Caring Again

(Raymond's POV)

I am sitting on the couch in my room watching TV while Loretta is on my bed still passed out. It happens to everyone who joins the pack. The voices in their heads are so extreme they pass out.

After a while I hear shuffling behind me and yawn, I look behind me to see Loretta on the bed. She looks so innocent and confused. "Hello Loretta." She smiles brightly at me. "Hewwo."

Then I remember the promise I made. "Let's go for a run in the woods, Loretta. Do you want to?" Her eyes starts sparkling. "Yes! Pleeeeease!" I chuckle at her then I walk to the bed and I pick her up and then I walk out.

I walk down the stairs, pack members bow their heads at me when I pass them and I smile at them. Loretta has her head on my shoulder trying to hide. We get to the woods. I go in far enough for privacy, but not to deep incase there's trouble.

I set Loretta down on the ground. "Alright. I'll turn around so you can shift. Okay?" She looks down and her hair turns from blonde to purple. "I can't dress and undress myself yet. The servants at the palace would nevr let me.

I look at her for a while and her hair turns into a brighter purple. I really need to learn how her hair thing works. "Turn around Loretta." I tell her and she obeys turning. I loosen the bow at the front of the dress from behind.

I believe a woman no matter what age deserves privacy and respect. I unzip the back and then I lift the dress over her head. "Can you go on from here?" I ask her and she nods her head. Then I stand up.

"Stay here okay Loretta." She tilts her head at me. "Where are you going, Raymond?" She asks me. "I will just be behind the tree so I can shift alright?" She nods at me and says. "Alright."

I go behind the nearest tree and start to stip. Then I shift into my black wolf, every bone in my body breaking and reforming. I grab my clothes in my mouth and then I trot back into the opening where Loretta is.

I put my clothes at the base of the tree then I look around. On the spot where Loretta was, was a small white wolf pup. 'Woah.' You see white wolves are extremely rare. I walk over to her clothes then I move it to mine.

I turn to Loretta who is watching me her small wolf head tilted. "I want to talk to her!" My wolf says in my head. "Alright then." I close my eyes and let go. When I opn my eyes again I'm in the back of my mind my wolf in control.

I watch as he slowly walks to Loretta. When he's a few steps away from her he licks her face. Then he start talking to her through the mind-link. "Hello there Loretta. I am Ronald, Raymond's wolf." My wolfs deep voice sounds through the link.

"Hello." Loretta shyly replies. "Can you let your wolf out Loretta?" He asks her. "How do you do that?" Her soft voice asks. "Close your eyes and let go of your thoughts." She nods her head and then she closes her eyes.

When she opens her eyes again, they are a shade darker and I we know she succeeded. She looks at Ronald with innocent eyes. "Hello there. What's your name little one." Rolands hard voice is gentle through the link.

"Genna." The pup in front of us replies. "Wanna play?" Ronald asks wagging his tale. Genna nods her head and then she starts running away. My wolf let's out a wolf-ish laugh and he starts chasing Genna. For the next two hours the wolves play.

Somewhere in between I fell asleep in my mind. When I open my eyes again my wolf has given me back control. I look around myself to see the moon already shining.

Looking down I see that Loretta's wolf sleeping soundly. My wolf had wrapped himself around her pups form before he gave me control back and fell asleep.

I stand up slowly trying not to wake her up. "Harry?" I speak in the

mind-link. There's no answer. "Harry!" I shout. "Yes Alpha." A frantic voice answers me.

"Try to follow my scent. I let my wolf out and he played with Loretta's, but I fell asleep and I do not know where I am." I tell him. "Can't you just follow our scents Alpha?" He asks.

I growl at him. "I could, but I need someone to bring our clothes back to the house." I hear a sigh. "Yes Alpha." I cut him out of my head and I lay back down curling myself around Loretta's wolf again.

A few minutes later Harry comes through the tree lines. "Hello Alpha." He looks down at my and Loretta's wolves. You see werewolves are the same size as a normal wolf so I only reach his hip when I'm in wolf form.

I nod at him and then I stand up once more. I slowly crab Loretta's wolf by the scruff of her neck. "Ronald." I mind-link my wolf. "What's up old friend?" "I will release you again. I need you to trace back your steps to our clothes."

I close my eyes and I let go. Once Ronald is in control, he softens the grip on Loretta's scruff, then he starts walking again. I watch him walk around bushes and trees untill we come to a familiar clearing.

Then he gives me control back. I nod my head in the direction of the clothes. He walks over and once he picked them up we headed back to the pack house. He opens doors for me.

When we get to my room he opens the bathroom door and then he walks out closing my door. I walk into the bathroom and then I close the door with my tail. I start the shift. My bones stats popping back to their right places.

I throw on my boxers and sweatpants that I always have in the bathroom then I walk out. When I get back out I see Loretta awake on the bed. "Loretta." I softly call her name and her head snaps to me. "Here you go."

I say handing her, her underwear from earlier and one of my shirts. "I'll just go get some food okey? You can shift and dress." She nods her wolf head andI walk out closing the door.

