lap. he burried his nose in my neck, inhaling deeply.

I hadn't realised how much i needed him to touch me until this moment.. the fact i was going to meet with him anyways, using him for my wolfs contentment made me feel slightly guilty.

Wrapping my arms around his neck, my eyes closing as a blissful shudder ran through my body, i inhaled his scent quietly. "For what." A throaty whisper.

Lips kissed the delicate skin of my neck. My wolfs mark... i tried and failed miserably to hide the slight writhe of my body.

"For everything. All of this.. for my feelings. My wolfs feelings.. being at opposite ends.. trying and failing to do right by everyone." His voice muffled in my neck as my hands felt the strong muscles tense under my touche through the material on his back in a need. He craved my touch here in this moment as we embraced in the mouth of the cave.

"I know your wolf is parental I do.. but the way you and Nic have treated me.. it has hurt. Always siding with her.." i scrunched my face up as i let the misery wash inside of me..

With my heat nearly here full blown, i was getting emotional with my mate here with me.

I released him from my arms as I shifted out of his lap to sit indian style in front of him, knees touching as we mimiced each other, but his hands lingered on my hips, my body involuntarily angling into his.

"Why did you not want to meet with me? You've ignored me for days.." he was hurt.

Closing my eyes, i took a deep breath, taking in the cool night air, basking in the ambience of the moonlights glow throigh the waterfall on the side of my face as i opened my eyes.

"If im being honest... i didnt want to have that discussion yet. But my wolf needed to see you.. so i was going to come to you tonight before all this happened.." I couldn't lie. "And... i felt guilty for not talking to you before. Now i feel even worse.. i know you are hurting.. over everything that happened with our families.. but I've been numb.. i didnt want to talk to you yet. I wasn't ready. But i know our wolves needed each other. I know you are hurt over not being Alpha.."

The warmth from his body was comforting, my wolf was wagging her tail in delight as she gazed out with hooded eyes.. pleasure. My skin felt magnetic.. wanting to draw itself closer to Zaryns..to.feel him on me.

He sighed heavily, peering down at me with a sadness. "I .. I dont really care about being Alpha. I never did. My dad was more excited than anything.. i hate having so much responsibility. It was nice being loved by so many but now.. now they all hate me anyway. They love you. Not me. Im the weak one. I only started getting into it because i knew you would be proud. I wanted to make you proud. Even if we werent allowed to be together at the time."

I frowned. "Zaryn i never cared about title. Ever."

He shook his head with a sad smile. "But you should.. you deserve it. Youre a natural born Luna.. taking charge.. commanding attention.. i look at you and my mom.. and now i see that she was never meant to be a Luna. And Grace sure as hell should never be one... As much as i hate Grace, i have been drawn to her because of my pup. I wont lie. Knowing Nic is her mate made me jealous.."

That hurt.

"But not how you think. My wolf doesnt want another male around his pup. I have no love for that female. Not after everything she put us through. I never did. I was just too caught up on doing the right thing.." he reached for my hand but i moved it quickly, brushing my hair behind my ear while his eyes were on me.. my skin vibrating through the half bond.

My wolf couldn't help but to puff up slightly at the compliment he had given us a moment ago but it was ruined as i thought about the kiss they shared.. even though he said he was compelled . He was never poisoned like Deacon..

"Zaryn..." i sighed, shifting uncomfortably in clothes that began to feel too hot against my skin.

"I know what you have felt.. you've explained it time and again but I have been through so much with my feelings Zaryn.. I've been a rollercoaster of emotions and after your last letter.. i just became numb and-"

"Nova no! You dont understand.. what ive been trying to tell you is that those letters were fake. well the last two were.. Deacon had brought them to Anita she's the one who wrote them. He was the one following us. He knew that we were exchanging letters and somehow he found our secret hiding spot and intercepted them. Whatever that letter said it wasn't me I would never intentionally say anything that would make you want to give up on us and it took me a long time to realize that the letter you left me wasn't even from you. My hormones have clouded my brain.. i have been so hurt over that letter.. it's all I seem to think about. And then the day I found deacons Journal was the day I realized that the letter wasn't you. Your brother is the one who helped me see that I was being an idiot thinking that you would ever tell me to go and be with grace that there was no hope for you and I..."

