Gabrielle’s Destiny
The Destiny Makers Book 1: The Pack Doctor
MAX
I found myself drawn to Bonnie, time and time again.
But letâs be honest, it wasnât just out of habit.
Iâve mentioned before that I have a soft spot for Bonnie, and Iâm the only one who knows her whole story.
Iâm pretty sure she wouldnât want just anyone knowing about her past, even if she didnât say it outright.
I also had a hunch that Estella had filled her in on everything that had happened between us, but thankfully, Bonnie never brought it up or gave me a hard time about it.
So, stopping by to see her every now and then was still a comfort to me.
âEstella and Laurent broke up,â she blurted out one day.
I tried to ignore the way my heart jumped at the news, and I gave her a puzzled look.
âDidnât you say you didnât want to spill Estellaâs secrets?â I asked her.
She had defended herself when I accused her of not warning me about Estella getting a boyfriend, saying she had no intention of spying for me.
She was fine with sharing harmless tidbits about Estella, but she wouldnât outright betray her trust.
Their friendship meant a lot to her, she had said.
âTrue,â she agreed, nodding and smiling. âI still feel that way, but I think you need a little push to finally go after her.â
âBonnieâ¦â I started, but she cut me off.
âMax, you know I hate to lecture you, so I wonât. But donât you think youâre dragging this out a bit?â
âSheâs still too young,â I argued.
âYouâre not exactly acting mature yourself,â she countered. âYou love her, right?â
âYou know I do.â
âAnd I bet youâd love her even if you two werenât mates.â
âWhy does this feel like déjà vu?â I asked.
âBecause weâve probably had this conversation before.â She laughed. âWe tend to go in circles. The point is, I think little Luz might be onto something.â
âI thought you didnât believe in her abilities.â
âI donât. I donât think anyone can âseeâ the future, and Iâve told you that before. But the fact remains that youâre running out of chances.
âThatâs why Iâm telling you that Estella and Laurent broke up.â
âIf you think Iâm going to fly to France and get down on one knee, youâre mistaken,â I said, dead serious.
âAre you that scared of being rejected?â Bonnie teased.
âYes, and sheâd be right to reject me,â I admitted. âBesides, how would it look if I swooped in right after her relationship ended?â
âHonestly? It would look like youâve finally come to your senses and decided to fight for her.â
âI canât do that.â
âFight for her?â she asked.
âGo to Paris.â
âAnd fight for her,â she pressed.
âYes. That too. After all the times I pushed her away, I donât feel like I deserve her.â
âMaybe you donât, Doctor. But youâll never know unless you try. And Iâm not trying to be a know-it-all, but youâre running out of time and excuses.â
âYouâre right.â I sighed.
âSo, what are you going to do?â
ESTELLA
I finally got what people meant when they said time flies when youâre busy.
Another year was coming to a close. Hell, university was coming to a close. But before I could even start to feel down about it, the most unexpected news came.
No, it wasnât about me directly. My personal life had been pretty quiet since my breakup with Laurent.
I wasnât looking for someone new, and I was focusing more on finishing my studies.
Not that it was hard. I still loved what I was studying, and not to brag, but I was one of the top students in my year. Gaby was right up there with me.
Our friendship was stronger than ever, our project was moving along, and she was the best roommate I could ask for. We often talked about what we would do after graduation.
I had no doubt that I would stay here in Paris with her.
I mean, I already had the apartment.
I had Gabrielle, who said sheâd be over the moon to live with me forever (one of her usual exaggerations, but it was sweet), and I could get a job to support myself.
I hadnât told my aunt and uncle yet. Aunt Lydia wouldnât mind. Uncle Julian was another story. Yes, he was still overprotective.
But in my mind, my future was already set.
That was until one night (or rather, early morning) when Gabrielle came in, turned on the lights in my room, and woke me up from a deep sleep.
She didnât exactly do it gently. She shook me until she was sure I was wide awake at four in the morning.
âI have news!â she announced.
âCanât it wait until morning?â I yawned, trying to go back to sleep.
âIf you were a werewolf who found her mate, would you wait until morning?â She smirked.
âNo, knowing the werewolves I know, I wouldnât bother telling you. Iâd just be too busy screwing my mate,â I mumbled, and then it hit me.
âYou found your mate?â I gasped.
That was enough to snap me out of my sleepiness for good.
âMates!â she squealed. âI have two of them!â
âTwo guys?â I asked, shocked. âHow are you going to handle two guys?â
âOne guy, Estelle.â Gaby smirked.
âYou donât meanâ¦â
âOh yes, I do! And sheâs the most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen.â
Gabrielle was practically floating on air, and I couldnât help but chuckle at her. Iâd never seen her so starry-eyed before. But I had to ask.
