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The Luna’s Choice by Kat Silver
Chapter 88: Theo I went back to the apartment and found Marie in the kitchen.
âAlpha Theo,â she greeted me. âI didnât get a chance to thank you. Well, for everything, really. But mostly for letting me be with her now. It means so much.â
âShe needed her mother,â I said.
âShe did,â Marie agreed. âIf Iâm being honest, I never thought Iâd see the day that Ayla needed me again. I know that is mostly my fault. But it means more than I can express that I can actually be who she needs me to be.â
âIâm grateful for that, too,â I replied. âBut right now, I need to talk to Ayla. Itâs important. Do you mind giving us some space?â
âOh, yes,â Marie said with a nervous nod. âOf course. Iâll get our stuff settled into our room down the hall.â
âThank you,â I said.
r I waited for the front door to close before I took a slow step towards my bedroom. There was a pit in my stomach as my nerves ate away at me. I didnât know what to expect from our conversation, but I knew I needed to fix whatever was broken between Ayla and me.
I needed my mate.
So badly I needed her right now.
I crossed the threshold into our room and had the wind knocked out of me. Ayla was up out of bed. But she was packing.
Chapter BB Theo 288 Vouchers âWhat are you doing?â I growled.
Ayla jumped slightly as she turned to me. âIâm leaving,â she said defiantly before going about her task. âI canât stay here.â
Kieran whimpered as my chest felt like a vice had clamped down on it. I knew she would need some time but I never imagined she would leave me.
âAyla, please...â I was about to beg her to stay, but I stopped myself. That wasnât the support she needed right now. âAyla, we need to talk. I need to tell you something.â
âDonât bother,â she snapped, her voice quivering. âI get it. I wouldnât want me either. Iâll be out of your way soon enough.â
I took a step toward her. âWhat are you talking about? Of course I want...â
âI donât need to hear it, Theo,â Ayla cried. âI canât hear it. Please. Just let me go and Iâll leave you alone. I donât need an explanation.â
âAn explanation for what?â I urged, completely confused. âAyla, youâre not making any sense.â
f âAm I not?â she seethed, turning on me. âI have failed at everything. I canât even make it through a semester of college, let alone be a Luna. Now I canât even keep your child alive. Of course you see it. Everyone sees it.â
âSees what?â
âThat you made the wrong choice,â she bellowed. âYou had the right sister all along. And now that no one can deny that, you can get rid of me and take her back. Pick up right where you left off.â
Chapter 88: Theo 288 Vouchers âWhat?â I yelled incredulously. âYou think I want Kylee?â
I rushed towards her, reaching out to grab her. She tried to push me away. Flailing her arms as she hit me. Agonizing so bs wracking her body as she cried. I managed to get my arms around her and held her so tight I was afraid Iâd break her. Tears streamed down my face as I felt her body shake as she howled in pain.
We sank to the floor as I rocked her, waiting for her to calm enough that she could hear me.
âOh, love,â I said as I buried my face in her hair. âFor how smart you are, you really are being stu pid. How could you ever think that?â
âDonât deny it...â
âYes, I deny it. I deny it with every fiber of my being,â I insisted strongly. âHow could you ever think I would want her over you?
That could never, ever happen, baby.â
âBut sheâs better...â
âStop it,â I snapped. I gripped her face, making her look me in the eye. âStop. Donât do this to me, baby. Please. I canât lose you now. I donât want her. I could never want her. I want you. I need you. I need you so much.â
âBut Iâm so broken, Theo,â she gasped. âI lost our baby.â
âI know, love,â I forced through my own tears. âBut you didnât lose me. I know it hurts. Iâm hurting, too. But I swear you didnât lose me.â
She held my gaze for a few moments before she fell against my chest, her arms clinging to me as another round of so bs rippled through her. We held each other as we both cried, letting our grief and pain out. Mourning our loss together.
Chapter 88 Theo 1 288 Vouchers We let our emotions run their course. At least for the moment. We both knew we had a long road of healing ahead of us. But as long as I had her, I could get through it. I just needed her.
I was leaning against our bed, stroking Aylaâs hair as she lay against my chest before I finally spoke, âPlease donât leave me, Ayla,â I said. âI know you need time, but we can get through this together. Just donât leave me.â
âI didnât think you would want me anymore,â she whispered.
âI will always want you, love,â I insisted. âThat will never change.â
She nuzzled into my neck.
âThere is something I need to tell you,â I said hesitantly. I didnât want to break that moment, but I couldnât put this off.
âHmm?â
I took a deep breath and sat her up to face me. I brush a strand of hair from her face.
âWe found out who gave you the wolfsbane,â I told her.
She stiffened. Her mood transforming instantly.
âWho?â
âIt was Amy.â