"I know Zaryn. I know about the letters." I addmited, dropping my gaze to my lap.

I felt him still.

"You knew?" Disbelief.

I nodded solemnly.

"Then why have you been acting the way you have if you know I'd never say those things? If you know i dont love Grace!? I finally realised i dont have to do what my dad wants and after everything we have uncovered.. after everything she has done.. why would i ever want to be with that female!?" His voice was loud.. desperate.. pleading..

I rose my head to face him, my brows furrowed in annoyance. "Because Zaryn! It took you too long to decide that! You told me one thing.. that you wouldn't mark her even if the pup was born.. that you would try to prove to me you were worthy of me even if it took forever but you always protected her.. you gave her affection and kissed her! Even if the kiss was after the fake letter.. even if it was your wolf who wanted to protect the pup.. those things still matter because it made me feel alone! Angry and alone! I hurt Zaryn! I was hurting the entire time and thanks to that letter, it made me numb! I was finally numb to you. I cant be that female obsessed with a mate who had to put her on the backburner. If you wanted me.. you should have stayed in that driveway with me the night you came home with Grace for the first time. You should have said that this female would never mean anything to you that she was just carrying your pup and you should have worked to prove that if you had really wanted me. Granted, i would have fought with my wolf on that because of the fact if the pup lived, we would both resent you and the pup but you at least should have tried!"

Tears were stinging my eyes now. I had bottled everything in for so long.. felt numb for a while.. now he needed to hear the cold hard truth and my heat coming through had me on an emotional rollercoaster.. the numbness fading allowing pain to settle in befor the insatiable need for his body began.

"You should have chosen me! From the beginning. But you didnt Zaryn.. you left me in the driveway alone.. you left me crying.. you left me crying for weeks.. never once checking on me. You saw me watching you from my room that day as you fed her from your hand in front of the entire pack!" I yelled, the tears increasing as i moved to sit on my knees still facing him.. my face contorted in sadness.

He never showed me he loved me.. or even wanted me. My own mate..

Love is cruel.. it can make you unbelievably happy then destroy everything you knew in an instant. It has made me into a cold female.. but i no longer live in denial.

Zaryn's eyes turned shiny.. a tear escaping down that angular model like cheek bone.

"Nova im so sorry.. " it was whispered into the breeze as i cried.. feeling ashamed at showing this male my weak side again.. it seems he brings it out of me.. "i know i messed up but please never doubt i have always wanted you. I was confused.. i didnt know how to handle the situation.. i was following my dad's orders.. not listening to my own needs and wants. Please.. please forgive me. When i got that fake letter from you it broke me.. my heart shattered and i cried like a damn baby over it. Its been so hard being in this position.. now knowing i was trapped makes it ten times worse but i know now it wasn't my fault... not being man enough however, was my fault." His hand took mine, a shiver spreading down my spine.

Wiping my eyes agressively, i stared at him.. taking my hand away. "I should thank you for your disappearance during that time actually. It made me less naive.. i have experienced the worst heartache i could ever imagine other than watching you with her as a family.. but just what we have been through thusfar.. it has made me who I am .. stronger." I whispered with conviction. I knew i was stronger. I felt it.

He bowed his head. "Im sorry I wasn't man enough to stand up to my dad. I guess I should have known I was never alpha material.." his whisper back to me.

He took my hand once more.. holding it so i couldn't take it away. I hated to admit that i loved the way it felt in his. How wonderful and perfect his hand melded to mine. His other hand cupped my jaw, forcing my tear streaked face to look up into his own tear stained one.

"Nova.." his voice was hoarse and sexy.. making my insides tingle. "If you can't ever love me.. please spare me.. please just tell me that you wont be with me. But please dont stop being my friend.. i need you in my life." His voice broke. "I would rather suffer and watch you be happy, still in your life rather than never speaking to you again. Our wolves are marked.. i wont mark anyone else. Ever. I swear to you. Our wolves will be bonded until the day you decide you want someone else. But if you truly cant forgive me.. if you truly dont want me anymore.. i at least want your friendship. We have a bond.. and now, it seems we are connected even more now that we share a brother." He breathed out a sarcastic breath of laughter through the tears. "I never lied when i said i love you. I do. So please dont ever stop being my friend. Please." He begged with every ounce of truth inside of him that made the pieces of my heart quiver.

