CH 16
Funeral
Qin He had a secret that only Yu Cheng knewâhe loved photography. Qin He wasnât close to people, and there werenât many people who cared about him. His mother carried a heavy burden, and Qin He didnât want to burden her further, feeling indebted.
On his birthday, Yu Cheng gave Qin He a camera as a gift, and he bought one for himself in the same style. However, Qin He mostly took photos of the sunset on the horizon, busy pedestrians, sparkling rivers, flowers, trees, and interesting things everywhere.
On Yu Chengâs camera, it was all about Qin He. Sometimes, Yu Cheng would take Qin He out, and they would each hold a camera, one capturing the scenery, the other capturing people. Yu Cheng enjoyed seeing all the different sides of Qin He, as if Qin He were a book that he could never finish reading. He enjoyed exploring and felt that every moment had a special meaning worth recording.
In Yu Chengâs camera, Qin He is always vivid and happy.
âQin He, letâs go to the amusement park.â Yu Cheng wants to make up for his broken childhood. âWe just finished exams; letâs take a break this week.â
âWant to go?â Yu Cheng asks.
âOf course, I almost forgot what itâs like to have fun,â Qin He replies.
Qin He doesnât care where to go, as long as heâs with Yu Cheng, itâs all good. âSure, consider it a reward for you. You did well on this exam. If you keep working hard, you might even get into a top university,â Qin He encourages.
âWhich city do you want to go to? I want to follow you, even if I canât get into the same school. But I will still make efforts to bridge the distance between us.â For Yu Cheng, it might feel challenging even if he is not in the same class as Qin He.
âI want to go to Jianghuai City to take a look, but the schools in Yaoâan City are better. Iâm still deciding, but Xiao Yu, you have to work hard!â Qin He said with a smile, as the evening sun cast a golden glow.
âOkay.â Yu Cheng looked a bit infatuated, reaching out t hold Qin Heâs hand. Feeling the touch, he breathed a sigh of relief. The moment just now made Yu Cheng feel anxious, fearing that Qin He would leave him.
Laughter and chatter filled their ears as they walked among the crowd. Most of the people around were children and couples, busy queuing and planning. Yu Cheng and Qin He seemed like an inconspicuous couple, blending in with the crowd.
Yucheng grabbed Qin Heâs wrist, and Qin He was slightly startled, wanting to pull his hand away. However, he was held by Yucheng, who lightly wrote the words âNo one is watchingâ on his wrist with a gentle movement that caused a tingling sensation, as if being lightly electrified and flowing into his heart. It had no real impact, but it was impossible to ignore. Qin He didnât move, and both of them looked around, their lips curving with a smile.
Even though they had kissed and embraced before, holding hands still made their hearts race, with their heartbeats thumping.
Looking at Qin Heâs slightly shining eyes, Yucheng felt that it was necessary to bring him here every year. The gentle breeze blew the boyâs bangs and gently swayed his clothes, also stirring up the boyâs heart.
Shen Shu originally just wanted to come here to relax, but unexpectedly ran into Yucheng and Qin He. Just like Yucheng, he was also from a wealthy family. They didnât have much interaction during normal times, only occasionally greeting each other at banquets or in school.
He saw it. He saw the interaction and glances between Yu Cheng and the guy next to him, just like how his father would look at those disgusting men. In families like theirs, among the prestigious and wealthy, there is inevitably some hidden filth that not everyone knows about.
Most marriages are nothing but business alliances, a means to climb higher positions. His parents were no exception. They got married and had him in the second year of their marriage. His father was a talented man with good acting skills, and over time, his mother developed feelings for him. But in the eyes of a businessman, only interests matter, not emotions. To achieve his fatherâs current position, there must have been countless temptations.
At first, he pretended to be a good man, saying sweet words to reassure his mother to stay at home and take care of their young son, Shen Shu. The woman didnât suspect anything. As Shen Shu grew up and went to school, there were times when the woman wanted intimacy, but she was always rejected with various excuses: he was too busy with work, the child was too young, and only when she became extremely annoying would there be one or two occasions.