âSo, are you accepting them orâ¦â
âAre you out of your mind?â Gabrielle laughed, her eyes wide with disbelief. âThereâs no way Iâm turning them down, Estelle! Theyâre like a dream come true!â
âOkayâ¦â I drew out the word, a little unsure. âI just thought having two mates might be a bit much to handle.â
âYeah, I bet they will be! But when have I ever backed down from a good challenge?â She shot me a playful wink.
âNever. Youâre the most fearless person I know,â I confirmed, and she beamed at me.
âYou said the girl is pretty. What about the guy? Is he good-looking enough?â I asked.
âHeâs like sex on legs,â she said flatly, and then, as if remembering something, she bit her lip, sighing dreamily.
âDid you sleep with him already?â I asked, smirking because, honestly, I wouldnât put it past her to jump the guy right after saying âhello.â
âNo, and donât ask me how Iâve managed to resist because I donât even know. It was so intense having him touch meâ¦â
âWhoa, whoa, whoa!â I laughed. âYou donât have to give me all the details.â
âItâs not like anything really happened.â She rolled her eyes. âWe got interrupted.â
âBy who?â
âTheir dates,â she said, her eyes flashing with a hint of copper.
âAlready jealous?â I teased.
âAbsolutely,â she scoffed. âItâs only natural, right?â
âIâd say so.â I smiled. âTell me more about them.â
She sighed dreamily and lay down next to me, snuggling close.
We did that sometimes when she was home, and we were both in a strange mood (and yes, this happened even when I was with Laurent).
Weâd cuddle, and then everything would be okay. Weâd feel better and loved.
âI donât know much about them,â she admitted softly. âHis name is Tristan, and heâs a gamma in his pack. Heâs totally my type, blonde and blue-eyed, and like I said, sex on legs.â
âWhat about her? Whatâs her rank?â
âSabrine? Sheâs an alpha, or she will be in a month or so. Sheâs my type too. She isâ¦â
She turned to look at me, her brow furrowed and her lips pouting adorably.
âWell, she looks a bit like you. Only sheâs taller, of course,â she finally said, and I burst out laughing.
âDonât laugh at me!â She nudged me and continued. âLike you donât know youâre my type. I hit on you the day we met!â
âThat was a joke!â I pointed out.
âNot entirely. But then we became friends, and you told me all about Max, and then Laurent took your virginity, as you guys say, and you always brushed me off andâ¦â
Suddenly, she sat up, a look of sheer terror on her face.
âOh, my God!â she exclaimed. âIâm screwed!â
âWhatâs wrong?â I asked, alarmed.
âIâve never kissed a girl before,â she said, her eyes wide.
âYou havenât?â
âNo, I havenât. And donât give me that look. I donât feel the urge to do that with just any girl.â
My laughter was cut short when I noticed her staring at me rather intently. Knowing what was going through her mind made me feel more awkward than if I had no clue.
âYouâre going to help me!â she declared.
âArenât you forgetting something?â
âThat you donât swing that way, yeah, yeah.â She waved her hand dismissively.
âBut I donât want us to be lovers. I just want to get my first girl kiss out of the way, so I wonât be nervous when I do it with Sabrine.â
âGaby, I donât think sheâll care.â
âNo, but I canât stand the thought of not being good enough.â
âLook, I donât think kissing a girl is all that different from kissing a guy. Making love to a girl is different, though. How will you handle that?â
âOh, shit, youâre right,â she muttered softly. âBut honestly, with the amount of sexual tension in the air, I doubt either of them will mind if I need a little guidance.
âA kiss is different. Itâs the first step. I donât want to be bad at it. No pun intended.â
âAre you saying you want to make out with me?â I joked.
âMaybe.â She shrugged. âYouâre beautiful, youâre my best and only human friend, and after Iâm fully mated, I wonât be able to kiss anyone else.â
Well, she did have a point. After being mated and marked, her days of experimenting with other people would be over.
âAlright then,â I nudged her softly.
You must think Iâm crazy for agreeing to this, but it felt natural to me.
She lay back down next to me and cupped my face with one hand.
âHere goes,â she said, her voice shaking slightly.
She closed her eyes, but I kept mine open.
We kissed. A real kiss. It was surprisingly nice.
Okay, maybe a bit more than just nice.
It wasnât the kind of kiss that would lead to more, but there was a certain passion from both of us that made it last a little longer than weâd planned.
I wouldnât mind doing it again, and I wouldnât mind if we didnât.
When it was over, we both giggled.
âWow,â she said. âIf it was that good with you, I can only imagine how itâll be with Sabrine.â
âSheâs your mate,â I reminded her. âItâs supposed to be perfect.â
âYouâre right. Iâm still a bit nervous, though. And Iâm going to miss you,â she murmured.
âYeah. Itâs going to suck not having my wild roommate around,â I confessed. âBut Tristan and Sabrine are your people now. Weâre not going to turn into strangers, are we?â
She gave a nod, and we wrapped each other in a hug, drifting back to sleep. Well, I drifted back to sleep, feeling happy for my friend but also wondering what my next move would be now that my plans had taken a detour.