He would risk his happiness.. watching me move on with another, just to keep me in his life. He told the truth about not marking another. I believed him.. i believed he believed that.

Inhaling through my mouth slowly.. "i can be your friend.. but it looks like we wont have a choice about the marking situation tonight.. I know our wolves cant resist.. because we are mates. We are going to come out of this cave tomorrow.. marked. If by some miracle we don't.. Grace needs to go either way."

A crease formed in his brow. "But.. they said a pup wouldn't last a mate bond.. but your brother is proof that it can.."

I shook my head. "Eden informed me he made it because my parents marked each other as soon as she became pregnant. Blake marked Penelope months and months later. Neither their wolves marked each other until after both my mom and yours had their babies. Our wolves have already marked.. Grace felt it. If our skin sides mark each other.. She will feel that as well."

A low growl came from his chest from his wolf and i bopped him on the nose.. "i know your wolf is paternal but remember who he is growling at. It hurts enough as it is! And nothing is promised. Even though we may come out of this bonded.. you will have to work for me Zaryn. I wont follow you around like a pup. You will have to remove Grace from your life and spend however long i decide until your worthy. You put me through hell." I cried.

He nodded profusively, bringing me back into his lap. Arms wrapping around me. I melted into his touch as we both sniffled, our tears drying. His nose went to my neck instinctively.. my thighs clenched in pure automatic reaction..

"Thank you. I'm so sorry... " he rasped.

Giving up, i wrapped my arms around him tightly. I thought he had gotten out what he needed to but then his body began to shake.. a sob escaped his lips as they rested on my mark.

"Nova.. what am i supposed to do? I feel so weak. Im losing everything.. everything. My dad has lied to us all for so long.. Nic.. is my half brother.. your half brother.. it sounds so wrong to say that!" He pulled away from me before tears could fall on my skin.

My wolf howled inside me.. seeing her mate upset was something awful. "Your not weak Zaryn.."

We sat in each others arms..."I feel like it.. first i let my dad rule my life.. then i fell weak to a female.. let him make the rules once more.. only to find out he never had it all worked out in his own life. My title goes to Nic.. And i dont even care about that now that i know you dont.. but i feel like we are his fake family.. he has a better son now. He once had a true mate.. and all this time, i never knew." Bowing his head he strained himself. "And i feek weak crying to you like this-"

"Dont." Taking his large slender hands in my own small ones, i interlaced our fingers. "Dont feel weak. You're not. You are strong. And Nic.. well i doubt he will want to be Alpha.. unless he up and decides he wants Grace.. but dont think of any of it like that. Yes your dad had a mate.. your moms cousin Nyra. When she died.. right here at this very ledge actually... her dad, the Dark Moon alpha accused Blake of not taking care of her and he let him run his life.. sending his neice, your mom to him as a mate. penelopes true mate was a lesser wolf so her Alpha uncle made her reject him. Thats how she came to be here. My mom told me everything Z. Your dad fell in love with your mom. She helped him heal.. and then they had you. Nic was an accident. But he was put here for a reason. The moon doesn't make mistakes." I gazed into his eyes. Willing him to see what i saw. The surprise on his face was evident.

"Nic is your family now. Somehow I am too.. in a non incestual way.. " laughing lightly caused him to chuckle. I loved his smile.. it made me feel light.. happy. "Zaryn.. the moon even put grace here for a reason.. and i think it was to bring out everyone's darkest secrets. Don't doubt anything. Fight for what you want." My tone was strong.. i believed in those words.

He stared down at me in awe.. lips parting slightly. His hands were still in mine, the position making my heart palpitate ..

"What? Is there something on my face?" I rose my brows.

He shook his head, smiling as he pulled his hands away to wipe the moisture from his eyes. "No." A breathless laugh. "Its just... you would make a perfect Luna.. much better than my mom. You are so understanding.. always seeing everyone's side.. you're just.. perfect." Those blue eyes held so much admiration in them.

My wolf puffed herself up inside my head as my skin side blushed... cheeks warming in embarassment as i looked away. "Thank you.."

We spent a little more time talking.. i could feel my heat beginning but it was nothing daunting just yet.

