492. The Black Dahlia
Nexus Awakened (An Isekai LitRPG Gender Bender Story)
492. The Black Dahlia
The glimmer of light fell from beyond the void. A star collapsed, and from it, a figure in black emerged within their world. It was Frost. Her hair was partially white for she had manifested the power of the One Thousand Eyed Bird, and with eyes brimming with conviction for there was a friend she needed to save.
âEveryone. You can rest now. Iâm here.â Her back was the only thing standing between them and the Corrupted Res. âIt takes more than just grit to stand up against a Corrupted. Cer. If you can still stand, then please move them somewhere safe.â
It was small, but the shadow she cast stretched from one end of the world to the other. Her words caused the very air to shake despite how gentle it sounded. The fear that once gripped their hearts loosened as Trepidation Stacks disappeared.
Frost witnessed the world change just moments prior. Minutes ago, she arrived in this world with several friends, most notably the Blue Moon who went her separate way to find the cause of Resâ Corruption.
Two more stars fell from the grey clouds that made up the boundary of this eerie world. An Angel descended, and with her arrived another figure dressed in black.
âRes!â Ber cried out, horrified to see her in such a state. A look of despair crept onto her face, turning into one of sadness as she felt Cerâs gaze on her back. â⦠Cer⦠how is she?â
âBetter than what she was before.â Cer answered, slightly groggy after the fight. Her mana was depleted. âReady for you guys to save her now. Looks like she couldnât hear a word I said. Ha⦠ahahaâ¦â
She laughed briefly as she sat up on her knees, her head then suddenly collapsing into her lap where Stella was cradled.
âFuck. Of course the loud mouth is going to get ignored. She might not even listen to you either, Ber.â It frustrated her to no end, but she looked back up with hopeful eyes.
âThatâs why Frost is here.â Ber solemnly nodded as Jury moved to check up on the others.
By now their Phantasia forms had disappeared. It was not because the timer had run out, rather, because they lacked the will to keep it equipped. Confirming that they were fine, Jury offered to protect them in Cerâs stead.
âDo whatever you want. Cause youâre all I can rely on.â Cer sighed. â⦠Ber. Donât get mad at Sis. Sheâs been hurting for a long time. You know what she needs now more than anything else.â
âI know. âThe Weight of Unconfronted Guiltâ.â Ber relayed precisely what she saw containing Res.
The giant, black dahlia that served as Resâ shell was called the Weight of Unconfronted Guilt, a mirror to Berâs own Weight of Unconfronted Expectations.
Weight of Unconfronted Guilt
AFFINITY : Lament
LEVEL : 30
ORIGIN : Trauma
HP : 1,000,00
ATT : 0
MAG ATT : 0
ATT DEF : 0
MAG DEF : 0
MP : 0
RESIST : 100
AGI : 0
Black Dahlia
Res
AFFINITY : Lament
LEVEL : 30
ORIGIN : Trauma
HP : Infinitas
ATT : 0 (Infinitas)
MAG ATT : 0 (Infinitas)
ATT DEF :200
MAG DEF : 200
MP : 12,000
RESIST : Infinitas
AGI : 0
Res as the Black Dahlia was invincible. Having DEF stats was entirely redundant, so Frost couldnât understand why it was even needed. What she was warry of was the infinitas damage she could do, only by fulfilling a Condition she believed.
âJury. Can you use [Time Seer] on Res?â Frost wondered, standing her ground firmly as she watched the tiny flowers grow. âWeâre just waiting for Nav to confirm the Conditions.â
âI can try!â Jury exclaimed, focusing on Res.
A web of light appeared before the giant dahlia before suddenly, it shattered like glass.
Fragments of light disappeared like a cloud of dust, shocking Jury before she was suddenly overcome with mental anguish.
âGnnnghâ¦! That wasâ¦!?â
âJury!?â Frost cried out before one of the flowers, colored orange, grew until it was their size.
Held within its brambles was a run-down house. Frost could hear the screams emanating from that flower. Its petals bloomed, the voices becoming louder as the flower shivered.
âI⦠Iâm ok. What⦠what was that?â Disorientation riddled Juryâs face like never before. What happened in that split second could not be fathomed no matter how hard she tried. âIt felt like I was⦠with Res for just a moment. Anghâ¦â
Nav explained why she couldnât peer into Resâ past, her knowledge again coming from somewhere indescribable. The Corrupted were already a manifestation of it. No. Rather, the world surrounding Res was. Using [Time Seer] was indeed redundant.
