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Chapter 54 *Futile Chance*
~Drake
âDid you two have a fight?â
âWhat are you talking about?â I ask.
Iâm on my way to my first afternoon class, Literature, when Driana pops out of nowhere and blocks my path.
âSophiaâs been acting weird lately,â she replies, biting her lower lip and looking worried.
Pie didnât tell my twin sister about what happened between us. I donât know if I should be glad or not. Like Pie, I havenât told Andre about us.
âDid you two have a fight?â she repeats. âI donât know whatâs wrong. I donât have an idea. We were eating and thenââ
âCalm down,â I say, putting my hands on her shoulders. She speaks really fast when sheâs furious. âI donât understand you.â
Itâs unusual to see my sister like this. Suddenly, Iâm afraid. I look at her from head to toe to make sure sheâs okay. I donât find anything out of the ordinary. Donât tell meâ
âItâs Sophia,â she says slowly.
âWhat happened?â I ask, unconsciously gripping her shoulders.
But she doesnât notice. Now Iâm the one freaking out.
âShe cut her afternoon classes.â
âWhat?â I donât understand. I let my sister out of my grip and wait for her to explain.
âSee, Sophia never, as in never, in her life cut class. Not even a single one,â she says, a concern expression on her face.
âMaybe something came up so she decided to go home or. . .â I trail off, thinking positive thoughts.
âI donât know.â
âDidnât she tell you anything?â I inquire.
âNo,â Driana mumbles, playing with the hem of her shirt.
âHave you tried calling her phone?â
âYes. But itâs out of coverage area.â
âWhat about her mom?â I ask hopefully.
âYes. She was even surprised that I called her,â she says.
âDid she say anything about Sophia?â
âNo. . . Sheâs at home, same with her husband. She even asked me what Sophia is doing. And when she asked me why I was calling, I said that I dialed the wrong number.â She smiles sheepishly and continues, âI donât want them to worry about their daughter.â
I guess I know what this is all about. Maybe she doesnât want to see me. Especially weâre classmates in Literature.
I close my eyes and imagine the places where she would go. And there are many. I donât even know where to start.
What are you going to do? My voice wonders.
What do you think? I retort.
Would I ask if I know the answer?
Youâll see.
I walk to the direction leading to the parking lof of the school.
âWhere are you going?â Driana calls after me.
âIâm coming after Sophia,â I answer.
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~Sophia
This is the most ridiculous idea Iâve ever had.
Note: If you donât want to be seen, go to an unexpected place. A place where only a few people know about. So why am I here in this place? Aside from me, thereâs only one person who knows about where Iâm about to go.
And I cut class because of him. Because I donât want to see him. Iâm afraid my emotions will get mixed again and they will confuse me.
So why am I going to his haven?
Sometimes I donât understand myself.
But still, thereâs a huge probability that heâll not follow me here.
Who am I kidding? After our fight, he wouldnât talk to me again. Much less find me in his secret place. Well, itâs not as if Iâm missing.
Sophia Taylor, admit it already!
Thereâs no point in lying to myself. Truth is, I donât even know if Iâm going to the right direction. The first and only time I came here, I did not really look around because I was assured that he knew the way.
I continue my path, tripping every now and then because of the scattered branches, fallen trees, twigs, and slippery path. Now I realize how much he helped me on our way to his secret place. Itâs hard when youâre alone hiking. No one will guide me when I fall and when there are branches on the way.
If itâs tiring on the first time, this time itâs unbearable.
Still, I continue my way. Iâm not going to turn around and go home. Besides, I doubt Iâll know the way back to the road. Luck isnât even on my side because my phone is not working. Hooray!
Good thing Iâm not wearing heels. My clothes are more comfortable than the last time I came here.
To my credit, I remember some familiar sights while Iâm walking. This is a sign that Iâm not lost, right? Yeah, keep thinking positive thoughts. Nothing will happen when I just stand here and wait for someone to save me. Because no one will.
Sweat pours down my face and my hair is sticking at the back of my neck. My feet are complaining from too much hiking. I pause and tie my hair using a ponytail. My mouth is dry, itâs as if a sandpaper is rubbing on my toungue. Iâm thirsty! The sun is not helping either. The air is hot, although Iâm surrounded by trees.