He promised me from now on he would fight for what he believed in .. he was angry at his dad for punishing his mom for attacking mine. They both felt abandoned by him.. like he was choosing Nic and mom over them.. but i explained how he had to do it. He already looked weak in front of the pack. He needed to show them how strong he was.. needed to stand by his own laws.

I broke down to him the events that transpired tonight with Anita.. what she had said to me.. about Grace and her history with Grace's dad and mom. I could see the pity in his eyes. I also mentioned the thing that happened with Deacon.. all the while my skin felt like i was burning in flames, my heat coming on strong.

"About Deacon.." i needed to bring this up now.

He narrowed his eyes. "What about him."

He helped me up as i stood.. taking his hands in mine as i locked gazes with him. "You know Anita poisoned him to do all of those things.. the night he took advantage of my drunkeness that i dont remember.. the poison he gave Eden.. the night he attacked me... you know he feels so horrible.. that he wasnt himself. He was poisoned.." my voice soft.

Scowling he took his hands away from mine. "You're defending him?"

I shook my head rapidly, pulling out the teabags from my pocket. "He was telling the truth. I found these in his room.. they are filled with the red lockheed.. Grace gave them to him under Anita's orders. To persuade him to work for them.. its a low concentration of the poison.. just.. i know Deacon.. and i have been so scared from what he had done.. but Zaryn he doesn't recall things.. his mind is choppy. That wasnt him it was Anita's doing. Will you please just talk to him? If i can forgive him then so can you. Please. I dont want him to suffer for what Anita did."

I plead, gripping his shirt.

He pulled my arms off him, anger radiating from his body. "He almost raped you and took you from me. I can't Nova. He may feel bad and he may have been poisoned but it doesnt deviate from the fact that he did those things." His jaw clenched so hard i thought teeth would crack.

Panic arose in my chest... the bond flailing around through his anger. "No!" My eyes widened. "Please Zaryn.. if its one thing I ask, please just talk to him. Do you know how many wolves will challenge him once his punishment is up? I don't think even your dad and mine could save him. Deacon will die for this.. you see how many wolves have my side.. dont you see that they will all challenge him? " my tone was loud.. desperate..

I peered into his darkening eyes with helplessness. "Please Zaryn. For me. Please just talk to him. Its all i ask." I launched myself into him, wrapping my arms arond his waist.

Sighing heavily, "I'll talk to him. But i wont promise anything."

I laughed happily through forming tears as i squeezed him tighter.

The tingles were radiating from my body to his.. he sniffed the air which had me leaning back to look at him, his eyes blown wide with darkness.

"Its starting." He rasped.

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In that moment I felt it..

My heat coming on full blown.. my blood boiling. Surfacing. Engorging my body as my skin burned like fire under my clothes.

"Zaryn Im burning." I whimpered as i pulled away from him, stripping my shirt off my body.. my mind not thinking of self consciousness or anything of the sort.. i just needed to get these clothes off my body. It hurt my skin.

My pants came next.. sliding the jeans down my legs along with kicking off my socks and shoes, pacing in barefoot in my cerulean lace panties and bra.

I could feel Zaryn's penetrating stare roaming my nearly naked flesh, making me moan involuntarily as i stood at the ledge of the cave, tilting back to feel the waterfall cascade over the back half of my body.

"Zaryn!' It was half mewled. "My skin.. its burning.. whats happening. Is this supposed to happen?"

My eyes met his as he stood before me, watching me. Dark irises memorizing every curve of my body as i stood halfway beneath the waterfall feeling the cool water rain over my back and legs.

"Yes." His voice sensual and dark.

"Make it stop it hurts!" The whine from my mouth was high and needy.

He bent over to the basket, taking out a sleeping bag with pillows attached and spreading it on the ground, eyes never leaving mine..

"You brought a sleeping bag?" My voice wasnt my own.. it was breathy.. wanting.

He nodded, kicking off his wet shoes and socks. "Its what the note said. I presumed you weren't staying at home. That you were hurt and needed me." His voice seemed even deeper as he stripped his wet shirt off over his head, my lips parting as my tongue licked them, moistening them again.

Wet material slid over his torso, revealing finely detailed muscles.. strong stomach and abs... that V line i loved so much that made my lips ache to kiss him there.

Shoulders so large as well as his arms.. he wasnt bulky.. just very muscular.. tall.. slender.. a broad chest.