But that didnât explain what Jury had experienced.
Orange Dahlia
AFFINITY : Lament
LEVEL : 3
ORIGIN : Trauma
HP : 30
ATT : 3
MAG ATT : 3
ATT DEF : 3
MAG DEF : 3
MP : 30
RESIST : 30
AGI : 3
Navâs prompt was worded informally this time, as if she also shared their desperation.
Frost was thankful that she held back from attacking immediately.
âSo breaking the Weight of Unconfronted Guilt is what will cause it to collapse onto Res, huh.â She verbalized her findings, causing Ber to nod in agreement.
It was a straightforward condition. All they had to do was find the Red and Blue Dahlias. The others needed to be defeated. However, as more flowers began to emerge, it became apparent that those flowers were largely absent.
â⦠Where are they?â
Frost was perplexed. Amongst the sea of sluggish, colorful flowers each carrying a sin of Resâ past, not one of them was red or blue. Ber immediately began the one-sided slaughter, as Frost unleashed her flames upon the flowers, vanquishing them all in one fell swoop.
A Trickle Corrupted was no match for their combined might. Jury did not even need to step in. The world was cleared of the flowered momentarily before the ground shook again, and more sprouted exactly fifty meters away from the center in a giant ring.
âSo itâs one of those kinds of Corrupted. Trickle because of what?â Ber barked, slashing the world beyond with her great wings in fury. âBecause itâs a Corrupted that tries to kill itself!? Res⦠I KNOW what youâve been through! So I know that you wanted to live more than all of us! Iâve already forgiven you!â
The flowers returned, strengthened considerably this time. The brambles that held each sin were thicker, and the thorns were far sharper. They seemed to grow towards Resâ direction, as if yearning to strangle what was left of her miserable sense of self-esteem.
To bury her like all she had buried in the past â a futile effort that had only caused it to grow, mature, and return for the harvest.
X Dahlia
AFFINITY : Lament
LEVEL : 3
ORIGIN : Trauma
HP : 30
ATT : 12
MAG ATT : 12
ATT DEF : 12
MAG DEF : 12
MP : 30
RESIST : 30
AGI : 3
âThis has been weighing on your conscience this whole time? Res. Why didnât you talk to me about it? If we knew earlier⦠then we couldâve helped you.â Frostâs words were met with Green Dahlia which carried the body of a short-haired Ber, shivering in the cold alone.
âThe past is the past. I thought we were over it! Res⦠how many times do I have to keep telling you that it wasnât your fault!?â Ber exclaimed, resuming her relentless attacks as Frost merely set the world on fire.
Her flames could not harm the others, who were also engulfed in its ravenous heat. They stared in wonder, witnessing the power and control of untouchable beings. Yet even they could not easily bring a person who had strayed too far away from themselves back.
âThe children!â Ber roared, smashing her clawed hand into the face of a Brown Dahlia. Within its brambles were the brutally murdered villagers who died at the hands of the Stuffed Teddy Bear.
âThe bloodshed!â A Yellow Flower depicting the burning flower fields was cut into ribbons. Its petals fell unceremoniously, stirred and then burned to cinders by the immense heat that caused all flowers to smolder with steam.
âThe dresses I wanted to wear!â A pink Flower was torn apart, falling like unwanted clothing.
âEVEN THE DERMA LAYER! HOW CAN YOU BLAME YOUSELF FOR ALL OF THAT!?â Ber was on the brink of fully manifesting the Black Swan. The combined wails that were emitted from the plants drew her mad as Cer could only watch in horror, able to pinpoint exactly where in the past they originated from.
They both could. And they both knew that none of it was ever Resâ fault.
âThe guilty you carry â the blame you want to take⦠None of it is yours! Why are you so stubborn Res!?â When the flowers were vanquished yet again, Ber approached the Weight of Unconfronted Guilt and extended her arms, her tail brushing against its coarse surface.
Tears tumbled down her cheeks. Her eyes sparkled with nothing but love as she tried to reach her sister.
âCome back. Res. Come back⦠Please. Come back to us. Donât keep running away like me.â