After resting for a couple of minutes, I continue my way. I think Iâm near because I see the huge tree. I remember him pushing its branch to reveal the other sideâ the magical place.
*~*_*~*_*~*
~Drake
Where is she?
Iâve been into the places where I think she would go: Library, Mall, Bookstores, Â and I even drive around town. But of course when a person is hiding, she wonât go to the obvious place.
Pie! Why are you doing this?
I feel guilty for making her cut class. If only I didnât enter her life, she wonât do this. She wonât be miserable. Iâm so worried, my hands are trembling on the steering wheel. But I donât want to ask help from my friends. Much less the police. They will sure tell Pieâs parents and everything will tumble down.
The ringing of my phone snaps me out of my thoughts.
âHey,â I answer, not bothering to look at the caller id.
âWhere are you?â Andre asks.
Glancing at the dashboard, the clockâs light blinks back at me. 3:00 in the afternoon. Iâve been searching for her for almost three hours now.
Iâm sure Iâll get in trouble for cutting classes. First when Pie was sick, now when Pie is missing.
âDowntown,â I say. Actually, Iâm in the park whereâ
âHave you seen her?â he inquires, interrupting my thoughts.
He knows?
Driana told him, my voice says obviously.
Why?
Ask him.
Ignoring the voice inside my head, I reply to Andre, âNo, not yet.â
âIâll help you find her as soon as I can.â
âThanks.â
âNo problem,â he says. âDonât worry, Iâm sure sheâs okay.â
âI hope,â I mutter. I canât forgive myself if something bad happens to her.
âDude, youâre the optimist here,â he reminds me.
âIâll try to remember that,â I say wryly. âByeââ
âWait!â he says quickly.
âWhat?â I ask, frowning. I have to continue my search now.
âTry to find Sophia on places that sheâll less likely go,â he advices.
Sheâll less likely go?
I donât haveâ
Thereâs one place  I havenât checked yet.
And Sophia might be there, my voice agrees.
âThanks,â I say. âIâll go there now.â
âGood luck!â
Starting my car, I steer the wheel to the road leading to the outskirts of town. Thereâs a huge chance that she's not there. But I might as well try because thatâs the only place I can think of right now.
*~*_*~*_*~*
~Sophia
Itâs getting late. My stomach is growling while my mouth is drought.
This is the perks of not preparing to hike.
Suddenly, an idea pops into my mind. Why didnât I think of that earlier?!
But wait. I donât even know the way to his little cottage! And if thereâs a place where I would stay the night, Iâd rather be here. Oh God, just thinking about sleeping here sends shiver through my spine.
How can I stay here, alone? In the middle of the forest?
My mom will be worried if I wonât go home. And what about dadâs condition?
I should start going back now while thereâs still light. The clouds are turning grayâ
"Pie?"
Whipping around, I see him. I don't know why I can't say his name. I can't even think about it. I guess he's the one that can't be named then.
"W-what are y-you doing h-here?" I stutter.
I didnât hear his footsteps. I must be really focused on my plan to go home, or he can walk quietly in the forest.
This is the first time I see him since our fight. There are dark circles under his eyes- a sign that he's not getting proper sleep. His cheeks became hollow, and if it's possible, I think he lost weight.
Well, at least it's not just me. I'm not the only one suffering.
But my eyes start to water. I don't know why I don't want to see him like this, so I tear my gaze away from him.
God, he looks sick.
Is it possible that heâs miserable as I am?
Revenge is really not good. I should have listened to my intincts when it told me that playing his heart will not give me satisfaction. Now we're both broken. We're both paying for the consequences we made.
"I. . . I was looking for you," he says, walking slowly towards me and stopping a few yards away, maybe afraid to be near me because I might snap at any second.
Why is he looking for me? Did they think that I was missing? My throat is dry, it's hard to talk!
"Driana told me that you decided to cut class without explaining the reason why," he continues. "She asked me if we're fighting. . ."
I haven't informed Dri about what happened to her twin and me because as of now, I can't even understand it myself.