Stepping out of the water, back into the cave as my skin was soaked, dripping down my bare legs, i felt my heart speed up as he unbottoned his jeans, eyes glued to my underwear clad body.. the hunger inside my lower belly thriving..

"What are you doing?" It was whispered as my green orbs continued to be mesmerized by his perfect body.

"You desire my skin upon yours... im going to give it to you." left in his tight boxer briefs that exposed everything, leaving nothing to the imagination, he strode to me, placing his hand on my lower back which caused the heat to ebb quickly.. the sparks from his touch intensifying as he slid his palm along my wet skin up the curve of my back.

His eyes were serious as he pressed my body into his, making me feel every inch of hard muscle. i gasped in pleasure as he leaned down to my neck, his nose pressed in, inahling.

"You smell intoxicating. Nova.. I cant stop now.. my wolf sees you." He was panting as was I.

"Then dont." I breathed, looking up to him, seeing his wolf as mine came out, eyes darkening as our wolves gazed at each other.

"Take the pain away Zaryn.." my thighs clenched as i stood before him.

His hand reached up to cup my jaw, angling my face up to his as lips crashed down to meet mine.. kissing me in wild abandonment. My lips felt cool against his as he took away the heat.

His hand slipped up the soaked skin of my back, unclasping my bra before ripping it away from my body.. desire swirling in my belly for him. His lips never left mine, kissing me tenderly yet with so much passion, taking my bottom lip in between his teeth as he nibbled on it, sucking it in his mouth.

my hands caressing his torso...remembering every single bulge of muscle as his did the same to mine.. sliding to my ribs, feeling the curves of my waist down to my hips.

We were in a lust ridden trance.. touching each other...never getting enough of each others kiss.

My panties were ripped from my body by his strong hands, a gasp left my swollen lips which were attached to his, he swallowed every gasp and every moan, sending low growls through his chest reverberating through my own.. my body responding to him in a passionate need.

"Zaryn please." I begged for him to make the heat stop... to sate the raging desire within.

He pulled me into his body completely, arms around me holding me flush against his. His tongue danced with mine , exploring my mouth and i had no regrets here and now.

This was what i saved myself for.

Strong hands sliding down to my thighs, he picked me up as i held on tight around his neck.. my chest sliding against his own as he wrapped my legs around him.. kissing me senseless..

The wildness..the fervent need... the heat induced passion .. he was all i craved. His touch made the burning sensations disappear.. i needed him as much as he needed me.

He walked my to the sleeping bag, kneeling as i clung to him, our kiss never breaking until he laid me down gently on the soft thick material, leaning back to gaze upon my swollen body..

"Fůck you are so beautiful" he growled, removing his underwear before diving down on top of me, my legs going back around his waist.

"I love you Nova." He breathed, taking my lips with his one last time as he began to show our love for one another in a dance as old as time.. rhythmic.. pulsating..

a tangle of limbs and kisses as breathless moans and relentless passion filled the night air. His eyes boring into mine as he brought me to the edge of insanity, teetering..

That was the moment our wolves appeared, as we were united as one, his teeth and claws coming out as they plunged in the side of my neck most visible, sending me crashing off the edge, free falling as my own teeth lodged into his neck.

I could feel him falling we me.. as one. We fell into an ocean of bliss together.. our souls now conjoined..

One pair.💏👫

A mated pair.

Dun dun dun!!

Hope you all loved the not so naughty version as well as the freaky version!

Be sure to tell me what you think!!!

I had a great time writing this chapter! Ahhhh!

Well... so who thinks what is gonna happen next?

What are either of them going to do now that theu are fully bonded?

Because i promise this isnt candy roses and sweet nothings just because she is marked and mated..

There are still uphill battles.

Dont worry Nova isnt about to just fall to her feet.

Especially when Zaryn does what he does next. Smh. Zaryn zaryn zaryn....

And Grace! Will this bond affect her pup?

I will say that Zaryn aint sleeping with no one else...

Xoxo

Chilee!

Next update will be FRIDAY FOR SURE. yall got spoiled this week so ya gotta wait so i can get a little me time in lol.

And i will also be going back and editing my little dirty chaps and cleaning them up, placing them in the freak nasty book.

Hope you loved!