Shen Shu used to think that he had a happy family that was different from others, with a caring father and a gentle mother. But it was all a huge deception. He and his mother were just fig leaf1âä¸åé®ç¾å¸â (yà kuà i zhÄ xiÅ« bù) â This phrase translates to âa fig leaf for shameâ and can be interpreted as a cover-up or disguise to hide something shameful or embarrassing. for his fatherâs shame.
Later, when Shen Shu went to boarding school and returned home, he found that his mother looked haggard. It turned out that his fatherâs secret had been discovered. From the beginning, his father didnât like women. He was promiscuous, and everything was just a facade, like an experienced actor.
His motherâs family used to be influential, but a year ago, his father completely took over. He dropped his disguise, indulged in pleasure all day long, and spoke with cold words that were completely different from his past gentleness. He said words that made his mother collapse, revealing that he married her only to take over her familyâs business and their child.
He doesnât like women; he likes men. Every time he sees her, he feels nauseous and doesnât want to touch her. Speaking of this, the man smiled, but there is one good thing: she became his fig leaf, covering up things that cannot be known by others.
Woman wants a divorce, crying and begging the man to spare her, but the man pushes her to the ground, looking at her miserable appearance. He says the most hurtful words: âWhere can you go if you leave me? Youâre used to the life of a rich wife; what else can you do? If you divorce now, youâll have nothing. I wonât divorce you either.â
The man reveals his ugly face, refusing to divorce and even threatening her with Shen Shu. She has completely become a cover-up, a marionette. She endures her husbandâs emotional abuse, constantly worrying about her health and her child.
She was tormented all day, exhausted, and gradually fell into severe depression, becoming increasingly haggard.
Upon learning about it two months ago, Shen Shu also followed them, disgusted by their every moveânot just one or two, but different men. The admiration and respect of the past all collapsed, leaving only endless hatred.
Shen Shu, a pampered son, didnât care about much except for his mother and family. But his family had long been tainted and in ruins. He hated those men and hated his father, and all of this disgusted him. He tried everything to seek revenge against them, but now he saw Yu Cheng among them.
So he focused on them, wanting to destroy them. Shen Shu followed them the whole afternoon.
The haunted house was dark, making Qin He somewhat uneasy, and Yu Cheng noticed that Qin He was trembling. âThis isnât fun; letâs go out,â he said.
âItâs okay; Iâll be with you. Didnât you want to play for a long time?â Qin He held on to Yu Cheng, rarely showing such determination. He didnât want Yu Cheng to give up anything because of him.
Yu Cheng felt some regret. Normally, there were no dark places for him, and he didnât know that Qin He was afraid of the dark. Last time when the power went out, Qin He was trembling, and Yu Cheng thought it was just because he scared him, but he didnât realise that Qin He was actually scared.
âThen hold on to me tightly; Iâll take you out quickly.â Yu Cheng held onto Qin He tightly.
Many NPCs were left outside the haunted house, and there were only one or two left inside with glass windows. Qin Heâs palms were sweaty from fear, and then Yu Cheng pulled him into his embrace, comforting him with gentle pats. âIâm here; donât be afraid; Iâm by your side.â
After leaving the haunted house, Qin He was panting, his whole body stiff with fear. Yu Cheng felt that this was not a solution. He led Qin He to the bamboo forest behind the haunted house and cupped his face, kissing him gently.
Yu Chengâs soft and gentle kisses landed on Qin Heâs face and finally on his lips.
It felt ticklish, like the touch of dandelion seeds, making Qin He feel like they were everywhere.
But Yu Cheng never went further, only trying to comfort Qin He.
With his eyes closed, Qin Heâs cheeks were flushed, and his chest rose and fell. Yu Chengâs hand rested on his waist, while the other hand gently caressed his lower back to comfort him.
âDonât be afraid; weâre out now; itâs all fake.â Yu Cheng whispered softly in Qin Heâs ear, his warm breath causing Qin Heâs body to soften as he obediently accepted Yu Chengâs comfort and kisses.
Shen Shu watched the two of them coldly, his eyes filled with a dark chill, and he turned around and left.
Xian Nan Zhi
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