I head into the kitchen and to the fridge. I take the milk carton out. Then I walk to one of the cupboards. I take an old washed and clean powerade bottle out and from another cupboard I take a mug.

Then I boil some milk in a pot and I get the Hot Chocolate powder as well. After a few minutes I take the pot off the stove and I finish the hot chocolate. Then I take a new jar of cookies.

I return the milk to the fridge and just as I'm about to get a tray a small childs cry runs through the house. My eyes grow wide and I rush up the stairs. "Aahhhhhh!!" It get's stonger once I'm on the third floor.

I burst through my rooms door to see Violet on the bed hitting and strangling Loretta. "He his mine!" Violet growls. I rush forward and pull her of of Loretta. I throw her on the floor and I rush to Loretta.

The first thing I notice is Loretta's bright white hair. Then I notice a cut lip and bruised cheeks. Her eyes are closed and it looks like she has passed out again.

"Violet!" I growl and she steps back. I look behind her to see Loretta's scream had woken up almost the entire pack house. I see Harry and my Gamma Richard in the doorway. "Take her to the cells." I growl out.

"The rest of you can go back to bed." When everyone is gone I close the door again. Then I go sit next to Loretta whose hair was now turning from white to.... green...? I sigh I better find out what these colours mean.

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The morning light shines through the curtains. I have been awake since Violet attacked Loretta last night. What bothers me is that Loretta's hair's still green and I don't know what it means.

"Mmmh." I look down as Loretta sighs and I see her eyelids slowly opening. "Are you alright Loretta?" I immediately ask her. She looks at me with her big eyes. For a minute I think she has a damage on her brain.

"I'm awight." I smile down at her. Loretta what does green hair mean? I ask her. She looks at her hair then frowns. "I don't remember. But dad always said that you can get it at any rundown fashion shop."

Rundown? That's new. "Alright Loretta." I stand up. "I'll get you some clothes, okay?" She nods at me. "Hailey?" I ask through the mind-link. She's my Gamma's mate and the have a daughter.

"Yes Alpha?" She asks. "I'm gonna need some clothes for Loretta. Two pair on for today and one for tomorrow. I'll take her shopping tomorrow." I reply through the link. I "Yes Alpha."

At her last words I cut the link. Then I sit on the bed and wait. Five minutes later someone knocks on the door. "Come in." I call. Hailey steps through the door. "Morning Alpha, Loretta." I nod at her. Then I stand up and I give Loretta a small hug.

I walk to the door and on passing by Hailey I give her my final order. "Don't leave her alone." I say in my Alpha voice. Hailey lowers her head in submission and with tht I walk out of the door.

I make my way out of the pack house and to the underground cellars. I lift up the trap door and once I come to the gates the gaurd greats me with and Alpha and he opens the door. I nod at him then I walk through.

I walk past cells and the prisoners inside cowered back. Finally I arrive at the cell I was searching for. Inside on the grond a blonde sat with her head in her hands. I unlock the cells an her head snaps up.

Before I can react she has shot up, jumped on me with her legs crossing behind me gripping my hips between them, her mouth on mine. I try to push her off, but her grip on my biceps tighten to the point of being iron-like.

Finally I snap. I grab her throat and not expecting it she loosens around me. I finally pry her off of me by her throat and I throw her against the hard wall. She lets out a surprised squeek.

She sits up and looks at me, eyes full of tears. "Why would you do that?" She asks softly. "Have I not told you that I didn't want you to touch me again." I demand and she looks at me eyes bright red and tears running down her face.

"B-b-but, I'm your mate." She says. "You are not!" I growl loudly. My wolf hates the fact that she thinks she's my mate. He only has one mate, and she's dead. He will never love anyone again.

A werewolf only gets one mate, If they reject you or die, you will be alone for the rest of your life. You will never be able to love someone again. It will forever be that person and only that person. "No I am." She insists.

My wolf is fighting me for control. I try to calm him down. "Get out." I tell her. "W-what?" She asks hope lining her eyes. "I Raymond Roland, Alpha of the Blue Moon Pack, disown you, Violet Winchester, from my pack."

She looks at me with huge eyes.

"R-Raymond?" She asks. "Get out of my territory. NOW!" I growl in my Alpha voice. "If your not out in 2 hours I will sent trackers and warriors to kill you on site. Now GET!"

She nods and immediately starts running. "Let her out." I mind-link my guard at the door. Seconds later I hear the door opening. I start to make my way back out, glad I got rid of the slut. I hate them. Why have sex with someone else when you know you have a mate.

The best thing for a male werewolf is to know that he'd be his mates first and last. Werewolves hate it when someone else was the one to break their mates virginity. We are by nature possessive.

I enter the pack house and when pass the kitchen I hear a few pack members speaking to each other "He's back. Can you believe it?" Who are they talking about. "Yes it's true that little girl made Alpha caring again."

"Yep. I missed our old Alpha." "Well he's starting to come back to us. That little girl is going to be his recovery." I can't make out who the voices belong to but their right. Little Loretta is changing me. For the better.