"What about you?" he asks. "What are you doing here?"
To get away from you, I want to yell, but instead I say, "Why woul I tell you?"
He sighs and glances up at the sky. He's so different from the Drake I know - the one who's always smiling, who can make everyone around him happy. This Drake is full of sadness and itâs like he's carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders.
"What happened?" he asks, kicking a rock in front of him.
âI saw you with Cassidy,â I blurt out.
âWhat?â
âYou were having a good time dating her!â
âNo, no,â he says quickly, vehemently shaking his head. âItâs. . . we didnât. . . I mean, we were just talking.â
âReally?â I say sarcastically. Itâs obvious that heâs lying! Heâs stuttering! And then I compose myself and say, âAs if I care!â
âSo this is what itâs all about?â he asks, realization finally dawning in. âYou saw me with her and you assumed that thereâs something going on between us?â
âNo!â I scold, âThe point is you played my heart!â I donât even know why Iâm talking to him.
âPie, Cassidy and I didnât have a date,â he starts, âThe only time I was alone with her was a few days ago. We were in a coffee shop. She apologized for the things she did. She said she didnât know what happen to her to be rude to you. She even told me that sheâll speak with you today. Maybe apologize or something. Nothingâs going on between us.â
âYeah,â I say dryly. âNothingâs going on between you two.â
I have a feeling that heâs telling the truth though, that perhaps what they did that day was just talk. But what happened because of that canât be changed.
âPie, Iâm sorry,â he whispers.
âIt doesnât change anything,â I murmur.
âI may not cancel the bet as early as I should but everything I did for you was from the heart,â he states. âI did not mean to hurt you. Iâm sorry.â
âRight,â I say sarcastically.
I donât know what to do anymore! Iâm confused and lost.
âWhy canât you believe?â he asks softly. âAsk Andre.â
I scoff. âHeâs your best friend. Of course heâll lie too.â
âSophia Taylor!â
Startled, I look at him.
âTell me,â he says pleadingly, âWhat do I have to do make you believe that what I feel for you is real?â
He captures me in his gaze, now I canât tear my eyes away from him.
âNothing.â
In that single word, itâs as if his world came crashing down. Color drains from his face, and he just stands there, looking at me without saying anything for a while.
Perhaps he had enough of me. Now heâs going to stop from proclaiming his love for me.
âPlease, let me take you home,â he says tiredly. âI promise I wont talk to you for the whole ride.â
âI donât believe you.â I doubt if I can ever trust him again.
âYour parents are worried about you,â he continues. âAnd Driana is probably contemplating to call the police or not.â
I canât be budge. Iâd rather stay herethan be with him.
To my surprise, he hands his car key to me. âIf you donât want me to take you home, at least use my car so you can go out of this place.â
âWhat?â I say incredulously.
He keeps dangling the key in front of me but I donât bother to take it from him.
âGo home,â he says.
âWhy donât you go home?â I snap. âJust leave me alone!â
âI canât just leave you here,â he says, running his hand through his hair.
âArenât you listening to me?â I say furiously. âI said I donât want to see you again! Ever!â And then I turn my back and walk away from him.
He catches up after a few yards and to my utter disbelief, he grabs my arm to stop me.
âLet me go!â I push him and he raises both his hands.
âOkay, if you let me take you home,â he says, âI wonât talk to you again. I wonât bother you anymore.â
I look at him doubtfully. Is he telling the truth?
âI swear,â he says, as if reading my thoughts. âI wonât even glance at your way. Howâs that? A life free off Drake Swift?â
A life without Drake Swift?
Something tugs at my heartstrings but I ignore it.
Heâs my only chance of going home so I might as well grab the opportunity.
âOkay.â
I canât tell if heâs disappointed or not. He easily changed his expression and wear an indifferent mask.
âLetâs go,â he says finally, and starts walking back to the path leading to the road.
I follow after him, my heart pounding in my chest.
Maybe this is good. If I wonât talk to him and wonât see him like before, my feelings for him will vanish.
Evaporate.
Gone.
Iâd rather die than admit that I love him.
*****
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